Through the Dark

“Harry stop touching me.” turning around out of his grasp I see Zayn looking at me. His smoldering eyes meeting mine.

“I saw you walking away looking upset. Are you okay?” he say’s ignoring my mistake and hugging me again.

“Oh yeah I’m fine.” I tell him accepting his hug “Well maybe not. I just feel, heartsick.”

“Really is it Jeremy and Hanna? I was shocked as well. I can’t believe he didn’t tell you. You are his family.”

“Yeah and I thought we told each other everything. But I guess things changed after he moved here.” I say as we walk slowly down the hall. Still holding his arms around my shoulders.

“Well I hope you feel better. I feel bad when you feel bad. Is that strange?” he say’s stopping our walk.

“Yeah it’s kinda weird. We don’t know each other. And I think you have these mood swings that makes you cool with me and the next you turn your back. Like you don’t want to look at me.” being honest I turn around looking up at him, his arms around my waist now.

“I’m sorry Sara, you just make me feel different. Like I get..butterflies.” he say’s looking down at me, moving his hand up my back.

“Really? I feel..”

“Hey you two, the studio is this way.” Harry says running to meet us on the other side.

“Oh is it time?” I say getting out of Zayn’s arms and standing a few feet away from him “Is Hanna still there?”

“Yes it’s time. And Hanna went downstairs to get a document.” he say’s looking at me confused “You don’t like Hanna eh?”

“No I do, well I don’t know I just met her. She seems nice.” I say trying to keep my cool.

“Harry we’ll meet you there.” Zayn said still looking at me.

“But Jeremy said to fetch you guys for mic check.” he say now looking at me as well.

This is totally awkward. Two British good looking guys seem to be fighting over me. The cluts, the freak, the nerd. Or maybe I’m just imagining things and I’m just standing here not saying a word, staring at them. Who knows. They are to cool for me. Snapping out of my thoughts I see Hanna down the hall waving at us.

“We’re ready for you guys!”

“Well we better go!” I say smiling at them and pulling them by their hands.

Five minutes into the interview we already have tons of calls and tweets from fans all over the states. Most of which are for me. Jeremy introduced me as his guest host clearly stating that I was his sister. Hopefully they aren’t to mad at me being here. The girls outside looked really upset with me, funny as I don’t know them.

‘What’s your name?’ Sara Jake

‘Which is your favorite 1D song?’ The recent one \Shit I don’t know any of their songs!\

‘How old are you and where are you from?’ I’m 19 and from Denver

‘Do you have a boyfriend?’ Wow all these personal questions, uh not at the moment

‘Who’s sitting on your left? Right?’ Left is my brother Jeremy and right is Niall

‘Who took your breath away? Which directioner?’ Directioner? Oh um…Zayn I practically ran into him this morning But seriously he’s amazing..

Now it was my turn to ask questions from the top of my head. What’s your favorite Disney movie? Can you touch your feet to your head? Who’s the early riser? Someone took it the wrong way! Who sleeps in late all the time? Can you state all the oceans? And plenty more.

On our first commercial break I get out of the studio and try to clear my head. Sitting in the stairwell I can’t stop thinking about William. Something brings me back to my first day at work, when he was suppose to show me around the office. He took one look at me and said he was busy. Was I that repulsive?

“Hey what are you doing hiding over here?” Harry says sitting down next to me “The show starts in 2 minutes.”

“Just thinking.” I say “What are you doing here? You know the show starts in 2 minutes.”

“I know I just wanted to check on you. You seem kinda bothered with something. What is it?”

“Oh nothing I’m fine. ” I say looking the other way, I can not tell a complete stranger about my crush.

“Now I know somethings up.” He says “Do I make you nervous?”

“Nervous? You?” I say looking him in the eye instead of the wall “Why would you make me nervous?” You’re not Zayn..

“Well it seems I make everyone nervous. Maybe it’s my style.” he says with a smirk.

“Well Harry I’m not everyone and you know I’m not one to get nervous easily. You seem like the nervous type.” I confess looking into his green eyes. I see a little boy struggling for air deep inside.

“You’re right. I’m always nervous. Especially around you.” he tells me leaning in for something.

“You guys! The show started already! Whoa did I interrupt something?” looking at us Niall backs away.