Complications

"Guys we have an announcement to make." Elizabeth declared at the dinner table clicking her spoon against her wine glass.

Everyone at the table turned their heads around and Elizabeth automatically shot me a fake smile before clinging onto louis shoulder closely.

The jealously hit me hard.

I could feel a piece of my heart shatter inside. It was soon numbed when Zayn kissed my forehead noticing the tension and he pulled me up on his knee.

I sat sideways on his knees and he locked his arms around my waist to keep me secure.

"We're going to be parents." Louis smiled and kissed Elizabeth's nose delicately.

Were they serious?

I could barely hold back the shock and tears started streaming down my face.

Shit I was making a massive scene.

But right now I don't really care.

Right now I just need a hug which was exactly what Zayn gave to me.

You see Zayn wanted kids so bad but I just wasn't ready and I think it hurt him a bit knowing that Louis was about to start a family while he's gotta wait on me.

I don't see what Louis sees in her I really don't.

She's a fucking whore that has no respect for herself or louis for that matter.

Harry obviously didn't take it too well either and i could see the whiteness of his eye turn an envied black colour.

I ran out the room sobbing.

Zayn followed after me outside the house into the cold Christmassy air.


"Babe, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" Grabbing me close to his chest.

Shit.

Now I have to think of an excuse of why I ran out crying.

"I've been wanting to tell you something Zayn but I just don't know how to say it and I feel really bad.

My breath was breathing husky and my chest was on Zayn chest listening to his heart beat speeding up which meant he was nervous.

"Look at me." He smiled softly pulling my chin up to face his wonderful daydreamy eyes.

"Never hold back on telling me anything. I love you. Just remember that. Now what did you want to tell me?" He seemed hopeful but scared.

"I've been meaning to tell you for a while but I've made a decision about our argument we had last year about a baby." My voice was low and frosty due to the snow blocking my throat.

"Look, if you don't want to we don't have to rush. Just know that when you do I'll be by your side." I could tell in his eyes he was upset.

He desperately wanted a daughter more than anything and I wasn't giving it to him, I sorta think it was my feelings for louis that was holding me back but it's clear there will never be a thing between me and louis so I may as well move on with my life.

"Put that's just the thing Zayn, I want to start a family with you. Now." I whispered stretching up on my tippy toes so I could whisper in his ears.

His is eyes were suddenly glowing like a miracle had just happened and he picked me up which resulted in me tying my legs around his torso and we kissed passionately through the snow blizard.

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