Your eyes flashed open as you realized what you did. Again. You promised yourself to never do it again but you did. You told yourself you won’t sleep with Harry anymore, but the way he looked at you made you want him in every possible way. You and Harry have been friends with benefits for 2 months now. He had you for sex and had no feeling towards you. While you, the girl who always fall in love too quickly, was ofcourse head over heals in love with a superstar Harry Styles.

You got out of the bed and started collecting your clothes. They were all over the place, like every other time. You felt the tears in your eyes as you picked the last piece of your clothing. Harry was lying on the bed with hands behind his neck, feeling saticefied, while you felt like you’re gonna brake down any moment. You put your floral dress on again and looked at Harry.

”You were good baby, like always” He said with a smirk on his face.

”Bye Harry!” you said and left the room. You picked up your oxfords and sat on a chair to put them on. You heard footsteps approching you. It was Harry ofcourse.

”Skyler, why are you leaving so soon? I thought you wanted to stay over for dinner.” He said

”I just.. um.. I have a dentist” you lied

”No you don’t. Skyler tell me the truth.”

”You wanna know the truth? Okay fine here’s the truth; All I wanted is to stay over for dinner and watch some movies with you. Have fun with you. I didn’t come over to have sex or anything that related. I just wanted to hang out like every other teenager wants to. But I guess you have me for your sex slave, and expect me to have sex with you every time we make eye contact. Did the thought of me actually liking you ever crossed your mind? I guess not, because all you wan’t is sex. Goodbye Harry I’m done with that.” You said as the tears streamed down your face.

”WAIT! I don’t want just sex I’m a human with emotions just like you! And yes maybe I fancy sex more than you do, but I never pushed you into it! You said yes yourself, nobody ever pushed you! I asked you are you sure the first time we did it, and you said yes!” he yelled at you.

”Goodbye Harry” you said with your voice barely a whisper.

You ran out of Harrys apartment to your car. You searched trought your bag to find the keys. Unlocking the car you quickly jumped on the drivers seat, and hugged steering wheel with your palms. You were calm for a few minutes, but then you got this sudden urge to punch something. So you did. You punched steering wheel over and over again. The tears smudged your mascara and your before rosey cheeks were now black. Your lipstick was gone and your hair was a mess. Well you were a mess. You had a huge fught with Harry, the guy you like so much. You had those fights with other boys too but wth Harry it was different. He made you feel special everytime he even looked at you. When he smiled at you you didn’t have just butterflys, you had thousands of bee’s inside your stomach. When he called you your heart started beating faster because you knew that just for a second you crossed his mind, even if it was just for sex.

You realized you have to go up there and apologise. Harry of course has an ego in size of a blue whale so he would never come back to you. After 15 minutes fighting with yourself about apologising to Harry or not you decided to do so and went to his apartment building. It took you a minute becuse you were still at the parking lot. You pushed the elevator button and waited. Diiing. You stepped into it and counted down 30 seconds. Here you were. 2 feets away from Harry’s door. You slowly walk towards the door. You knocked twice and waited. Harry opened the door 2 seconds later as if he was waiting for you to come back. His eyes were red and puffy. He was crying.

”Harry I’m sorry, I just can’t loose a friend like you. I love you so much and I can’t imagine a life whitout you. I’m so sorry Harry.” You finished and waited for responde. 1 missisipi 2 missisipi 3 missisipi. Nothing. Just silence. He stood there like a scoulpture. Then suddendly he wrapped his arms around you and kissed you. Now you forgot bout bees, you had worms, butterflys, bees, wasps, spiders, snakes and all those things inside your stomach. It was like someone bought a bunch of fireworks and lit them up all at the same time.

”Skyler, I love you too, and I’m sorry for acting like a dick.”

”Apology accepted.”

”oh one more thing..” he said pulling you inside and closing the doors. ”will you be my girlfriend?”
"Of course"

Notes

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