Who is she?

I don't know why the kids hate me. I don't know what I did. Why doesn't anybody even care. I sit alone at lunch. I would rather not be in that hell of a place. The worst thing is when you get pushed to the ground everyday and get notes in your locker to kill yourself. Maybe they are right......I am a freak. I should just die. Would anybody even notice? I doubt it....I'm just invisible to everyone in the school anyways. My mum acts like she cares but she never asks me how my day at school was. I guess I don't really have a relationship with my mom anymore. I guess I am isolating myself. I can tell people I'm fine but truly I'm not. I'm just getting worse and worse everyday. I miss my father, why did he have to leave my life so early.....I can't believe he just walked out on me and my mum. I haven't seen him since I was seven. Now I'm fifteen, so it's been quite I while. My school is a complete disaster......people choose to bully me. I'm the only one who seems to be bullied. It makes no fucking sense does it. No one will probably believe me if I told so there is literally no point. Today I saw the most beautiful girl ever. I know that she will never love me. She is new, I think her name is Ashley or something. She wasn't in class though she was being given a tour around the school. she had brown hair and hazel eyes. She was perfect for me.
Later she walked into the class that I was in. I instantly stared at her. There was only one seat open in the classroom. That was the seat by me. I was in the far back of the class and I usually kept my head down. She grabbed her textbooks from the teacher and sat down next to me.
"Hi" She said friendly. She wasn't shy at all.

Notes

Sorry It's really short. I'm tired. Let me know if you want me to update it. <3

I think I might delete this story. I don't think it's a good story.