January 1, 2010
Dear Diary,
Happy New Years! I can already tell that this year is going to be better than the last. It's 4 in the morning, but I don't care, I'm too happy to fall asleep. Mom and Dad, of course wouldn't let me hang out with Garret tonight, which is totally not cool. But Garret had a better plan, at 11:30, after mom and dad were asleep, I snuck out. I know, I know, that's something a bit out of my normal character, but it was worth it. The risk, the adventure, and just getting to hang out with Garret was worth it.
After I got out of the house, me and Garret went to Times Square and met up with his cool college friends, and when it was time for the ball to drop, he kissed me.
As a little girl, I always sat on the couch with mom and dad, and watched the ball drop longing for them to let me go, but that, of course, was not aloud. The kiss was perfect, I swear, by the way our lips moved together, me and Garret were just made for each other, and I already know we're going to get married.
I got home 3 hours ago, but I can't stop thinking about or kiss and I can't wait to see him again. as annoyingly cliche as this is, I don't think anyone is more perfect than Garret, he's so sweet, and he's in college which is beyond cool. I know he's six years older, but he really cares about me.

Anyways, That's all for now
Bye!
Love,
Delilah <3


--Paisley's POV:

I didn't even know I was crying, and didn't notice Harry standing in the doorway.

"I never did like Garret," He said walking over and sitting next to me on the floor. For some reason, I didn't like the fact that he was trying to talk to me about this. I felt like this was the only thing I had left of my mother, and I wasn't going to let him ruin it.

"Did you know mom's diary was here?" I finally ask.

He simply nods. "Yes," He says after some thought, "But I could never bring myself to read it. for months after you were born I would sit in my room in the dark with it in my hands, but I could never bring myself to actually open it. After all these years it would be silly to have all those things resurface, don't you think?" He concluded.

"Are you going to take it away from me?" I ask, not wanting to know the answer.

He sighed before standing up, "No, there's no harm in you reading it, but not right now. You have school, get to bed." He said grabbing the book and placed it on my desk, and turning on my lamp drawing the covers for me. He left with a nod and closed the door before whistling to his room. I was shocked, that was one of the nicest things Harry has done for me. I grab the book, deciding that one more diary entry won't hurt.





Feruary 3, 2010
Dear Diary,
I've never hurt so much, I feel like someone has physically stabbed me in the heart a hundred times. Is this what it feels like to break your heart? I hate love. Love. You know, when you're young, we all want to grow up and fall in love. A love like our parents, or like our grandparents, a love that will last forever.
I really thought Garret loved me, but he doesn't and he probably never did. he made me feel special and now I know that everything was a lie. When I saw him and Mindy Crawford kissing today, I died a little inside. Now I don't think I can ever be happy again.
I'm sorry I haven't written in so long, but for a whole month I would spend every day with Garret. We went to the zoo, and one day he even won me a stuffed bear at the carnival. My mom asked me why I was crying today, but I couldn't tell her. i couldn't tell her that she was right all along that Garret would break my heart.
I just need something to distract me from everything, I don't know what, it could be anything.
Until next time,
Love,
Delilah<3

Notes

First Chappie, yee yee :D


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