Maid For Styles

"Why didn't you eat lunch with me today?" Harry frowned, as he plays with strands of my hair.

Currently, we are in his bed-- fully clothed-- laughing, and talking. We left the party about an hour ago, and we started talking. Harry is different. He just doesn't want to get in my panties. Now, sometimes, he acts like he does. I mean, come on he's Harry Styles. He has sex with every girl. He doesn't date. But some weird reason, he makes me feel like the only girl on Earth.

"Sorry, I forgot." I smile, picking at my nails.

I look at him, and he's just staring at me. "Why are you staring at me?" I giggle.

"Cause you're beautiful." He smiles, tucking a strand behind my ear. He leans in, and he kisses me. I don't hesitate to kiss back, because it is Harry Styles. Harry Styles is kissing me. Me.

He deepens the kiss, and flips us over so I'm on top of him. I panic and try to get off him. But that fails to me, just touching his crotch. "Shit." He breathed.

"Oh- I'm sorry- I'm just going back to my room now." I stutter, and stumble walking out his room. I go to my room, and lay down, and try to think. What the hell just happened? I grab my journal, and decide to write in it.

December 5

I'm a bit confused. I don't really know how to feel. I think I like somebody, but he's way out of my league. Harry. If anything, I think he's just trying to get in my panties. He never talks to me, and sometimes I feel like he hates me. And his friends too. I think they all hate me and my only friends are Eleanor, and Danielle. I feel like everybody hates me, and wants me to die. And one day, I'll give them exactly what they want.

-Rosie.

I put my mix tape in the CD player. I make mix tapes with multiple songs, with my laptop. It's a hobby of mine. The first song that comes up is "Robbers, by The 1975" I quickly changed it cause it reminds me of Harry. The next song is a cover by Ben Howard.

I lower, the volume, and force to shut my eyes.

-

"Eleanor, I have to pee, really badly." I tell her.

"Rosie, you have so much to tell me, yet you're talking about your bladder?" She says excitedly

"Okay, what the actual hell are you talking about?" I ask confused.

"Everybody is saying you and Harry hooked up?" She says

"He kissed me? But it was at his house? Nobody could've seen it unless..."

"Unless, what?" She says

"Unless he told everybody we did."

I walk away, and start looking for Harry. Everybody is staring at me, like I killed four families. I push multiple girls out of the way, until I see Harry talking to his friends. "Uh, Harry I need to talk to you."

"What do you want?" He spats.

"Why the fuck are you telling people we kissed?" I spat right back at him. He's a fucking douchebag.

"Uh, you kissed me." He starts laughing with all his friends. Except Louis, and Niall. They're the only ones not laughing.

"Man, leave her alone." Louis says.

"Anything else, Miss Pristine?" Harry smirks at me.

"Go fuck yourself," I say stomping away.

-

I left school early, and I've been crying non-stop. I should've know it was too good to be true. Everything bad happens to me. I've already cleaned the house, and it's spotless. I just really really really hate breathing. I hear knocks and say "Open."

Hoping it was Anne, it was just Niall. His smile fades, "Holy shit, why are you crying?" He says coming over to my bed, and sitting on it.

"I just really hate Harry." I say wiping my tears, but more tears fall. Niall wipes them, and says "Rosie, you're too beautiful to be crying."

"Thanks, Niall." I smile

"Niall, hurry the fuck up." I hear Harry, and stops when he sees me and Niall.

"Why are you in here." His voice softens.

"Well, I was gonna ask Rosie if she wanted to hang out with us, but she was crying." Niall simply says then walks out.

"Why were you crying?" Harry asks, sitting right in front of me.

"Well, I don't appreciate getting bullied by ass wipes like you." I mutter.

"Rosie, I'm sorry-"

"I don't care. Now get out of my room." I say coldly.

"You don't want to hang out with us?" He says

"Hell no. Go away. I hate you."

He nods, and walks away. I put the pillow over my face and scream. I hate this. I hate everything.

Notes

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