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Never Gonna Be Alone

Four: Begin Again

“Lou, can I ask you something?” I ask, looking at him.

“Sure, Tori. Anything,” he turns toward me, a small smile on his face.

“Uh, Harry and I will give you two your space so you can chat,” Alexis looks over at us and grabs Harry by the arm before dragging him in to the kitchen, which was thankfully out of hearing range.

“What happened between you two?” I ask and look at him with concerned eyes.

“Do you really want to know the reason why I left her?” he lifts his head up and looks at me.

“I do,” I reply as I stare back at him.

“It–the reason I left Eleanor was because of…because of you,” he says, looking at me.

“Because of…me?” I ask, my brows furrowed as I look at him.

“Mhm,” he says and takes a breath before he continues. “I left her because I couldn’t get all of my thoughts of you out of my head.” He finishes and runs a hand through his hair.

“I remember one night we were sitting in my flat and I called out for her but instead of saying Eleanor, your name slipped out of my lips,” he says and puts his hands through his coiffed up hair.

“You are all I have ever thought about since I left for the X Factor. You have no idea how sorry I am for not getting in contact with you; I tried but didn’t know what to say, I guess I figured you didn’t want to talk to me,” he says as he glances up and catches my gaze.

“What is that supposed to mean? I did want to talk to you, Louis. I texted and called you every chance I could, but I never heard back from you. That’s exactly how I felt like after we stopped talking once you and the band got huge,” I snapped toward him, my cheeks heating up from the loud tone in my voice. Tears were threatening to spill out my eyes and down my face. Good thing I decided to not wear makeup today or it would have already been ruined by now.

“Tori, love, look at me,” Louis says in a soft tone that was usually in his voice when he was in a sad mood. I didn’t want to look at him; my back was facing toward him so I didn’t have to stare in those beautiful blue eyes of his I loved so much. I didn’t know what else to say or do.

“Victoria,” he spoke, his voice a teeny bit louder than a whisper.

I haven’t heard him call me by my full first name in such a long time. I had to keep myself as still as I could to keep myself from bursting in to tears. Is it not obvious enough? Did he not realize that I was still madly in love with him? To be honest, I still wanted to be with him, but I feel like he will end up leaving again, just like before. I don’t know if I could go through that again. If we ever got to that point again, I might try, but I’m just not sure right now.

“Please, Tori, please look at me,” I felt him rest his hand on my shoulder. I slowly turn and catch his eyes staring back at mine, like there was something just bursting to come out of his mouth.

“Yeah?” I ask as I look over at him, tears threatening to fall from my eyes.

“Do you think we could start over?” he asks, a gentle smile on his face as he looks at me. For the next few minutes, I stare off in to space while I think of what to reply back to him. Should I accept his offer or decline? In all honesty, I really did want to start over and see where it takes us. I really did miss having him in my life and this would be the best time to start over.

I sigh as I look at him, “Yes, I’d love to, Lou,” I tell him with a small smile. He grins back at me and pulls me in a hug.

“I know I keep saying sorry, but I truly am, for leaving without telling you goodbye and how I promised to call and didn’t.” he says and looks at me after we part from the hug.

“I already forgave you, love, its fine, don’t keep worrying about it, Lou,” I tell him with a smile as I look at him.

“Alright, Tori,” he says looking at me.

“I’m gonna go see what Harry and Alexis are doing, it’s awfully quiet, Lou,” I say as I look at him, my eyebrows creased together. He just gives me a smile and nod in response.

I get up and make my way into the kitchen where I knew Harry and Alexis had to have been. I stop in my tracks as I see Alexis and Harry making out. Alexis was sitting up on the counter and Harry was standing in front of her as they made out. I clear my throat as I stare over at them, my hands on my hips and eyebrows furrowed, a small smile on my lips. They part and Harry takes a big step back from Alexis who was sitting on the counter. She hops down and stands there, not making eye contact with me, her arms crossed over her chest.

“Oh…hey,” Alexis says as she slowly looks up and catches my gaze.

“So, you two, huh?” I question with a small smile as I look at Alexis and then to Harry.

“Harry, you wouldn’t mind if I stole her away from you for a minute, would you?” I ask with a smile as I look over at the curly-headed boy who stood next to my best friend.

“Go right ahead,” he says with a smile and motions to the doorway. I grab Alexis’ arm and pull her out of earshot from Harry as I look at her.

“Lex, you and Harry look good together, even though you two were practically snogging on our kitchen cabinet and you two met not too long ago. I still love you, but next time, you know where your bedroom is…” I tell her with a smirk. Her cheeks go a deep shade of crimson as she looks at the tile floor below our feet.

“I couldn’t help myself, he’s hot and he’s a great kisser, by the way,” she says with a small smirk on her lips.

For the next few hours, Alexis, Louis, Harry and I hang out and have a good time. All together, we could do a ton of crazy things with each other. Being friends with Louis Tomlinson, you can get in to a bunch of crazy situations. I’m glad to know him and have him in my life again.

Notes

next chapter! yay! Louis and Tori finally agreed to start over (:
and Harry's moment with Alexis, mmhmm c:

anyways, let me know what you think! any kind of feedback would be awesome! comments are greatly appreciated :D
thank you to everyone who has been reading. c:

Comments

@Nialllover101
Thank you! I will update soon!(:
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@Directionerjoe
Thanks! I will update asap c:
update like right now lol it great
@niallslovleygirl
Haha thanks! I hate when that happens, it's like the fuck just happened?! Lol
light me up. light me up.
3/26/13