Dreams made Real
He Saved Me.
Mourn's POV
I took the knife from my purse upstairs and sat down on the bed. I wanted to die so bad. I sliced my wrist for every stupid year of my life. At 14 I was stopped by Harry.
Harry's POV
I slipped into the room when her back was turned but kept silent so she wouldn't see or hear me. She started to cut herself. I watched in horror as she counted each slice, most likely for each year of her life. I was so mad at myself for not stopping her. But at 14, I couldn't take it anymore. I snatched the knife away from her and it clung to the wall. I took a napkin from my pocket and tried wipe up the blood, but she started fighting me. What was she doing. She started screaming and kicking and punching me. "NO STOP!!! PLEASE, I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!" she kept screaming. I didn't understand why such a beautiful girl wanted to kill herself. Everyone bursted in the room. And she started to calm down. She was still crying and screaming but she ended up falling to the floor.
Mourn's POV
I felt like no one cared. My "stepfather, my mom, my sisters, my friend, everyone. But Harry was trying to stop me from suicide, I couldn't figure out why. Didn't he hate me, like every other human being in the world (besides Blue)? I eventually stopped and took the knife and ran to the bathroom. I was planning to just end my life right there, but I didn't. I locked the door so no one could get in. There was banging on the other side, most likely Harry and lots of screaming. It stopped after a few seconds when everyone realized I was singing.
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
Singing and listening to the song always mad me feel better. But what made me feel even better was being with my only other friend, Dan. He had always made me feel better. I called him and he was through the bathroom window in 10 minutes. We talked for a little but when I started to cry again, he sang my favorite song.
What would I do without your smiling mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
[Verse 2:]
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
[Pre-Chorus:]
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
[Bridge:]
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
[Chorus:]
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
Notes
Yes, the suicide attempt scene was from Cyberbully.
The chapter 's theme is Eminem - Stan.
