Hope P.O.V






I layed there, in Cody's hands. Just mesmerizing the way he slept. Admiring his beautiful face. He looked like a little baby sleping after a long day of playing.

I just stared at him.

His warm hands, wrapped around me. Keeping me safe.

I felt comfort. I felt butterflies. I felt feelings I've never felt before.

Could it be that I'm actually starting to like Cody? Wait, no. I couldn't! He's my bestfriend. He doesn't like me like that. Does he? Ugh. What's wrong with you Hope, you still love Harry! Do I? Gosh, I'm more comfused now. I need help.


Cody started to wake up. I pretended to still be asleep.

"Wow. She's so beautiful." He whispered just enough so I can here him.

I could feel myself blushing, but I couldn't I was suppost to be asleep.

"Hope" He moved me. "Hope" he echoed.

"I'm up, I'm up." I yawned, pretending like I just woked up.

He started at me and just smiled.

"You have rehearsal, and I have meet and greets then rehearsals. We got to get going." He laughed.

He made his way out. I started to get ready.


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"That was great you guys, get some rest, and be ready for an amazing show tonight." Justin announced.

"Hey Hope" Justin called out. "Cody was telling me you've been working on some songs." He paused. "You know if you ever want to play me a song, or even preforme one for the crowd. You are more than welcome to, never feel like I wont approve because you know I thin you're incredibly talent & I believe in you." Just grinded, putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Thank you, Justin. I really appreciate it. I might just take you upon that answer." Winking at him, I made my way to the bus.

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As I got to the bus, I decided to check my phone. Hoping Kendall would have called me but no, nothing from Kendall. I needed her, so I called her.



"Hello, I can't make it to the phone. Please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can" Her voicemail said.



Death end.

I needed someone, I needed to talk to someone. I called the last person that would want to talk to me.

The phone rang. My heart seemed to race out of my chest.

They answered.



"Hello." I hessitated.

No reply.

"I know, I'm the last person you want to talk to. I know I've pushed you away, but I need you. I need you, right now. I need you help, I need someone to talk to. You're the only one that I can talk to right now." I broke down. All the feelings I've been holding back, finally break lose.

"What's wrong, Unique? You know no matter what I will always be here for you." He re-assured me.

Wow, how nice it felt for someone to call me Unique, instead of Hope.

"I'm comfused. I don't know what I'm doing. What I'm feeling, anything." I sighted.

"About Harry, and Cody." He said, like if he knew exaclly what was going one.

"How-" I started.

"It's all over the meadia about Cody & you. & well I know you so well that you still love Harry even if you deny it." He interrupted.

"Then what do I do, Zayn. Tell me!" I asked for help.

"Do what your heart tells you. You're on tour with Cody, and I can't tell you, You guys arent going to start liking eachother. Cody obviously already likes you.-" He kept going.

"Wait, Cody likes me?" I interrupted, sounding so confused.

"Are you kidding me, Unique. He's like literally inlove with you." He joked.

"Well I never knew." I laught. "So, how's Harry?" I spoke quitly.

"Ummm .. He's doing okay. He hasn't done much since you left. We've tried to make him do stuff but he doesn't have much energy for anything." He sounded sad.

"Well, can you tell him-" I paused. "I still love him"

There was a silent moment.

"I have to go, I need to started getting ready for the show. Love you, Zayn. Thanks for everything." I said.

"No prob. Bye, love. Have a great show." He hanged up.



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I had let all my emotions out. I felt releave, but I knew I still didn't know what to do about this situation. All I knew is that I could write it out. So I did.