I won't change. Because I can't.

Harry's POV

Louis' shadow blankets me, his piercing eyes slowly killing me. He turns to the stranger who kissed me and punches him in the face, he hits again, making me jump and shuffle beside the car. Zayn rushes out from no where and stops Louis.

"Louis stop, mate it's not worth it" Zayn says calmly but scans the stranger with worry.
Louis breathes before nodding but becoming eye level with the stranger, who's noes was now bleeding and eye was most surely going to be black for a while.

"You are so fucking lucky I don't kill you right here, right now. You stay the fuck away from my boyfriend, because next time it won't be just your face I mess up!" Louis growls, his eyes dark and filled with hate. The stranger nods viciously and rushes off, scared lifeless by Louis' action and change in mood, which even I never knew he possesed.
Zayn moves back and instead of giving me a disgusted look, which is what I expected, he gives me a sorrowful look. As if he's sorry for me and feels guilty.
Louis' eyes then shoot to mine as he grabs the collar of my shirt and lifts me off the floor and slamming me onto the car.

"Louis, h-he kisse-"

"Fucking shut up Harry!" He yells, his eyes looking deep into mine. If my face didn't give away how scared I am then I'm sure my voice did.

"L-Louis babe, just let me exp-"

"I said SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Louis' grip on my shoulder tightens and I wince slightly at the pressure. Zayn looks on terrified for me. And even thought Louis is scaring the Shit out of me, it's also really turning me on. Curse him and his perfection.

"Louis, maybe we should uh, I don't know. Go back to the hotel and talk?" Zayn suggests. Louis looks round to him and gives a fake smile before turning to me. I know I shouldn't talk but I need to explain what happened.

"Louis, can I just explain what-" before I can finish I feel a sharp pain spread throughout my jaw. I'm no longer supported by Louis, but am now on the ground. H-he hit me. My own boyfriend hit me.
My hand travels to my cheek, shaking slightly as I glaze the painful area.
Zayn's hands travel to his mouth in shock and stares horrified at Louis. Who after staring at me, widens his eyes in realisation of what he just did.

"Holy Shit, Harry oh my god I'm so sorry, fuck babe I didn't..." He bends down to touch me but I flinch away. Louis' eyes are now their normal colour, but glazed with tears.
He reaches out again but I hit his hand away.

"Dont touch me!" I yell, wincing at my cheeks movement friction of me talking.

"Babe I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, I was just so angry and-"

"And you decided to punch me in the fucking face?! I'm your fucking boyfriend Louis, not another guy who just pisses you off!" I shout. People start coming over from the commotion and Zayn helps me up.

"Come on let's go back to the hotel" he suggests. I go to reject but I do need to go somewhere where I don't have to worry about what I say. Me and Louis nod and we walk back.

...


Entering the flat Niall is in the front room watching football, he looks up with a smile that soon fades once he sees my face.

"Fuck Harry, what happened?!" He panics getting up and helping Zayn take me to the sofa. Since I'm too much in shock to walk and I won't let Louis near me.

"Why don't you ask my boyfriend" I spit glaring at Louis, who's running his hands through his hair in stress.
Niall's eyes widen and he storms over and pins Louis against the wall.

"What the Fuck is wrong with you?!" He snaps. Louis tries to restrain but fails and even though I shouldn't, I hate seeing him in pain.

"N-Niall stop hurting him" I say. Both Louis and Niall stare at me in disbelief.
"Please, just get me some ice" I request. Niall nods and let's go of Louis before heading to the kitchen. Zayn comforts me as louis steps towards me.

"Babe please, I really didn't mean too" Louis says again. I roll my eyes and sigh.

"Fuck you" I reply, he looks taken back by my remark and goes to touch me.
"Dont fucking touch me!" I shout curling into Zayn. Niall rushes in with ice in his hand but his other hand in a fist.
He drops the ice and swings at Louis, colliding into him and making him fall on the floor. Blood dripping from his noes. I flinch when Niall takes another hit, and another.
Louis' painful cries run through me and before I know what I'm doing I push Niall away from him.

"Stop hurting him!" I yell at Niall who looks at me confused.

"I don't see why your so pissed with me, when your the one who was kissing another guy" Louis croaks, Nialls eyes widen and his head shoots to me.

"He kissed me you twat!" I reply, following him as he pulls himself up and already looks like the hits never effected him.

"Yeah and then you kissed back" Louis snaps wiping the blood from his noes. I step forward and he smirks.
"You wouldn't hurt me, you can't even stand seeing Niall hurt me" he says.

"I didn't kiss back, he made it look like I did for some fucking weird reason" I reply a little calmer.

"Likely story"

"You actually think I would cheat on you?!" I yell.

"Well you make out with Nick fucking Grimshaw and now this!" Louis replies.

"Dont bring that Shit up, your just paranoid because Nick has a bigger cock than you. And i know that because i blew him off once when I left you to have our movie night alone!" Okay, I might have gotten a little carried away.
Louis' face drops and a tear rolls down his cheek, oh no boobear please don't cry.

"Get out" he barely says. Zayn's head shoots up and I feel Nialls eyes widen.

"W-what?" I stutter, hoping i heard him wrong.

"Get out, and don't come back, we're over" he replies. I wobble on my feet a little from the shock of his words.
Over? Me and him, Louis and Harry, Harry and Louis. No more?

"P-please don't do this Louis, please don't" I beg, tears threatening to fall. I expect him to show emotion but his face stays as still as stone.
He looks to his wrist with the bracelet I got him when we first became a band. He has never taken it off.
My eyes blink as I watch him slip it off his wrist and shoves it in my pocket.
His face now a few inches away from mine.

"Goodbye. Babe" he sneers. Standing back a little he hands me my wallet on the fireplace and glares at me.
"Now go, both you and Niall. I'm still mate's with you Niall but I can't have you living here when Els going to move back in" My eyes widen as his words leave his lips. Elenour, back here, with louis, together.

Niall takes a breath before nodding and collecting his stuff. Zayn rests his head in his hands. What's wrong with him?
Louis walks past me, brushing his arm with mine. Causing him to pause and my breath to hitch.
He groans before continuing his stride. Once he's out the room I break down, into tears on the floor.
Zayn rushes to my side and embraces me.

"Its okay shh" he says.

"N-no it's not okay, I've lost the love of my life Zayn!" I sob tugging on his shirt.

"I-I know, I'm so sorry Harry" he replies rocking me back and forth.

"Uh Harry, you ready to go?" Nialls voice asks. I turn around in Zayn's arms and see him stood with his bags, Louis is stood behind him looking at me with sadness.
No, fuck him. I shouldn't cry over him.

"Yeah, let's go" I reply smiling. Zayn gives me one last hug before I walk to the door with Niall.

"You okay?" Niall asks. I feel Louis' eyes staring at me. I smile and put on my most cheerful voice.

"Course I am, I get to see my family. People who REALLY love me" I say. He gives an uneasy look but nods.

"Bye Louis, speak later" Niall says, I tense up and leave before I hear his voice. Slamming the door behind me, sorry Niall.

...


Me and Niall are in the car to the airport when I get a text.

From Shawn (Dickhead):

Heard about the 'tragic' news, sorry guys. But now you can all go back to normal with your no secret status.
Have a nice holiday ;)

A tear falls on the screen. Does he not even feel sincere?
I get another text and I take a deep breath at the name.

From Boo (Boyfriend <3):

Im guessing Shawn sent yout a text?
Well I guess he's happy and we can now stop messing around like kkids, it was fun while it lasted Harry but I guess me and you were never meant to be.
See you at the Brits. Pal.



Yeah... see you Louis...

Notes

Oh meh gerd!

okay so there is going to be a sequeal very soon!

But omg I was nearly in tears writing this, I suggest listening to a sad song while reading this. It makes it way more emotional.

okay so I'll post one more chapter with the sequeal link soon and then yeah.

Love ya all