Another Year
Blame it on the weather.
After the crazy party we had and all the drugs I took, I told myself that was going to be it, it has now been three weeks and I haven’t had any drugs in my system; marijuana and alcohol excluded, of course. Today was also the first day all week that Harry didn’t spend sleeping at my house and there was no way in hell I was going to make it to school without the assist of something—I crushed up the Adderall on my math book and grabbed a $20 from my purse, quickly rolling it into a tube-like shape and snorting up the crushed contents before anyone entered my room.
I stood up and wiped off my math book before throwing it into my bag, I looked around for my cellphone, finding it sitting on my desk. I grabbed it and turned around to hurry out of the door only to come face to face with Liam and Harry, “Hey baby.”
Harry walked over to me and placed a kiss on my lips, I was instantly put at ease, “Hey guys.”
Liam didn’t acknowledge that I was there, he had been very dismissive of me ever since Harry and I started going out, he was on one and had a rotation of girls he was going through, but mostly he stuck with Penelope.
Penelope wasn’t anything special, but maybe I’m just saying that because she was fucking Liam and I couldn’t. Penelope was older, she used to date Zayn and she had giant, beautiful fake boobs and Liam made sure to show them off to me every time she was around, but I could play the game better than him. His new girl may have been hotter than me, but I had Harry and Harry made me feel like I was floating on a cloud, but that didn’t stop me from thinking of Liam and our single encounter my first night here; it ate me up inside.
“Baby, I don’t want to go to class today,” I muttered into his shoulder, I was glued to Harry’s hip as he guided us into the kitchen.
“I know, love,” He stopped and placed a kiss on my head, “I would much rather be snuggled up with you all day long.”
He lowered his head and caught my lips in a kiss, “And we can be naked.” He muttered against my lips.
“You two are disgusting,” Liam chimed in, causing me to smirk as I pulled away and his eyes locked with mine. I turned towards Harry and leaned in, locking our lips in another intense but short kiss.
I pulled away and looked back at Liam, “Let’s go upstairs, Harry, I’m going to give you the greatest blow job of your life.”
I grabbed Harry’s hand and tried to drag him away, “I need to go to class today, I have a test—” He let out a sigh as he stared into my eyes, “But after school I’m all yours, you can do whatever you want with me.”
“Fuck this I’m going downstairs to make myself a drink,” Liam said in an irritated tone and walked out of the kitchen, Harry and I ignored him, keeping our eyes on each other.
“Well, Why don’t you go to school,” I placed a kiss on his neck, “and I can stay here.”
I ended at his lips, he chuckled as he pulled away, “How are you going to pass your classes if you never go?”
He had a look of concern in his eyes, I hadn’t been here that long at all, but he had already caught on to my school pattern which was nonexistent. I placed a kiss on his cheek, “Don’t worry about me babe, I’m fine. Now you get your ass to school before you’re late and I will be right here waiting for you to get back.”
I finished with a smile and the look on his face told me he was pleased with me, he captured my lips in yet another kiss, “I will see your pretty face in seven short hours. Don’t get too crazy without me.”
He held my gaze for a moment longer before wrapping his arm around my shoulders and pulling me into his side, I walked in unison with him out to the living room where everyone was sitting, “Where’s Liam?”
Harry’s question got a response from a very groggy Louis, “Downstairs getting crunk with Zayn and Jenna.”
Anne stood up abruptly, “Well, we should get to class before these hooligans suck us in and make us stay.” She laughed as Niall joined her in standing up and gathering his things.
I walked to the door with Harry, Anne and Niall, “I’ll see you guy’s later tonight,” I stopped at the door and hugged my boyfriend.
“I’m coming back after lunch some time, so you won’t miss me too much,” Anne said as she waved goodbye and she walked out towards Harry’s car.
I shut the front door and yawned, I wasn’t going to be able to go back to sleep because of the Adderall so I ventured off downstairs to see what the delinquents of the house were up to.
Jenna was half asleep on the couch and Zayn and Liam were pounding tequila shots right next to her, “It’s too fucking early for this shit.” She muttered as she yawned and closed her eyes.
“Ella!” Zayn shouted with enthusiasm, “Come take a shot with me little sister.”
He was clearly already drunk and it was 7 in the morning, “You’re an awful influence on me, but yes, pour me one!” I matched his enthusiasm as I walked over and joined them, taking a seat next to Liam on the couch. He as expected, continued to ignore me, but that didn’t stop me from enjoying my quality brother and sister time with Zayn.
We were three shots deep when Jenna sat up with a newfound energy, “Pour me one!”
She called out enthusiastically as she wrapped her arms around Zayn. He let out a laugh, placing a kiss on her head; I was glad that my brother had found such a good girl. Liam filled up four shot glasses and handed me a lime with a smirk, “Cheers.”
Zayn and Jenna didn’t even bother to take the shot, they were attached by the lips. Zayn picked her up bridal style and ignored us, not once taking his eyes off of her and bolting it upstairs. Liam chuckled, “Well, looks like it’s just us.”
I didn’t look up or respond, but opted to take my drink instead, the tequila burned it’s way down my throat and it was definitely way to early for this, but I was already in too deep. When I finally did look up, Liam was staring at me with a smirk.
“Don’t look at me like that, I snapped at him as I reached across the table and grabbed the bottle, bringing it up to my lips to take a drink.
“I can’t help myself,” He smirked as he scooted closer to me, placing a hand on my knee and taking the bottle out of my hand with his free one. He was only a few inches away; he locked our eyes and smiled before taking a swig and setting it back down on the table.
“Why do you hate me?” He asked.
I laughed, “Well let’s see,” I slurred my words at the end, but I kept going, “You fuck me the first night I am here and then in that same night you run off and fuck Anne.”
Now it was his turn to laugh, “Are you fucking kidding me?” His laughter ceased and his voice rose, “Your fucking boyfriend was all over her that entire night and every other night until you got here—just because he is who you crawled into bed with that night, he suddenly wins.”
He stood up, grabbing the bottle and taking another drink, I opened my mouth to speak, but he cut me off, “Don.t” He took another drink before handing it to me, “I’m not done yet.”
He sat down on the coffee table, directly across from me and put his face in his hands, “I know you don’t know this yet, but I can treat you so much better than he ever will.” He looked up, locking our gaze, “But you had to go and fuck him.”
His last words ended with disgust and filled me with anger, “First of all, everybody fuck’s Anne it is not a big deal; you are the one who has been parading a different girl around me every god damn time I see you and you deliberately fucked Anne that night just to piss me off!” I stood up, half of me was ready to punch him in the face and the other half wanted to burst into tears.
“What are you talking about, you psycho?” He paused, making sure to emphasize my crazy, “Anne and I have fucked on and off for a while now.”
Even though I was drunk I knew he was lying, “You dumb fuck, Liam, Anne fucking told me the very next night how unusual it was that she saw that side of you because nothing like that has ever gone down between you and her.”
His mouth was slightly agape as he tried to figure out what to say, I cut him off before he had a chance to begin, “And if you did fucking like me then you should have acted like a man about it instead of playing bullshit games with me. I like Harry, Liam and that is not going to change; so please, fuck off.”
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5/20/14