Unwanted

I felt as if I were up in the atmosphere as I listened to Deathbeds by Bring Me The Horizon. I looked out the window looking at how the sun set upon the mountains. I watched as the sun turned from red to orange to yellow. I smiled as I thought of Australia and remembering the sun setting on the beach. I closed my eyes as I mouthed the words to Deathbeds.

°•That little kiss you stole it held my heart and soul and like a deer in the headlights I met my fate•° "You sound beautiful."
I looked at Alex, my step dad, "What?"
"I said you sound beautiful." I hated Alex was goodie two shoes when mum was around, but when I was alone with him he was the devil. I just wanted to kill him. I looked out the window. Just skin him alive and laugh at his pain. "Thanks," I murmured. I never even wanted to come here. Alex had his stupid business. Ever since dad died he had been all over mum now he got her. I fucking hated him trying to replace dad. "Oh your going to love it here Chey," said mum.
"Yea sure I am," I murmured to myself looking out the window watching the landscapes we past. "Your going to love the salty air in London." I giggled . " Alex do u even know if London has salty air?" I shook my head looking out the window. "Cheyanne Damitria Saunders," I looked at my mum and then looked down. "Sorry..." I murmured knowing that when I am alone with him again he will chew me out. "It's okay Chey," he said tightening his grip on the steering wheel. I looked down .
Oh fuck...
•°•20 minutes later •°•


Alex pull up to a mansion like house. I looked at it in a complete shocked. "Home sweet home," said mum getting out and Alex followed, but I stayed in the car looking at the house and seeing what they were doing.I saw how he kissed my mum. I turned my head and looked down remembering how dad use to hold mum and kiss her. I smiled I missed him. I shook my head trying not to remember the past and got out of the car and walked up to the house.

"Isn't it beautiful chey," she giggled.
I wanted to say no but I knew I would be lying it was honestly a beautiful house. He did a good job finding one. I wondered around the house and saw we had an ocean view.
"Beautiful right?"
I turned and saw Alex and rolled my eyes turning around.
"Su-," before I could finish what I was going to say I felt a large hand on the back of my neck pulling me back.
"Ouch!" I screamed.
"Shut the fuck up you bitch," he pulled me to him,"Respect me." I bit my lip trying not to curse.
"what's going on," said a voice from behind us. "We're just talking honey," he looked at me ,"Aren't we Chey?" I wanted to tell her but he made her happy and I didn't want her depressed like she use to be so I nodded. She nodded still a little concerned but she walked away and he let me go and follows her. I sat there on a chair and looked at the ocean thinking wow I'm going to love it here.

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