I won't change. Because I can't.

Zayn's POV

"Shit Zayn what are we going to do?! I don't wanna split up Lou and Haz, but I want to stay as a band!" Liam panics holding his head in his hands. I hate seeing him like this.
I sit next to him and hug him close.

"I don't know mate, I guess we just see what happens" I say.

"But, I love this job, it's my dream and it will be ruined by them two!" Liam snaps, I can tell he's getting angry.

"Liam listen to me" I command holding his face still in front of mine. "Dont let your anger take over, Harry and Louis are our closest friends, they are our brothers. Don't you dare blame anything on them, they can't help being in love. Would you like it if Shawn said you can't date Sophia?" I ask.

"I-I guess your right, I'm sorry Zayn. I just love this group too much to let it go right now" My heart breaks for him as he sobs against me. I can see what he's saying, I cant imagine going back to a normal life, no more One Direction.
No more cute, funny Niall. No more sexual, entertaining Harry. No more the joker and listener Louis.
And no more daddy, fun Liam.
I can't even deal to think of my life without One Direction, sure me and Perrie could start a family but even I don't want that right now.
I want to keep living my dream until my tonsils burn up or something.

"I promise you Liam, we won't lose One Direction" I say.


Louis POV


After that big argument Shawn just let us go. I know right? He let us go home.
Niall is staying with me and Harry until he can get a flat near by.
Zayn and Liam were no where to be seen so we sadly had to go without saying goodbye. But at least I've got Harry.


"Louis?" Harry calls from the kitchen.

"Yeah love?" I reply, Niall giggles at how we talk to each other. He's like a little Larry fangirl.

"You want banana or strawberry in your smoothie?" Harry asks.

"Both pwease"

"Oh come on!" He signs.

"Harry, I love you, pweaseeeeee?"

"Fine, gosh damit Boo" I chuckle and fist bump Niall.

"You have him wrapped round your finger don't you?" He asks.

"Yep, he's my bitch and I am his master, Mr Tomlinson!" I say all mighty, someone clears their throat and I see Harry stood beside the sofa with my smoothie.
"Uhhhhhhh" he raises an eye brow and places down the smoothe before tackling me so I'm led on Nialls lap and Harry is straddling me.

"So, I'm your bitch huh?" Harry asks. I gulp and nod.
"Thats no way to talk about your master Louis" he sneers and sucks on my neck.

"Ew guys, I'm right here!" Niall exclaims. I chuckle against Harry's neck before he gets up.

"Sorry mate" I say flustered.

"I'm gonna need ear plugs tonight" Niall sighs shaking his head. Harry chuckles and kisses his cheek before taking a slurp of my smoothie.

"Harreh, that's meh smoothie!" I pout.

"Then drink it before I do" he sasses, oh it's on. He takes a sip of fanta and I know it's the perfect time.

"I'll drink you later Harold" I say, he spits out his drink over Niall who whimpers in disgust. Mean while I'm laughing my head off, so much my ribs hurt.

"Thats not funny!" Niall whines rubbing his joggers.

"Oh it is, your face! And Harry's face!" I snicker. Harry gives me a look that says I'm in trouble. Oh I'm so dead later.

"I'm gonna take a wash, see ya in an hour" Niall says annoyed.

"Dont you dare stay in that shower for an hour and waist water Horan!" I yell and he flips me off before laughing and running up the stairs.
Suddenly Harry straddles me and attacks my neck.
So many moans escape my mouth that you could make a tune, huh, should be our next single?

"You bad boy" Harry whispers grinding his leg against my member through my jeans.

"Harreh, Nialls here" I moan griping his hair.

"Hes in the shower, he won't here you yell my name"

"Who says I'm gonna yell your name?" I question, he raises an eye brow before roughly grinding on me and then stopping.
"No don't stop!" I cry out.

"Yell my name and I will" I groan and flip him off.

"Fuck you, Harry!" I yell, he grins and continues grinding.
Suddenky the bell goes, I groan and Harry chuckles before putting me on his back and carrying me to the door.
"Look Harry, I'm riding you!" I yell, he chuckles and opens the door. He drops me at the sight of the person.
"Ahh babe what the fu-?" I pause and see four mates who I have very much missed.

"Ashton, Luke, Michael and Calum!" Harry yells and they all tackle him with a hug. I get up and laugh but soon run away as they head for me.

"Good 5Sos, stay, stay- Shit!" Ashton pins me to th sofa as the rest of them pile on top.
"Harreh halp!" I shout while laughing.
They get off and Nialls voice travels down the stairs.

"Guys I know your together and all but I dont want to walk in on a live gay porno!" The four lads stare at us and I wrap an arm round Harry.

"Didnt we tell you? Me and Harry are together" I say and their faces drop. Oops.

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