I won't change. Because I can't.

Harry's POV

DREAM...

"Louisss?" I call to him from the kitchen. No reply.
"Louis?" I call a little louder and still no reply. I walk into the living room and see he's not there, he was a second ago?

"Harry?" I hear his voice and calm down, I turn around and see him looking dodgy. What's he done now?

"Why are you looking so guilty?" I ask, he giggles before revealing a small box in his hand. My heart jumps at the sight of it and wonder whether it's what I think it is.

"Louis is that?" He nods and kneels on one knee. My palms turn moist as he opens the box. I stare wide eyed at the empty box, ringless.
Louis starts laughing and stands up.

"You actually think I would marry you? I don't love you Harry, I never will. Did you not ever notice that I never quite felt the same?" He says, a tear rolls down my cheek at his words.

"What? B-but you said-?"

"I love Eleanor, always have done and its never been you" he holds up a gun and points it at my head, Eleanor appears beside him and the rest of the band chuckle behind him.

"Do it Louis, kill him" Eleanor sneers kissing his lips softly.

"Go on Lou, do it" Niall commands. Why is this happening?!

"Louis please, I love you" I beg, he laughs and takes off the safety.

"Tough" He fires the gun and everything turns black.

END OF DREAM

"Louis please don't, I love you please dont go back to her!" I scream, I get woken by someone nudging me. I shoot up in tears face to face with louis.

"Harry babe what's wrong? I'm here" He says, I control my breathing before hugging him.

"B-bad dream" I choke out.

"About what?" He asks pulling back and brushing my hair out my face.

"Y-you said you never loved me and that you love Eleanor, you proposed but it was fake and you were laughing. Then you hell up a gun and the guys along with Eleanor was telling you to shoot me.
I said I love you but you just replied with tough and shot me" I sob, Louis kisses my cheek before holding me in his arms.

"I would never hurt you Harry. I don't love Eleanor and I would never say that I don't love you" he softly says.

"LOUIS, HARRY GET UP!" Louis jumps and falls off the bed at Shawn's loud voice knocking at the door.

"Ah Shit" Louis curses getting up.

"You okay?" I ask, he nods before slipping some boxers on and answering the door. I stay under the covers and watch as the door opens revealing Shawn who looks pissed off.

"What is it Shawn? We don't have a show" Louis asks.

"No but you did have a date with Eleanor, where the fuck were you?" He snaps before looking at me and tensing his jaw.

"I didn't have a date with her, she hasn't spoken to me" Louis informs.

"Well she sent you a text, now get dressed and have a quick date before you have to go back to your flat on the other side of London!" Shawn snaps before slamming the door, I sigh and lean back against the bed.

"Sorry babe, I'll meet you at my flat yeah?" Louis says and I nod, watching him get dressed.

"You not taking a shower?" I ask.

"No, I don't need to look good for her. Just for you" he scoffs and I chuckle.
After chucking some clothes on he gives me a quick peck on the lips.
"See you later babe" he says smirking.

"Bye Boo, l-love you" I say bracing myself after my dream.

"Hey, I love you too. It was just a dream love" I nod as he runs his hand through my hair and kisses my noes before leaving.


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After I'm showered and dressed I pack mine and Louis' things before writing more verses to my song.
Theres a knock at the door and I slip my notebook into my pocket before answering the door to see Shawn.

"Lets have a little 'chat' shall we?" He asks with raised eyebrows. I gulp quietly and nod, following him down the hall.

He open the office door and the other boys are all sat in there, apart from Louis of course. Niall gives me a sad look as I sit next to him.

"So Harry, you and Lou are not a couple right?" Shawn asks sitting down.

"Right, just friends" I say. He nods slowly before typing something on his laptop. I poke Niall and mouth to him 'whats going on?'. He shrugs and I huff.

"Im going to show you something Harry, before I do are you sure you and Louis are not together?" I bite my lip and scratch my arm at all this pressure.

"Y-yes I'm sure" I breathe. Shawn nods and turns his laptop round, my eyes widen at the video of me and Louis after we told Shawn yesterday that we are not a couple.
The hidden camera captures us saying we love each other and sharing a kiss. I curse under my breath and so does Liam.

"Well it looks to me as if you are lying about you and Louis, Harry?" Shawn smirks.

"For fuck sake Shawn leave them alone, they are in love why can't you let them be happy?!" Liam shouts.

"Mr Payne please sit. Now Harry you must listen to what I'm about to say" Shawn says, Liam sits down ans I grab Nialls hand.
"You will not see or speak to Louis over the holiday you lot have, you already have the songs for the next album recorded so there is no need to meet up for that. Eleanor will make sure you stay away from Louis and will get him back as her boyfriend at some point.
If you do not carry out these instructions you will be kicked out the band and one direction will be finished. You do not tell Louis any of this nor will you say goodbye, you will fly off to Cheshire and not contact him at all. The same for you boys, you all may speak with louis but do not inform him of this. Or else the band will be finished.
Are we understood?" I freeze at Shawn's words and everyone else in the room is sat in shock.
Four odd months without Louis?
I can't.

"You, you can't do that to them" Niall says in shock.

"Oh but I can" Shawn replies.

"I- I can't, I'll go mad without Louis" I sob, Niall wraps his arms around me and Zayn just looks furious.

"You asshole!" Zayn scoffs storming out the room. Liam kicks the table before following Zayn.

"Your choice Harry, Louis or the band?" Shawn questions.

"T-the band" I croak.

"No Harry" Niall says.

"I don't have a choice Niall, I don't have a choice" I break down and cry into his chest.

"Your sick Shawn, your heart is black" Niall sneers.

"I don't have a heart Mr Horan, now good bye and have a nice time in Chesire Harry" Shawn gives a small wave as we walk out the door.
Gods from above can't separate me and Louis, but Shawn can.

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