What Does it Mean? ~ COMPLETED
Why Can't I Be Normal?
Harmony’s POV
I woke up to my stupid alarm clock. Ugh! I don’t want to go out. I guess I’ll just have a lazy day inside today. I get up and shower because I feel so dirty. I dried my hair, put it up in a messy bun, and changed into: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=77471064
Breakfast time! I pop some toast into my toaster, and wait for it to pop up. What am I going to do? I guess I’ll just watch a few movies today. That should work. I munch on my toast as I decide what to watch. I put on The Muppets because I love that movie. Don’t judge me! Admit it you all still watch kid movies too; don’t lie.
The movie is just starting when someone knocks on my door. WTF?! It’s like 9AM. Why is someone here so early?
I get up unwillingly and open my door. There stands 4/5 of One Direction and El. I think you know who isn’t there.
“Harmony!” Zayn yells and engulfs me in a hug. I reluctantly hug back. After Harry, I miss talking to Zayn the most. He’s my brother from another mother.
“El!” I yell at her and give her a disappointed look.
“I’m sorry! I’m really bad at hiding things!” I sigh. Girls never are good secret keepers. Guys on the other hand, well they aren’t really good at it, they just forget everything.
“So, are you going to let us in?” Niall says shyly.
Should I? Eh, why not? I step aside and pull the door open wider, and they file into my apartment.
“Care to explain?” Zayn asks. I know he’s talking about me “dropping off the face of the earth.”
“I just didn’t really want you to know I was coming here. I didn’t want anyone here to know who I am, or how weird I am,” I explain.
“Why would they think you’re weird? You are amazing! You’re nice and funny and pretty. Nobody knows you; just be yourself,” they argue.
“Look, guys, I am the girl who can’t seem to look at life as it is, and you are the famous international popstars who live with what’s in front of you and don’t question it. We come from two different worlds and I don’t fit in yours.”
“Who would have known that though? How would people know that? You are unknown to London. Just live a little!” they argue again.
I look down, “ I guess you’re right…” I hate to admit it, but these guys are right, at the moment. No one knows me; I can start a new life, where I can be myself. Just like with El.
“I know we are. Now, about Harry, you need to talk to him. He hasn’t been himself after… you know,” Louis started out sassy, but finished in the most serious tone I have ever heard come out of him.
“Okay, but I am doing it for Drew. He made me promise not to ignore you guys and give Harry a chance.”
“Smart guy. Speaking of, may I use your phone to call him while you go talk to Harry?”
“Sure,” I hand him my phone. “Now, which room?”
“Three doors down,” Liam says.
“Thanks, and Liam, you’re in charge. Don’t destroy my new living space. If anything happens, I’m blaming you, understand?”
“Yes mam!” he says.
I walk down to the room Liam told me. Should I knock? Do I really want to do this? What if he doesn’t want to see me? What would Drew do? I guess he would tell me to grow a pair and knock. I contemplated for a little bit longer then knocked. I waited a minute, but I regretted it as soon as the door opened. His hurt eyes met mine. Why can’t I just be normal?
I woke up to my stupid alarm clock. Ugh! I don’t want to go out. I guess I’ll just have a lazy day inside today. I get up and shower because I feel so dirty. I dried my hair, put it up in a messy bun, and changed into: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=77471064
Breakfast time! I pop some toast into my toaster, and wait for it to pop up. What am I going to do? I guess I’ll just watch a few movies today. That should work. I munch on my toast as I decide what to watch. I put on The Muppets because I love that movie. Don’t judge me! Admit it you all still watch kid movies too; don’t lie.
The movie is just starting when someone knocks on my door. WTF?! It’s like 9AM. Why is someone here so early?
I get up unwillingly and open my door. There stands 4/5 of One Direction and El. I think you know who isn’t there.
“Harmony!” Zayn yells and engulfs me in a hug. I reluctantly hug back. After Harry, I miss talking to Zayn the most. He’s my brother from another mother.
“El!” I yell at her and give her a disappointed look.
“I’m sorry! I’m really bad at hiding things!” I sigh. Girls never are good secret keepers. Guys on the other hand, well they aren’t really good at it, they just forget everything.
“So, are you going to let us in?” Niall says shyly.
Should I? Eh, why not? I step aside and pull the door open wider, and they file into my apartment.
“Care to explain?” Zayn asks. I know he’s talking about me “dropping off the face of the earth.”
“I just didn’t really want you to know I was coming here. I didn’t want anyone here to know who I am, or how weird I am,” I explain.
“Why would they think you’re weird? You are amazing! You’re nice and funny and pretty. Nobody knows you; just be yourself,” they argue.
“Look, guys, I am the girl who can’t seem to look at life as it is, and you are the famous international popstars who live with what’s in front of you and don’t question it. We come from two different worlds and I don’t fit in yours.”
“Who would have known that though? How would people know that? You are unknown to London. Just live a little!” they argue again.
I look down, “ I guess you’re right…” I hate to admit it, but these guys are right, at the moment. No one knows me; I can start a new life, where I can be myself. Just like with El.
“I know we are. Now, about Harry, you need to talk to him. He hasn’t been himself after… you know,” Louis started out sassy, but finished in the most serious tone I have ever heard come out of him.
“Okay, but I am doing it for Drew. He made me promise not to ignore you guys and give Harry a chance.”
“Smart guy. Speaking of, may I use your phone to call him while you go talk to Harry?”
“Sure,” I hand him my phone. “Now, which room?”
“Three doors down,” Liam says.
“Thanks, and Liam, you’re in charge. Don’t destroy my new living space. If anything happens, I’m blaming you, understand?”
“Yes mam!” he says.
I walk down to the room Liam told me. Should I knock? Do I really want to do this? What if he doesn’t want to see me? What would Drew do? I guess he would tell me to grow a pair and knock. I contemplated for a little bit longer then knocked. I waited a minute, but I regretted it as soon as the door opened. His hurt eyes met mine. Why can’t I just be normal?
8/10/13