Hard To Get
Chapter 6
I had been going about my daily life for the past 5 days. Nothing exciting had happened and I hadn't seen nor heard from harry or any of the other boys. I couldn't hide the disappointment from myself because he gave up that easy.
I put on my sweats and headed out for a jog. I loved running, just me, my headphones blaring music. No time to over think things. I eventually got back home an hour later. I opened the door and was greeted by the large mirror in our hall way. Oh jeezo I look like a tomato. My sister came running out of the lounge to tell me there was a man waiting for me in the conservatory. She was all smiley and giggly. Hmm. I expected it to be one of my friends so I didn't bother going to get ready or anything just strolled through. Shit! It wasn't anyone I thought it would be, it wasn't a friendly face.
I had no escape, no way out. I couldn't get away from the look on his face, hurt, his beautiful emerald eyes that usually sparkled were just full of sadness. For a second I felt so bad and just wanted to run and hug him, knowing I was the cause of this! Was I being to hard on him? Lets hear what he has to say.
'Jodi I just had to come see you, I thought somehow I would have heard from you by now, especially after the boys speaking to you. I just don't understand, I'm not used to this believe me. I don't get feelings for girls, especially ones I don't know let alone have only met. There is just something about you I can't help but catch my breathe when I see you'.
For a second I thought about running and jumping on him running my hands through his soft curls, kissing him so passionately like I have never kissed anyone, kissing and feeling all over his perfect body, giving into him for sweet pleasure, i didnt want to make love like i had always pictured my first time, No i wanted to fuck him so hard and rough? Why did I want it so much? Why all of a sudden? Is he genuinely got feelings for me? Or if I just give in now will that be the end. Is he just interested in the chase?
I counted to 10 in my head to actually stop me from pounding on him. 'Harry I don't..'. 'JODIIIII WERE OFF OUT HONEY SEE YOU IN A FEW HOURS'. Oh Christ now even more reason for this to happen, no jodi shove it out of your head you are not giving in this easy. He wants you so let's see how much he wants you. I want it so much but maybe I should just for me? No stop. Yes. I argued with myself in my head. I looked at harry and smiled. I told him we could discuss thins and sort things out when I come out of the shower.
I left him sitting in the conservatory and raced up stairs. I stripped and jumped in the shower, my favourite place to think about things. 10 minutes went by and I scrubbed using all my best lotions and gels. The water is so hot and feels so good on my naked body. I watch as the drops bounce off my breasts, I wring my hear look up and notice I am not the oly one watching.
'Harry what are you doing?' ......
I put on my sweats and headed out for a jog. I loved running, just me, my headphones blaring music. No time to over think things. I eventually got back home an hour later. I opened the door and was greeted by the large mirror in our hall way. Oh jeezo I look like a tomato. My sister came running out of the lounge to tell me there was a man waiting for me in the conservatory. She was all smiley and giggly. Hmm. I expected it to be one of my friends so I didn't bother going to get ready or anything just strolled through. Shit! It wasn't anyone I thought it would be, it wasn't a friendly face.
I had no escape, no way out. I couldn't get away from the look on his face, hurt, his beautiful emerald eyes that usually sparkled were just full of sadness. For a second I felt so bad and just wanted to run and hug him, knowing I was the cause of this! Was I being to hard on him? Lets hear what he has to say.
'Jodi I just had to come see you, I thought somehow I would have heard from you by now, especially after the boys speaking to you. I just don't understand, I'm not used to this believe me. I don't get feelings for girls, especially ones I don't know let alone have only met. There is just something about you I can't help but catch my breathe when I see you'.
For a second I thought about running and jumping on him running my hands through his soft curls, kissing him so passionately like I have never kissed anyone, kissing and feeling all over his perfect body, giving into him for sweet pleasure, i didnt want to make love like i had always pictured my first time, No i wanted to fuck him so hard and rough? Why did I want it so much? Why all of a sudden? Is he genuinely got feelings for me? Or if I just give in now will that be the end. Is he just interested in the chase?
I counted to 10 in my head to actually stop me from pounding on him. 'Harry I don't..'. 'JODIIIII WERE OFF OUT HONEY SEE YOU IN A FEW HOURS'. Oh Christ now even more reason for this to happen, no jodi shove it out of your head you are not giving in this easy. He wants you so let's see how much he wants you. I want it so much but maybe I should just for me? No stop. Yes. I argued with myself in my head. I looked at harry and smiled. I told him we could discuss thins and sort things out when I come out of the shower.
I left him sitting in the conservatory and raced up stairs. I stripped and jumped in the shower, my favourite place to think about things. 10 minutes went by and I scrubbed using all my best lotions and gels. The water is so hot and feels so good on my naked body. I watch as the drops bounce off my breasts, I wring my hear look up and notice I am not the oly one watching.
'Harry what are you doing?' ......
3/21/13