Almost Lovers ..
Just Give Me a Reason..
Hope P.O.V
I couldnt't sleep. So many thoughts running through my head. I decide to get my laptop and for the first time in weeks I google "Harry Styles". I could believe my eyes.
"Is Harry Style and Unique "Hope" Garcia over?"
"Who is the new girl, Harry?"
"Harry Styles and mystery girl."
Article after article, I couldn't dare to click on it. I was broken. Was Harry really cheating on me? I needed someone to be here to hug me and tell me everything was going to be okay but my mom was out of town with her boyfriend and my little brother. I knew if I'd call Chachi she will go off about Harry. I couldn't .. So, I decided to call the last person I needed to talk to.
"Hello." they answer, with hesitattion.
It took me a while until the words finally came out " ... Kendall?" I said with tears about to roll down my face. "I, I, I need you right now, I need someone." I cried.
"I'll be there in 10 minutes. I'm here for you Doll. Love you, Bye." she clicked.
10 minutes passed by and the door bell rang. I went to open it, Kendall was here. I threw myself into her arms, crying. She hold me without question. she just hold me and didn't say one word. I don't know why but I felt a little better. I knew when I was with Kendall I didn't have to pretend to be okay or pretend to be anyone but myself.
As we walked to my living room, I told her what I had found out. She told me, that Harry will explain to us what this was. He wasn't going to play me. I didn't even want to think about him at the moment. I had asked Kendall to come with me to my music room. There we stood. I sat down on my chair and Kendall next to me, I started to play the piano, and sing.
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again ...
I sang my heart out. Kendall just there, enjoying my voice. She always told me I had a beautiful voice.
My phone rang but I didn't stop singing nor playing. Music was my escape from the world. I wasn't gonna stop. I knew if I stop I will be hurting so I didn't.
That night Kendall stayed over. We just layed in my bed and talked. Talked about everything and nothing. I started feeling a bit better untill I realize Harry was coming tomorrow.
What was I gonna tell him ...
I couldnt't sleep. So many thoughts running through my head. I decide to get my laptop and for the first time in weeks I google "Harry Styles". I could believe my eyes.
"Is Harry Style and Unique "Hope" Garcia over?"
"Who is the new girl, Harry?"
"Harry Styles and mystery girl."
Article after article, I couldn't dare to click on it. I was broken. Was Harry really cheating on me? I needed someone to be here to hug me and tell me everything was going to be okay but my mom was out of town with her boyfriend and my little brother. I knew if I'd call Chachi she will go off about Harry. I couldn't .. So, I decided to call the last person I needed to talk to.
"Hello." they answer, with hesitattion.
It took me a while until the words finally came out " ... Kendall?" I said with tears about to roll down my face. "I, I, I need you right now, I need someone." I cried.
"I'll be there in 10 minutes. I'm here for you Doll. Love you, Bye." she clicked.
10 minutes passed by and the door bell rang. I went to open it, Kendall was here. I threw myself into her arms, crying. She hold me without question. she just hold me and didn't say one word. I don't know why but I felt a little better. I knew when I was with Kendall I didn't have to pretend to be okay or pretend to be anyone but myself.
As we walked to my living room, I told her what I had found out. She told me, that Harry will explain to us what this was. He wasn't going to play me. I didn't even want to think about him at the moment. I had asked Kendall to come with me to my music room. There we stood. I sat down on my chair and Kendall next to me, I started to play the piano, and sing.
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again ...
I sang my heart out. Kendall just there, enjoying my voice. She always told me I had a beautiful voice.
My phone rang but I didn't stop singing nor playing. Music was my escape from the world. I wasn't gonna stop. I knew if I stop I will be hurting so I didn't.
That night Kendall stayed over. We just layed in my bed and talked. Talked about everything and nothing. I started feeling a bit better untill I realize Harry was coming tomorrow.
What was I gonna tell him ...
8/23/13