What Does it Mean? ~ COMPLETED
July 23 - August 27
Harmony’s POV
I pack up the rest of my stuff after showering so I can get to the airport on time. I will finally get to see Harry, but I feel bad for leaving Dani behind. She’s coming in two months then coming back. Unfortunately I won’t get to say goodbye to her at the airport. Talia is coming to get to the airport with me. Drew had to work today even though he really wanted to see me off.
I drag my luggage downstairs where Dani is waiting to say goodbye so she can get to work. I drop my bags and run to hug her.
“Bye, Dani. I’m going to miss you. Don’t forget to come back to London in two months,” I say.
“Bye, Har. I won’t forget. That would be hurtful to Liam because Harry gets to see you, but I don’t get to see my Li Li. Take care of that stomach of yours. I’ll miss you,” Dani said.
“Okay, I’ll miss you too.”
Then, someone knocked on the door. I opened it to greet Talia. I said my last goodbyes to Dani before getting into Tal’s car so she can drive me to the airport. I was planning on sleeping for the plane ride there, butt it all depends on who I sit next to. I don’t want some creeper staring at me while I sleep. Its too bad El isn’t sitting next to me this time.
“Bye Tal, I’ll call you when I’m back in London. Tell Drew I said hi!” I said to Tal before I walked onto the plane. Almost no one is on here at the moment. Harry paid for my ticket, so I’m flying back first class. Who knows, maybe I’ll meet a celebrity.
As I’m staring out the window, which I do a lot, I feel someone take the seat next to me. I turn around to make sure it isn’t a creeper guy or something.
“Diane?” I ask. (A/N: Refer to chapter 2)
“Harmony?”
“That’s me,” I said. “What brings you on a plane to London?”
“My mom wants me to meet my aunt that I never knew about. All I know is that she’s got a really good-looking son, or so I’ve heard. He’s nothing compared to Harry Styles though,” she nudged me. I blushed brightly at her gesture. “So, how have you been? Not so quiet anymore, huh?”
“Well, you can’t exactly be quiet when you’re dating a fifth of One Direction. I’m fine. Just got a job dancing at Disneyland actually. It’s awesome!”
“Lucky. I’m working on getting my degree to be a journalist. It takes a while though.”
I continued to talk to her most of the way there. She’s actually a really nice person. If I hadn’t been so shy throughout my school years, I would imagine us being best friends.
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We have finally arrived at Heathrow. Suddenly, getting sunburned doesn’t seem so bad anymore. The weather here is wondrous. Yup, wondrous. It’s raining. I wave goodbye to Diane who is still looking for her bags, and I go off to find Harry. He had insisted on coming to pick me up even though it’s like midnight here. Once I got out to the public area, I started to search for him. This airport is pretty full for this time of day. I’m too short to look over peoples’ heads, so I place my bags flat on the ground and stand on them. This was probably a bad idea because after a few minutes, I started to fall. Luckily, a strong pair of arms caught me just in time.
“Miss me?”
I leaned my head back a little more to see Harry peering down at me. I smiled and stood up properly before launching myself into his arms.
“I’ll take that as a yes.”
“I missed you so much, Harry. It isn’t the same without you. I love you so much.”
“I know.”
When we made it home, I immediately crashed on my bed with Harry. I missed the feeling of sleeping in his arms at night and snuggling in close to his chest. I even tried using a body pillow, but it wasn’t the same. No pillow could ever replace Harry. In fact, nothing in the entire universe could ever replace Harry. I just hope these next months go fast and this pregnancy gets over with so I can greet my baby finally.
♪6 months later♪
Here lies Gracie.
Loving daughter and niece.
July 23, 2013 – August 27, 2013
She decided to come early, deformed and all. We all thought she was going to make it, but after a month in infant ICU she died. I had decided to name her Gracie, after my first and only best friend in preschool who died of Leukemia. We had promised each other to name our first-born daughters after each other, so I did. Now two Gracie’s have gone from my life. I still have one month to cope for my child who left this world as fast as she entered.
I haven’t come out of my room in days. I’ve only been lying in bed crying. I only got up when Harry came to get me to eat and shower. I know I shouldn’t be so sad; I barely knew her, but she was Harry and I’s first child. Maybe it’s all just a sign. We’re too young to be parents. We need to wait a while before taking on this responsibility. We weren’t ready, but we couldn’t just get rid of something that we made.
I pack up the rest of my stuff after showering so I can get to the airport on time. I will finally get to see Harry, but I feel bad for leaving Dani behind. She’s coming in two months then coming back. Unfortunately I won’t get to say goodbye to her at the airport. Talia is coming to get to the airport with me. Drew had to work today even though he really wanted to see me off.
I drag my luggage downstairs where Dani is waiting to say goodbye so she can get to work. I drop my bags and run to hug her.
“Bye, Dani. I’m going to miss you. Don’t forget to come back to London in two months,” I say.
“Bye, Har. I won’t forget. That would be hurtful to Liam because Harry gets to see you, but I don’t get to see my Li Li. Take care of that stomach of yours. I’ll miss you,” Dani said.
“Okay, I’ll miss you too.”
Then, someone knocked on the door. I opened it to greet Talia. I said my last goodbyes to Dani before getting into Tal’s car so she can drive me to the airport. I was planning on sleeping for the plane ride there, butt it all depends on who I sit next to. I don’t want some creeper staring at me while I sleep. Its too bad El isn’t sitting next to me this time.
“Bye Tal, I’ll call you when I’m back in London. Tell Drew I said hi!” I said to Tal before I walked onto the plane. Almost no one is on here at the moment. Harry paid for my ticket, so I’m flying back first class. Who knows, maybe I’ll meet a celebrity.
As I’m staring out the window, which I do a lot, I feel someone take the seat next to me. I turn around to make sure it isn’t a creeper guy or something.
“Diane?” I ask. (A/N: Refer to chapter 2)
“Harmony?”
“That’s me,” I said. “What brings you on a plane to London?”
“My mom wants me to meet my aunt that I never knew about. All I know is that she’s got a really good-looking son, or so I’ve heard. He’s nothing compared to Harry Styles though,” she nudged me. I blushed brightly at her gesture. “So, how have you been? Not so quiet anymore, huh?”
“Well, you can’t exactly be quiet when you’re dating a fifth of One Direction. I’m fine. Just got a job dancing at Disneyland actually. It’s awesome!”
“Lucky. I’m working on getting my degree to be a journalist. It takes a while though.”
I continued to talk to her most of the way there. She’s actually a really nice person. If I hadn’t been so shy throughout my school years, I would imagine us being best friends.
-
We have finally arrived at Heathrow. Suddenly, getting sunburned doesn’t seem so bad anymore. The weather here is wondrous. Yup, wondrous. It’s raining. I wave goodbye to Diane who is still looking for her bags, and I go off to find Harry. He had insisted on coming to pick me up even though it’s like midnight here. Once I got out to the public area, I started to search for him. This airport is pretty full for this time of day. I’m too short to look over peoples’ heads, so I place my bags flat on the ground and stand on them. This was probably a bad idea because after a few minutes, I started to fall. Luckily, a strong pair of arms caught me just in time.
“Miss me?”
I leaned my head back a little more to see Harry peering down at me. I smiled and stood up properly before launching myself into his arms.
“I’ll take that as a yes.”
“I missed you so much, Harry. It isn’t the same without you. I love you so much.”
“I know.”
When we made it home, I immediately crashed on my bed with Harry. I missed the feeling of sleeping in his arms at night and snuggling in close to his chest. I even tried using a body pillow, but it wasn’t the same. No pillow could ever replace Harry. In fact, nothing in the entire universe could ever replace Harry. I just hope these next months go fast and this pregnancy gets over with so I can greet my baby finally.
♪6 months later♪
Here lies Gracie.
Loving daughter and niece.
July 23, 2013 – August 27, 2013
She decided to come early, deformed and all. We all thought she was going to make it, but after a month in infant ICU she died. I had decided to name her Gracie, after my first and only best friend in preschool who died of Leukemia. We had promised each other to name our first-born daughters after each other, so I did. Now two Gracie’s have gone from my life. I still have one month to cope for my child who left this world as fast as she entered.
I haven’t come out of my room in days. I’ve only been lying in bed crying. I only got up when Harry came to get me to eat and shower. I know I shouldn’t be so sad; I barely knew her, but she was Harry and I’s first child. Maybe it’s all just a sign. We’re too young to be parents. We need to wait a while before taking on this responsibility. We weren’t ready, but we couldn’t just get rid of something that we made.
8/10/13