Fix Me (Liam Payne Fanfic)
It's been days since I've seen Skylar. I went to that party the other night thinking she might show up. Instead her friend Callie was there and she would not leave me be, don't think I've seen someone as determined to get someone's attention as her. I mean, don't get me wrong, she's a cool girl and all but I just have my eyes on someone else, on someone that doesn't seem to look at me in that way.
I leave my room and go sit outside the campus. Good weather and half the school was gone on summer vacation already. I look around hoping maybe I'd see her, maybe I'd see those blue eyes that left me without words. Damn, is it weird to miss someone I don't even know? I don't even know what is happening with me.
This is me we are talking about, I don't start falling in love, I'm more of the guy that dates someone then decides that being committed is hard so I break it off with them.
As I sit there I hear someone laughing from a distance; I looked at this group of girls hoping that Skylar would be with them but she wasn’t, instead she was the quiet girl behind them with her headphones in her ears and her long brown hair was up in a messy bun showing her long beautiful neck. I got up without even thinking of what I'd say, thought that "Hey" was good enough. I jogged up in front of her stopping her from passing.
"oh my god" she gasped and held her hand to her chest.
"did I scare you?"
"was me saying oh my god and nearly having a heart attack not clear enough?"
"nah, don't think so." I replied with a smirk.
"ha ha very funny." she walked away and I followed beside her, knowing if I didn't I wouldn't see her for a whole since she's avoiding me for some reason.
"are you stalking me again?"
"walking with you isn't stalking."
"it is when you aren't invited" she said to me, I could see that little smile on her face
"well I guess I will be inviting myself now wouldn’t I?" I laughed and kept walking with her
"I'm not getting rid of you anytime soon am I?"
"I highly doubt it" I turned and stood in front of her blocking her way and I could see that smile still on her face. Man did she look beautiful when she smiled, but of course I wouldn’t say that out loud because I will sound dumb and freak her out, I don’t know why I keep thinking all of this things about her when I have never thought about it with anyone else.
But Skylar, she...she is different.
Why wont he leave me alone? he is just following me around with this smirk on his face and I cant help to feel those butterflies in my stomach again.
so much for me not caring for him huh? ha, I am a fool I really am to think that maybe I could ignore the most amazing guy at school. Wait, did I just say that? I don’t know what to do with all these feelings I get when I'm around him.
I don’t get why I have these feelings around him. last time I had a feeling like this, I spent 4 years with a guy that...well lets just say he didn’t treat me well and of course I was dumb enough to stay with him for so long because I thought I loved him and I thought I couldn’t go on without him.
its not going to happen again, I wont let it happen again.
I kept walking with Liam, listening to him talk about something that involved soccer I didn’t mind it anyways because I liked hearing his voice, his accent and that look on his face when he talked about something that he seemed to be interested in.
"Oh my gosh! Liam?! Liam Payne is that you?!" I looked over seeing this girl run over to him and hug him tightly. I didn’t say anything, faked a smile and moved to the side a little, just looking at them both.
"Holly? holy shit what are you doing here?" he said in a surprised tone of voice
"Visiting my sister, I cant believe you are here, wow. I missed you! thanks for not calling me back mister, I waited for 2 months" she said jokingly. I slowly walked back and just left, without a word letting what ever her face was, and Liam talk.
For some reason I don’t know what it was from that moment. I stopped caring about everything that hurt me. numbed it out because seeing him with someone else kind of hurt me and I didn’t want that to happen again, specially when its over nothing.
Just when I thought things were going to be good with me and Skylar, Holly decided to show up. damn it, how was I suppose to explain that to her?
Holly has been my best friend since the 3rd grade, we dated on and off through high school but I guess we stayed friends because we didn’t want to lose each other, she has been the only girl in my life that I wanted to keep close with me because she understands me and listens to me and knows when I'm being dumb to snap me out of it.
Skylar wouldn’t understand it, even if she did I don’t think she would like the fact that I am close with someone I used to date. I don’t know what to do for now, so I might as well talk to Holly about this and see what she thinks.
"So, who was the girl?" she said to me,
"Skylar, I was trying to get to know her but you interrupted me" I said with a little laugh
"Oh no, well I'm sure the Liam Payne can get a new girl anytime he wanted".
"that’s just it, I don’t want any other girl, its her that I want... I cant explain it".
"Holy shit, Liam is falling for a girl he doesn’t even know, this is all a first!"
I didn’t say anything, I just shook my head and laughed at her and we went for a walk and I spent 4 hours telling her everything and how I felt which I never do.
its not something I ever do; actually I was happy that she was there to listen.
I spent all day thinking about her and wondering what is going on through her mind and if she was mad at me about the whole Holly situation and trying to figure out what I would say to her so she wouldn’t be upset.