Harry Styles Imagines! :)
Harry Imagine for Estefani :)
Right now im on skype with my boyfriend of 1 year Harry Styles. He and the others are on tour at the moment. But I cant go see them cause im stuck in L.A. on a modeling job for the new Topshop here.
"I miss you so much Estefani." Harry says with a sad expression. "I know I miss you so much you have no idea." I havn't seen him in about a month. I always go and see them on tour at least once a month to see him. But I cant right now. "Why cant you just take one day off and see me. All the other girls are here." He says expecting me to just cross my arms and blink my eyes and I can be there.
"I know Harry and im sorry. But I cant leave i'll lose my job." I say feeling sorry for him but he isnt the only one that is hurt. I dont get to see him either. "Thats crazy one day want hurt." He says getting slighty annoyed. If he wants to see me so bad why dont he come see me? Sometimes I feel like im the only putting effort into this relationship.
"Ok if one day want hurt then you come here." I say seeing how he will feel when he is in my shoes. "You know I cant do that." He tells me like im stupid. "Ok now you know how I feel." I say annoyed. "You cant expect me to do everything in this relationship." He states like he does everything to make us work.
"What are you talking about you never come to me its always me coming to you Harry." I say getting mad. "Stop being like that Estefani." He says acting like he is just to good. "Look Harry its a two way street. You have to put forth effort to."
"Well you exactly havnt been acting like the best girlfriend lately." He says acting like im the bad guy here. "Well im so sorry Harry. Im sorry I couldnt be your trophy girlfriend. but I have a life to." I take a deep breath preparing myself for what im about to say. "And since im such a horrible girlfriend maybe I shouldnt be yours anymore." And with saying that I end the Skype call and sign out.
I just sit there in shock. I cant believe I just ended things with Harry. I love him so much but he wasnt even trying anymore. This hurts me I thought he loved me the same amount or even more than I love him. I bust into tears. I cant believe im crying either I always said I wouldnt be the girl that crys over a guy. But look at me thats exactly what im doing.
About a minute later my phone starts pilling up with texts and calls from Harry. I read a couple of the messages they mostly say 'im sorry' 'please give me another chance' 'I love you to much to loose you'
I cant take it. If he loved me so much he would have put forth effort. About 30 mintues later I get a call from Eleanour. The tears are starting to subside. I accept the call. "Hey Estefani I just heard what happened are you ok?" She asks concerned. "Yea I mean I guess it just he never tried anymore Eleanour." I say about to start crying again.
"I know he is so upset he is just sitting on his bed and crying and Louis is trying to talk to him." She tells me while I sat up on my bed. I feel bad but I cant let that break me. "He should have thought about that sooner. It hurts El. I feel like im the only one in the relationship. He doesnt reliese I miss him just as much." I start crying again.
"Shhshhh. Its ok dont cry." She tells me trying to calm me down. I fall back on my bed just starring at the ceiling. "I cant just drop everything and leave. You know how they are El they will fire you." I tell her cause she is a model to. "I know. you get some sleep and I will call you tomorrow ok." She says. "Ok bye." I hang up the phone and just lay there.
I just replay what Has happened over the past hour. I start to slowly drift off to a restless slumber.
I wake up the next morning I wake up to someone banging on my hotel door. I sigh and get. I look at myself in the mirror I have red puffy eyes and my hair is a mess. I walk in the bathroom first and brush my hair and splash some water on my face so I dont scare the person at the door away.
I walk over to the door and open it. The person I see standing there is the last I thought I would see. "What are you doing here Harry?" I ask in a emotionless tone. He looks bad. Like he hasnt slept in days. "May I come in?" He asks me. "Only if you promise to leave soon." I say aggervated and mad. So many emotions are flowing through me right now.
He walks in and goes and sits on the couch in the mini living room. I follow him and take a seat across from him in a chair. "Estefani I wanted to come and tell you that I am so sorry. I know that I havnt been acting like I should lately. I understand that you cant leave because of your job." He stopped when a tear fell from his eye.
"I guess I just felt so upset and sad that you wernt there and all the other boys had there girlfriends there. I was just jealous. And im sorry." He says looking up at me letting a few more tears fall. I keep my tears back. I get up and go sit next to him on the couch. I take his large hand in my rather small one.
"Harry please promise me you want do that to me again." I say looking him deep in the eyes. "I promise baby. I releise that I was being a selfish jerk." "I forgive you." I say sqeezing his hand tighter. He looks at me with shocked written all over his face. He pulls me closer to him and sqeezes me tight. "Will you take me back?" He whispers through my hair and into my ear.
"Of course" I say back to him. He pulls back from the hug and grabs my face in his hands and gives me a passionite kiss. "I love you Estefani" "I love you to Harry."
"I miss you so much Estefani." Harry says with a sad expression. "I know I miss you so much you have no idea." I havn't seen him in about a month. I always go and see them on tour at least once a month to see him. But I cant right now. "Why cant you just take one day off and see me. All the other girls are here." He says expecting me to just cross my arms and blink my eyes and I can be there.
"I know Harry and im sorry. But I cant leave i'll lose my job." I say feeling sorry for him but he isnt the only one that is hurt. I dont get to see him either. "Thats crazy one day want hurt." He says getting slighty annoyed. If he wants to see me so bad why dont he come see me? Sometimes I feel like im the only putting effort into this relationship.
"Ok if one day want hurt then you come here." I say seeing how he will feel when he is in my shoes. "You know I cant do that." He tells me like im stupid. "Ok now you know how I feel." I say annoyed. "You cant expect me to do everything in this relationship." He states like he does everything to make us work.
"What are you talking about you never come to me its always me coming to you Harry." I say getting mad. "Stop being like that Estefani." He says acting like he is just to good. "Look Harry its a two way street. You have to put forth effort to."
"Well you exactly havnt been acting like the best girlfriend lately." He says acting like im the bad guy here. "Well im so sorry Harry. Im sorry I couldnt be your trophy girlfriend. but I have a life to." I take a deep breath preparing myself for what im about to say. "And since im such a horrible girlfriend maybe I shouldnt be yours anymore." And with saying that I end the Skype call and sign out.
I just sit there in shock. I cant believe I just ended things with Harry. I love him so much but he wasnt even trying anymore. This hurts me I thought he loved me the same amount or even more than I love him. I bust into tears. I cant believe im crying either I always said I wouldnt be the girl that crys over a guy. But look at me thats exactly what im doing.
About a minute later my phone starts pilling up with texts and calls from Harry. I read a couple of the messages they mostly say 'im sorry' 'please give me another chance' 'I love you to much to loose you'
I cant take it. If he loved me so much he would have put forth effort. About 30 mintues later I get a call from Eleanour. The tears are starting to subside. I accept the call. "Hey Estefani I just heard what happened are you ok?" She asks concerned. "Yea I mean I guess it just he never tried anymore Eleanour." I say about to start crying again.
"I know he is so upset he is just sitting on his bed and crying and Louis is trying to talk to him." She tells me while I sat up on my bed. I feel bad but I cant let that break me. "He should have thought about that sooner. It hurts El. I feel like im the only one in the relationship. He doesnt reliese I miss him just as much." I start crying again.
"Shhshhh. Its ok dont cry." She tells me trying to calm me down. I fall back on my bed just starring at the ceiling. "I cant just drop everything and leave. You know how they are El they will fire you." I tell her cause she is a model to. "I know. you get some sleep and I will call you tomorrow ok." She says. "Ok bye." I hang up the phone and just lay there.
I just replay what Has happened over the past hour. I start to slowly drift off to a restless slumber.
I wake up the next morning I wake up to someone banging on my hotel door. I sigh and get. I look at myself in the mirror I have red puffy eyes and my hair is a mess. I walk in the bathroom first and brush my hair and splash some water on my face so I dont scare the person at the door away.
I walk over to the door and open it. The person I see standing there is the last I thought I would see. "What are you doing here Harry?" I ask in a emotionless tone. He looks bad. Like he hasnt slept in days. "May I come in?" He asks me. "Only if you promise to leave soon." I say aggervated and mad. So many emotions are flowing through me right now.
He walks in and goes and sits on the couch in the mini living room. I follow him and take a seat across from him in a chair. "Estefani I wanted to come and tell you that I am so sorry. I know that I havnt been acting like I should lately. I understand that you cant leave because of your job." He stopped when a tear fell from his eye.
"I guess I just felt so upset and sad that you wernt there and all the other boys had there girlfriends there. I was just jealous. And im sorry." He says looking up at me letting a few more tears fall. I keep my tears back. I get up and go sit next to him on the couch. I take his large hand in my rather small one.
"Harry please promise me you want do that to me again." I say looking him deep in the eyes. "I promise baby. I releise that I was being a selfish jerk." "I forgive you." I say sqeezing his hand tighter. He looks at me with shocked written all over his face. He pulls me closer to him and sqeezes me tight. "Will you take me back?" He whispers through my hair and into my ear.
"Of course" I say back to him. He pulls back from the hug and grabs my face in his hands and gives me a passionite kiss. "I love you Estefani" "I love you to Harry."
Do you do Marcel?
6/2/14