Compromise

Knowing that Louis and Harry were probably back from America and in London right now made me sick to my stomach. I didnt want to face Harry, it was hard enough living with the fact that he left me, I didn't want to have to talk about it in person. Besides my future is already planned out. I'll graduate university, take over one of my fathers businesses and marry Zayn. It's perfect and practical, the only two things you need to survive in this world.

20 years. It seemed like a long time, but in reality I spent so long of it engrossed in him that i barely remember any of it. Just a daze of tender touches and 'i love yous'. Harry and his family though were a completely different topic. His parents were constantly fighting and his sister would be out all night. It was me he would turn to for comfort and love, but my parents were not fond of that. Despite their continuous attempts to turn me against Harry all I could see was this sweet, innocent boy that had so much love to give and no one to give it to. I was his rock and he was mine. He helped me get away from this 'perfect life', i was living and I showed him how to love. I still remember when it was just us five. Keira, Louis, Zayn, Harry and I, everything was so simple. But then Harry left with Louis and it was just Keira, Zayn and I.

There was only 2 days until the party, 'party of the century' as Keira put it., which made me regret putting her in charge. I stood up from my place next to the tree i was on, tightening my cardigan over my body. This park where I spent so much of my time with Harry, we would talk and fall more in love with each other. But there is one night I wont ever forget from here. He was angry when he arrived, I had never seen him so furious before.

*Flashback*

"Are you okay?" I asked, as he stormed across the grass and plopped himself next to me.
"Yeah," he said curtly.
"You dont look it," I said trying to get him to spill. He hung his head making his curls droop over his forehead.
"Gemma... sh-shes pregnant," he whispered, making my eyes widen in shock.
"What?" I questioned
"Dad was so angry, he nearly hit her. It was fucking scary I had never seen him like that," he said, and i could see the tears trickling down his puffed cheeks. My natural instinct made me crawl over to him, so I was straddling him, and hug him tight.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered into his ear, meaning it "It will get better I promise,your parents will learn to accept it."
"No she's just gone and made things worse, she knows mum and dad practically hate each other, all shes done is break us apart even more,"
"Don't say that Harry, I promise you everythings gonna be okay," I said, repeating the words in his ear until they made no sense.
An idea popped into my head, I know that it was stupid, in his current situation, but he needed a distraction desperately. Slowly i softly grinded my hips into his, kissing him on his neck where my head was nuzzled into.
"What are you doing," he breathed, i didn't bother to answer as my hands found their way into his curls tugging at them, egging him on. He tilted my chin up and delicately kissed me, his hands exploring my being. It wasn't long until he lay me down onto the cool, damp grass, trailing soft kisses down my jaw to my neck.
"Harry," I whispered, as the cool gust from the winter air made goosebumps appear. He was finally getting there almost there at the buttons of my jeans when he stopped.
"I'm sorry," he said pulling back, and resting against the tree. "I can't do this,"
I sighed, straightening my top and smoothing my hair "It's okay I understand, you need time for yourself,"
"Thank you, you always know what I need," he smiled gratefully, beckoning me to him "I don't know what the hell I would do without you," . I curled up against him, thinking of the day when we really do make love, hoping it will live up to the expectations swimming in my head.

*End of flashback*

I walked down the hill, slowly approaching the end when I saw it, at least thats what I thought. I thought I saw the familiar brown head that had taken over my thoughts, I ran back up the hill all the way to the top. With my expectations low, it was probably just another one of my hallucinations.But I was stunned when I saw him here. He was there leaning against the tree I was just seconds ago, ho.ly.shit.
I wasn't sure if it was a hallucination and I couldn't walk up to investigate because I was frozen to my spot.

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit

He was turning around now, oh god. He seemed to be searching for something to it was only a matter of time when his eyes locked with mine, and widened with shock.

"Keira?"

And then I ran.

Notes

Hi!!!! we are finally back on track i lost a subscriber after the whole changing the story and stuff, which made me sad :(. But I think it was for the best and I hope this version of the story is better written and more interesting and realistic than the other one. Thank you all so much to those people who didn't unsubscribe through this whole mess of a fanfiction and things should be normal now. Oh and today was my last exam (in harry's voice: GET IN) and so updates should be faster and more frequent, now that i don't need to pay attention in class lol. ONCE AGAIN THANK U AND ILYSM XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX COMMENT, VOTE AND SUBSCRIBE. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON WHAT U THOUGHT AND HOW TO IMPROVE!