HARRYS POV

It wasn't long before Alana had drifted off again, she cried herself to sleep. I couldn't get past how heartbroken she was when she whispered those last words. Pain engulfed her eyes. Her body shook as if she was going into shock. Rocking her as if she was a child seemed to help me more than her.

I don't know how to deal with heartache. Luckily I've never had to deal with it...until now. Seeing Alana like this broke my heart. I just wanted to take away all hurt she was going through. To say I fancy her would be an understatement. How does someone meet a person, spend so little time with them and end up going through all of these feelings in a matter of days.

Attraction, lust, jealousy, happiness...I want to protect her. I want to be the shoulder she cries on. I want to be the one she confides in. I want to piss her off then make her laugh. I want her to feel like someone genuinely cares. I want to tell her she's the most beautiful person inside and out. I want to tell her she works too much. I want to tell her how much time I spent memorizing her tattoos the first time I saw her. I want to tell her how she turns me on just by biting her lip. How much I want to be the one she shares a bed with at night. How much I want to wake up next her in the morning. It's crazy how I feel all of this so quick. The epitome of cliché. But she seemed to be a living embodiment of perfection to me.

I glanced down at this woman who had me wrapped around her finger and she didn't even know it.

"Why can't we just pick up where we started?" I whispered into her hair.

I've felt what it's like to not be able to touch her the way I want. They way it feels when someone else has their protective arms around her. Between Liam and Zayn, I don't which one of them I envied more.

I understand Liam and Alana, they have a sibling type of relationship. She can open up to him in ways she hasn't to me. Talk to him without having to pause to consider if she's flirting or not. That relationship is innocent, but none the less Liam is protective of her. He nearly took my head off for bring Charlie back to the room. I'm sure given the chance he would have.

Zayn on the other hand, he looks at her like I do. He was with her when she woke up after the Dean ordeal. He was there to comfort her after my fuck up with Charlie. They spent most of the afternoon together and he comes back with a hickey. I flinch at the thought of what they did. Before I could get another thought of him touching her someone cleared their throat.

Speak of the devil. Zayn.

"What's going on mate?" His eyes fixed on Alana in my arms.

"Just resting up." I shrugged.

"Why don't get get some sleep I'll keep Alana company." He wasn't asking, it was more of a demand.

"No I'm fine." I kept a straight face. He huffed in frustration.

"Then let me enlighten you with something." I nodded for him to continue.

"That night with Dean at the club. You knew what he did to her. You know how much he hurt her and you went to her defense. Harry Styles to the rescue, congratulations you beat up another prick. You and I argued about who was to stay with her that night even though the doctor had already made arrangements. You barely spoke a word to her when she woke up. At lunch is where you made your mistake. Our biggest competitions daughter comes prancing back into the picture. We get back to the hotel and you don't even pay Alana any attention. Not even enough words for a decent conversation. Then you bring that slag back to the room and get caught. But you couldn't help yourself, I mean you wouldn't be Harry Styles if you didn't leave another heart broken in your wake. You bring Charlie to her room." He was calm and sarcastic with his words.

"What's your point." I raised my voice.

"My point is, you are chasing a woman who won't come crawling to you. You've met the one person who could ruin your wonderful streak of women. You want her because she doesn't want you...at least not the way you want her. You hurt her, in essence the same way Dean did. There's no chance that she'll go back to that dark part of her life. She sees what you do and she won't put herself in that situation again. " Zayns words stung me.

He put me in the same category as Dean. He wouldn't understand even if I painted a damn picture. But, Zayn was right about some things. I was an asshole for doing that to her. The fact that she played the exact opposite of what other girls would do when she saw me with Charlie. It didn't phase her, I half expected her to have jealousy written all over her but instead I got a beautiful smile.

"What are you getting at mate? You want me to leave her alone so you can be with her?" I spat.

"Yes and no. I want you to leave her alone yes. But let her decide what she does next. I like her and I'm concerned for her which is why I'm saying this. Be what you told her you would be...her friend."

As irritated as I was I could hear he was genuine. He did care for Alana. I couldn't help but question if he felt the same way I did. Not a chance. My feelings are stronger. But as we both care for her...I should do what's best and let her make the next move.

"If she chooses to be more then friends that's fine. If she chooses you I'll leave it alone. But. If she chooses me? You leave it alone." His voice was hard.

I wanted him to leave it alone all together. To leave Alana and I alone. I saw the way she reacts to me. The chemistry is there, but did she think the same? Would she choose Zayn over me? Would I be able to let her go if she did? This is such a fucked up situation, arguing over her with Zayn...one of my best mates.

He never got in the way of a woman that I wanted. Always the best friend and wingman anyone could ask for. Which made me wonder...if he's fighting me so hard for her then he must have feelings for her. If I really think about it, when Zayn is in a relationship he's the perfect man. The poster boy for 'Perfect Boyfriend'. I on the other hand don't have experience with serious relationships, only short lived sexcapades with random women.

I look down at the beauty who is fast asleep in my lap. She deserves someone who will treat her like the queen she is. Someone who will be faithful. Someone who is trustworthy. Someone who is accountable. Someone who could give her the world and everything around it.

I play with a strand of her hair and take a deep breath. I kiss her on her forehead and take in the scent of her perfume. I need to say it before I change my mind. I can't second guess this. I look at Zayn and try my hardest to keep my emotions in check.

"Mate." My voice cracks. I clear my throat so I can speak clearly.

"There's no need for that." I pause and Zayn raises an eyebrow.

"You've been one of my best mates for years, and I know...she's important to you. You're the better man in this situation." His eyes are fixed on mine.

"A man like you deserves a woman like Alana. Just promise me you'll be everything she needs and wants. Giver her everything. And never...I mean never hurt her." My last words come out as a threat and I hope Zayn hears it.

I look down to Alana. "I meant it, I'll be here no matter what." I whisper to her.

I lift her head and set a pillow under her. Zayn and I now face to face. No words are said just a simple nod. I turn to walk to the other side of the plane. Walking away from her felt like pulling my feet out of dry cement. I didn't want to, but she deserves the best.


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ALANAS POV

"Alana?" A voice quietly spoke. "Alana wake up we're about to land."

I opened my eyes and shit them quickly. The cabin was too bright. After adjusting to the light I was able to look at the person sitting in front of me.

"What time is it Grace?" My voice raspy full of sleep.

"It's about 8:45pm. I'm so ready to not be in a plane anymore." She sighed.

I sat up and looked around. All of the boys were talking in their seats. They must be use to all the traveling, you would have never guessed that they have been on a plane for fifteen hours. I on the other hand felt exhausted even though I slept for most of the flight. I had a strange dream that Harry was in. I can't even remember it, I just remember he was in it.

After we land we head over to the hotel. While checking in Liam tells me that they are staying the night and leaving Thursday.

"So does that mean we can all go to the show?" Niall asks.

"Yeah, I mean if you want to." I said smiling at Louis who looked ready to throw a fit.

"You know this was my alone time with Alana. Here you are raining on my parade." He said sarcastically.

"You are all more then welcome to come." I nudge Louis.

"Right, well let's get settled in and meet up for breakfast." Liam spoke to all of us.

Even though I slept on the plane I was still tired and figured I needed to get on Milan time. I noticed Louis carried Graces bags. She smiled sweetly at him, and thought of a master plan. Louis and Grace. Yes! I went to pick up my bags but other hands beat me to it. I look up to meet with golden eyes. Zayn.

"I've got it sweets." His voice was deep no doubt due to sleep. I nodded because arguing with him would be impossible.

"Thank you." I smiled.

We all got in the elevator and ended up being on the same floor. Louis and Grace were next door to each other. Harry, Liam and Niall next door to each other as well. And Zayn and I were next door to each other.

"Night everybody!" Niall yelled down the hall. We all followed suit and bid our goodnights. I opened my door and walked in. Zayn followed behind me with my bags. He set them next to the bed.

"Thank you for bringing my bags up Zayn." I hugged him.

"No problem Sweets. Get some rest okay?" He squeezed me tightly before letting me go.

As soon as he left I took a shower. When I finished I pulled out one of my bags to find something to wear. Basketball shorts and a sports bra. The most comfortable thing to wear to bed. I don't care what anybody says. I got dressed and brushed through my hair and then braided it.

Everything felt good right now. I've made new friends. Liam has become really close friend, Niall and Bridgette are hitting it off phenomenally, Louis will soon love me even more for hooking him up with Grace, Harry and I have reconciled and decided to be friends and Zayn is...amazing. What more could a girl ask for? My life felt like it was finally getting back to normal and I have these five boys to thank for it.

Notes

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