Self Empowered

Calla's POV:

The car ride consisted of El and I conversing and Harry staying silent and when we arrived we got our bags and went into the house without a word. It was already eight and Danielle and Perrie, Eleanor's friends and Zayn and Liam's girlfriends were soon coming over. That meant Truth or Dare would soon start. I have never played, and to be honest, I was kind of nervous.

“Don't be!” Eleanor insisted when I told her. “Its going to be fun, trust me.”

“HEY HOE, WE'RE HERE!” A girl shouted up the stairs, I looked at Eleanor shocked and confused.

“BE RIGHT DOWN YOU BITCH!” El yelled happily down the stairs, when she saw my face she laughed though. “Its terms of endearment when we use it like this love.” I nodded in understanding and followed her down. The girls engulfed us in hugs and told me they had heard a lot about me.

“Alright, alright. Enough with the chit chat, we've been dying to play all day. Come on!” Louis motioned to the half formed circle. I sat down with the girls and Zayn put a bottle in the center. “I'LL GO FIRST!” Louis shouted. It span until it slowly stopped on Eleanor. Figures. I looked to Lou who had an evil grin on his face.

“Dare.” Eleanor said simply, accepting the challenge that hadn't been spoken. Unafraid of what was to come.

“You and the girls have to go upstairs and change into lingerie, come down here in nothing but it, and play the rest of the game in it.”

“And if we don't?” She raised an eyebrow.

“Then you have to make out with all the girls for a set time.” She nodded and thought for awhile. I was kind of horrified, I didn't really want to do either but I guess this was why the game was exciting and fun.

“Alright, come on girls.” El said getting up, we followed suit and marched up the stairs. The boys all clapped and patted Louis on the back. When we got into the room Perrie and Dani opened their purses and pulled some out. I gave them a questioning look.

“We figured something like this would happen so we came prepared.” Perrie shrugged. I nodded as though this was normal and El placed my outfit in my hand.

“This ones the best. Perfect to make Harry jealous, now go change.” She winked and walked away. I walked down to the hall bathroom, talking my time and slowly closing the door. I sluggishly stripped off my clothes and replaced them with the frilly and skimpy undergarments. When I finished, I examined myself in the mirror. The black lace didn't look too bad actually, if I'm going to do this at least I'm doing it in style. I shrugged and walked out to find the girls waiting for me.

“Looking hot Calla.” Dani winked at me. The other nodded in a approval.

“Back atcha.” I laughed, we lined up with me at the end.

“WE'RE COMING DOWN NOW LOU!” El shouted.

“WE'RE READY BABY!” He retorted. We slowly and steadily marched down and as soon as El was in view I could hear wolf whistles, claps, and compliments. Same went for the rest of us, and when we all got to the bottom of the stairs, we took back out place in the circle. I looked around the circle and caught a pair of green eyes starring at my body. When he looked up to my face and noticed I caught him, he quickly turned his head with a blush creeping into his cheeks.

“Okay my turn.” El said, I directed my attention back to the bottle and watched as it landed on Zayn. “Truth or dare?”

“Dare, duh!” He grinned.

“Do a stomach shot off of Perrie.”

“Okay!” Zayn said excitedly. We all laughed and Perrie rolled her eyes. She layed down and Niall poured the drink onto her stomach, quickly after Zayn drank it and lingered for longer than he really should have.

“Okay you two, wait until bed time to do that.” Lou pipped up. We all snickered and Zayn and Perrie joined the game again. I watched as Zayn spun the bottle and it slowly landed on...gulp...me.

“Truth or dare?” He smiled.

“Uhm.. I guess.. Dare?” I kind of asked.

“You have to make out with Eleanor, give Harry a lap dance, and then answer a question truthfully.” He grinned mischievously. Eleanor and the girls had briefed me on techniques and terms when we had changed so I guess I could do that.

“Hey, but questions are for truth!” I argued.

“Yeah well, its part of my dare. Too bad.” Zayn shrugged.

“Fine.” I murmured getting up. Niall got a chair for Harry and Louis cranked up some music. Eleanor got up and we waited looking at Zayn, Louis and Nial sat back down and Zayn looked around.

“Everyone ready?” He asked. The group nodded.

“Okay go!” El took the lead and immediately grasped my face with her hands and brought her lips to mine. Moving in synch I slowly let my guard down, her lips were soft and I guess the alcohol the girls had given me to calm my nerves up stairs was starting to take effect. Needless to say, I had a lot. I guess El did to because before I knew it we started grinding on each other. “Okay that's time!” Zayn told us we broke away and everyone was staring at us with their mouths open. The girls had told me if the boys set a pillow on their lap, that means they like what we're doing. Lets just say all of them had pillows and there weren't enough, so Harry had to strategically place his folded hands there.

“Okay, time for Harry's dance.” Lou grinned, I nodded as if it was business and waited for Zayn's call.

“You can start....Now!” I started with my back to him dancing with the music to the best of my ability, and I guess the girls had taught me well because soon enough I felt his hands on me. I turned to face him and got on his lap, feeling a bulge I lifted myself up and started dancing facing him, his hands roamed. I think we all had had one too many drinks tonight... there was clapping and whistling, chanting and even El screaming 'THAT'S MY GIRL, TAUGHT HER EVERYTHING SHE KNOWS!'.

“Okay, keep going but now I'm going to ask you your question, okay?” Zayn asked.

“Alright.” I answered from my spot in front of Harry.

“If you had the chance to sleep with Harry would you?”

“Yes.” I answered immediately.

“Let me rephrase that, would you have sex with Harry?”

“Yes.” I answered immediately again. Harry's eyes flashed up to mine, he quickly stood up and turned off the music.

“Okay, shows over. We're going.” He said and with that he bent over and picked me up in one swift motion, carrying me quickly to the stairs. There was much jarring from our small crowd but neither of us seemed to mind. Harry kicked open his door and shut it with his foot, placed me gently on the bed and kicked off his shoes.

He climbed onto the bed and hovered over top of me for a few seconds, both of us breathing heavily. “You look so incredibly sexy and may I say nothing like a little sister.” Was all he said before he crashed his mouth down against mine. My hands moved to his shirt and lifted it up over his head, throwing it to the floor. I hurriedly stripped him of his belt and started working on his pants. With some help from him, we got them off and just as I started working off his boxers, I felt a hand slip underneath my back and unclasp my bra. Throwing our undergarments to the floor, Harry quickly pulled out a condom and put it on.

“Oh to hell with it, I'll buy you another, I can't wait any longer.” Harry rushed out, and before I new what he was doing, he tore my panties off and inserted himself into my tight warmth. I screamed out in pain and pleasure.

“Harry, slow it down a bit.” I gasped out into the contour of his neck.

“Why babe?” He murmured.

“Because its my first time and it kind of hurts...” I sobbed. Harry pulled back to look at my face appalled, and wide eyed. Even in his drunken state, he registered this and it sobered him quite a bit. He quickly pulled out of me and got up. “You didn't have to..uh..”

“Yes I did, I'm so sorry.... I'll be uh, out on the terrace if you need something.” He said stumbling around and throwing on his jeans again. He walked quickly to the porch connected to his bedroom and shut the door behind him. I sighed and slowly got up, wincing at the pain, I didn't expect him to be so big... I went into the bathroom and turned on the water. I steped in and washed away all the sweat and disappointment. When I got out I saw a towel a pair of boxer and a T shirt waiting for me. I looked around but it seemed Harry had gone back out to the porch. I sighed again and got dressed, crawled into the bed and snuggled into the covers.

“Good night Harry.” I whispered.

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