I lay with my head in Harry's Lap. Sprawled out across the grass in the beautiful park. “Azzy I know you’ve got a lot going on but I think you should know that...” he trails off
“know what harry bear?” I tease I'm secretly hoping he likes me and that he wants to go out, but I know that’s not true. He loves me as a sister and nothing more. Which is highly frustrating.
“ It's just about who I like”
“oh?” he sucks in a deep breath. And looks me in the eye.
“you see theirs this girl, ad shes beautiful and talented, and lovely. And I really really like her, but I'm afraid she wont like me back.. what should I do?” I take in a breath I half want to tell him not to go for it, but that’s the selfish side of me wanting him for myself. But I know I have to do what would make Harry happiest. “ Go for it. Tell her, and push her up against a wall when she's least expecting it. And kiss her . Hard. And tell her how you feel.” he nobs and bites his lip
“maybe I will” she smiles at me “is that what yotoyu would want someone to do to you? Wouldn’t it be awkward if you didn’t like the guy back?”
“maybe.. but id more be happy that they were interested in me.”
“lets go for lunch yeah?” he smiles standing up and pulling me along with him.
“deal” as we walk the most amazing thing happens to me.

Harry's POV:
I grab her by the arm and back her into the wall. Attaching my lips to hers in an instant my eyes close. I expect her to push me off, explain that’s not how she feels. But when she kisses back, and her fingers lace into my hair. I’m the happiest I’ll ever be. My arms snake around her waist. And tug her closer. Eventually we pull away. She looks up at me and blushes then down at the ground smiling at her feet.
“never in my wildest dreams did I ever think you liked me too” she smiles
“ my thoughts were the same about you love.” she blushes again. Big blue eyes looking up at me smiling. “so how about we go out tonight, to that nice place on the pier?” I question.
“sounds wonderful!” she frowns “ uh harry?”
“yes love”
“is this a ….. date?”
“id like it to be” she smiles
“good me too.” I smile. She pokes at my dimple. I catch sight of something and frown slightly. “what is it?”
“your arms.. there are new one...” she frowns fighting back tears. Suddenly she breaks down collapsing into my arms. I fall to the ground with her cradled in my arms “oh love hush, I didn’t mean to make you cry!”
“I'm so sorry, I promised I wouldn’t and I lied to you!” she wailed louder “ now you probably hate me! I lied and I'm a freak who cuts herself” she wailed louder.
“oh Z your no freak and I love you! I could never hate you!” she blinks thru her tears and hastily wipes them away. Standing up and reaching for my hand.
“can we go back to yours and drop off our bikes I need to go up to mine and...” she wants to make Adrien dinner, like always.
“alright” we walk in silence back to my home. And park our bikes behind the shed. She smiles and takes my hand. We trudge up the road to her apartment and she pushes the door open. The place is free of liquor but smell horrid. She frowns and shuts the door. Opening the window a moment after. We work in silence picking up the living room, and kitchen. Then the dinning room, where I wipe the table down. And dump out the ash tray. A new habit I assume. My thoughts are confirmed at her puzzled look. She shakes her head and moves to the kitchen. Putting a pot of water on the stove to boil and taking out some macaroni and Cheese. And setting it on the counter along with the milk, and butter. Then she moves down the hall to her room, and quickly packs up more of her things and re arranges her room. Quietly putting things back together. She moves into his room, me right behind her and we pick up dirty clothes and more cigarette butts. She pulls the curtains back an opens the window. Quietly spraying the febreeze around the room. Then she goes out to the kitchen and finishes the mac&cheese. Dishing out three bowls and placing them on the just cleaned table. I watch her walk down he hall into the sleeping Adriens room and lay some clothes out on his bed before gently shaking him awake.

Adriens POV: I have taken to smoking. I know its bad and I know that Asarai wouldn't approve. But I need something to do. Lame excuse I know. A small hand is on my shoulder gently shaking me. The person smells like grass, and fresh air. They smell nice I flutter my eyes open to be greeted with Asarai's big blue eyes staring at me I open my mouth to speak but she cuts me off.”get in the shower and get that horrid smell off of you, shower, shave and brush your teeth there are clothes already in your bathroom. Then we will talk not another word you hear?” I nod and scurry into the bathroom. I shower and shave as fast as possible. And then hop out styling my hair and pulling on my clothes..i rush into my room. Asarai has made my bed and opened a window, shes also cleaned the rest of the apartment. I find he seated at the bar. Clasping hands with Harry. She looks dead. As she stares at the floor. I walk quietly up to her and stand next to her. She hops down releasing his and and walks over to em her arms wrapping tightly around my neck tugging me down. My arms wrap around her waist and lift her up hugging my little cousin tightly. Quiet tears soak my neck. “I am so sorry Asarai, I’ll be better for you I promise cutie” I tell her over and over again.

“I’m not living with you until school starts, and that is only if you can keep your act together. I nod. And wipe away her tears. We sit down at the table and eat. She explains how she wants me to keep the house together. At around 3:30 she she gathers her things gives me another quick hug and grasping Harry's hand hustles out the door and down the street. I must be good for Asarai. I tell myself.

Notes

So i think since i have one reader that nobody likes my story :( and don't think I will be writing anymore, maybe just give you like a summary of what happens... this is depressing me.. :(