Niall's POV
I was off working with the guys. Clary has been super careful the past few weeks…like food and drinking. She pretty much just drank water now. And super healthy. I couldn't get her into Nando's if her life depended on it. She has been hanging out with Perrie lately. I'm guessing asking her about pregnancy. Perrie is one week away from giving birth. While I am on edge because today Clary was going to the doctor to confirm her pregnancy. We took a test one week after our little…I don't want to say accident…so I'm going to go with unexpected event.

I keep on checking my phone. Her appointment was starting soon. She said she was going to message me. "Hey…Niall what's wrong with you? You're more wound up the Zayn…and he's got a pregnant…OHHH" I glare at Harry and Liam.
"Not ONE word from either of you got it? It could be a false positive okay? She has an appointment today…so yea." My phone rings and it's Clary. Thank god.
"Hey! Are you there? Do you need me to come over? I can leave right now and ge--"
"No Niall…everything is fine. The doctor said it was a false positive…I'm not pregnant." I could hear the sadness.
"Clary…you don't sound all that relieved…hold on let me go somewhere more private." Harry and Liam looked at me with question when I barged out of the studio to the hallway. I hear Clary trying to hold in her tears. Her breathing sounded like she was holding in tears. So I know she was in the car. "Clary…talk to me…isn't this good news?"
"No it’s not good news! I…I found out…that…I was ovulating when we had sex…which means…something…is wrong with me. The doctor said…that…I should go back for more tests or something…Niall what if I can't have kids?...I want kids…I want your kids…but what if--"
"Clary…I'll meet you at home okay? And next time I'm coming with you." She whimpers.
"Okay…" I sigh and tell her to stay on until I walk through the door and am home. I go to the studio Harry and Liam beam at me then their faces drop when they hear me calming Clary down. I grab my things and motion for my driver to start the car.

I hang up after pulling into the driveway. I get inside to see Clary mowing down on some mint chip ice cream at the kitchen table. Her cheeks puffy from crying. Her head snaps up and she runs right into my arms, sobbing all over again. "Shh…Clary…shh…calm down…hey look at me…" Clary just burrows into my arms more. I sigh and pull her in more, kissing her head.
"What if I am infertile Niall?...you won't have kids…oh god." Then another wave of tears hit. I pick her up and carry her upstairs. Cosmo saunters behind us, no doubt picking up on the sad vibe right now. I lay her down and then pop in her go to movie marathon: 80's movies. She moves so she can see the movies. I rejoin her in bed and pull the covers over us. Clary immediately flies into my arms. She shrinks into me while I hold her tight. I've never seen her this wounded before. I want to make all of it go away. "Clary…we'll get through this. Together." This time she doesn't respond though. I nudge her and she looks at me. I see more tears threatening to fall.
"Niall…tell me one thing. If I can't have kids…would you…divorce me?" I sit straight up at her stupid ass question.
"WHAT? Why the fuck would I do that? If you can't have kids then we will adopt. Simple as that. Jesus Clary…have you been thinking that this whole time?" She dips her head so she doesn't have to see me. I move and lift her head up so our eyes meet.
"I know how much…you want kids…so--" I smile and rub my thumb across her cheeks.
"So you thought that I would leave you? I'm not going anywhere Clary…how many times do I have to say that? It's you and me…we will get through this okay?" She nods and looks me straight in the eyes.
"Together."

One Week Later…

We are currently sitting at the doctor's appointment. Clary hasn't cried in front of me since that day but I hear her at night silently sobbing. This appointment better go smoothly or I just might punch the doctor. Paul is with us…he's the only one minus our family who has heard about our pregnancy crisis. Finally her name is called and we get up. We both are going to go through tests to make sure we both are okay. We get to the office and sit back down. "Hey…no matter the outcome…I love you Clarissa…we will get through this. I know we will." She smiles weakly and nods. Her hand has never left mine since we left the house this morning. I bring it up and kiss it, then her cheek. I turn her head with my other hand and place a kiss on her lips. She smiles at me then leans on my shoulder. "I know we will…I just…I'm scared."
"I know baby…I know." I rub my thumb across her knuckles. Soon the doctor comes in, she smiles at both of us. "Ah thank you for coming in. Now I hope you have been well. I know what you must be going through…now Mr. Horan if you come with me. Clarissa I will be back for you okay?" I instantly go into panic mode. I can't leave Clary alone! She needs me by her…where am I going? Clary squeezes my hand and I slowly stand up. I kneel down in front of her. "I'll be back shortly okay?" She nods and tenses as soon as I let go of her hand. God I hope this goes fast. The doctor hands me a cup then shows me towards a room. "Now all I need is some of your cum to analyze your sperm count and motility. Here's a room, there are magazines, and videos if you need." She smiles then I go inside. They want me to what?! Ugh…okay this if for our future…I can do this. Just think about Clary that's all…picture her pleasuring me…her plump lips…her moans…

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Clary's POV
The doctor made me do an ovulation test, which involves me peeing into a cup and an x-ray of my reproductive structures. I just want Niall to come back. She does some other stuff then leaves to get Niall while I change. He comes in and kisses my head. "I missed you…you did okay without me?" I smile and nod. He breathes out a sigh of relief. The doctor is gone for a while analyzing our results or whatever. "Niall…I think…if it turns out that--"
"Shhh…let's not talk about that right now okay?" Seconds turn into minutes and eventually the doctor comes back in a smile on her face.

"Well I have great news. Niall your sperm count is very good and the motility is just fine. So all is well. Clarissa…your eggs…they have a bit of a harder outer layer…but there are pills that can help with making it easier to get pregnant. Here's a bottle. All you need to do is take one pill that day before you and Niall try again. I would assume next time you try…you will be successful." I get up and hug the doctor. Niall and I leave the office in peace. Thank god I am normal…nothing is wrong with me. We get to the car and Paul smiles at us. We tell him the good news, he seems happy as well.

We get back home and I feel Niall's arms around me. "See…told ya…nothing to be worried about." I turn around and kiss his cheek.
"I know…but…" he just cuts me off by kissing me. I wrap my arms around his neck and he pulls me in closer. Then there is a knock on the door. He groans but goes to answer while I bend down and pick up Cosmo's toys that clutter the hallway. He comes bounding over and demands I throw one, so I do. Then I put the rest away. Niall comes back with Harry and Liam. "Soo…is there another baby on the way for One Direction?" I gape at them and shake my head. Harry runs over and hugs me.
"Get off me Haz. I know it's going to be okay. Niall! You said you weren't going to tell…" He opens his mouth to talk but Liam beats him to it.
"He didn't! We just guessed…we haven't told a soul…promise." I glare at both of them and Cosmo sniffs their shoes, temporarily forgetting about his toy.

Niall ushers them out after a while. Harry and Liam wave goodbye then drive off. I groan and slump onto the couch. Niall finishes making dinner then brings some out for me. "So I guess now we have to pick when we want to try?"
"Yep…let's just wait until Perrie gives birth…" He frowns at that.
"Or…tomorrow night…" I smile at him then go back to eating. Then I feel something hit my face, a piece of bread. I throw it back at him, Cosmo sits up and looks at it fly across the table. I go to eat and it hits my face again. I whip it back into his face. "Stop it!"
"You never answered me…about tomorrow…" I sigh and watch as he feeds Cosmo the bread ball.
"I don't know…I mean…9 months from now…it will be August…" I look at him and he looks so hopeful…I mean what's another year…We will 24 years old…do I really want I kid that young?
"Yea so?..." He speaks again trying to get me to give him a good excuse. Which I don't really have.
"But what if it doesn't work?" He sighs then grabs my hand.
"Then we will just keep trying." I smile at him then decide what the hell.
"Okay. Tomorrow night." He beams at me and kisses my hand. Cosmo watches hoping for another scrap form the table.

Niall and I are in bed, talking about what room would be the baby's. I have to say I am getting more and more excited for a baby. I really hope I can get pregnant this time around. Even though last time it was unexpected…it still kind of stung when I wasn't really pregnant. Perrie talks about how amazing it is…I was hanging out with her earlier this week, helping her set up the room for their baby boy. I really want one. "Okay and we agree to get--" Then his phone started to ring.
"Hello?...Zayn calm down…we are on our way. Yea we wouldn't miss this…yes Clary is next to me…no we will leave now. Yea…okay see you then." He hangs up and looks at me.
"Showtime for Perrie…c'mon we got to go." I fly out of bed and throw on jeans while shoving my feet into my Uggs, Cosmo looks beyond confused. We run down the stairs telling him to stay.
"It's okay Cosmo…we'll be back! Love you boy." Then we jump into the car and speed off towards the London Hospital.

When we arrive, everyone is there. We smile and sit down next to them. Nicole, Penny, and Lilly run over and pull me over by them. Niall sits by the boys, constantly looking over and smiling. "Claryy! You're not even paying attention! I said…I think Liam is going to propose soon." I refocus on Nicole, of course he was…I helped him pick out the ring like a month ago.
"Really? That's so wonderful Coley!" I look back over at Niall and he's just watching me. I smile at him then look at the girls. Nicole narrows her eyes at me.
"Okay…something is up…spill now." I look at her and the others, and they are looking at me too. I sigh and tell them everything that's happened. Frankly it was nice to share it with them…Niall and my mom only did so much. They all hugged me but were excited too. "Oh your kids are going to be so freaking cute!" Lilly smiled at me. Then I asked her how things were going here, and if she missed her hot doctor back in Dublin. She just laughed.
"Oh Clary…we were never a thing…he had a girlfriend apparently…besides right now I'm just happy to be so close…but I did meet someone a few weeks ago…pretty cute too." We all made her spill the beans.

Eventually we all moved to where the boys were. Niall immediately wrapped his arms around my waist. Liam eyed us then did the same with Nicole. He pecked her cheek and she smiled at him. I smile and then hug Niall. He sighs and traces circles on my hip.

After what felt like hours, Zayn comes out carrying a little bundle. We all stand up while he comes over, with the biggest smile plastered on his face. "Guys…meet Xander Faris Malik." We look and see the cutest baby boy. He has Zayn's dark hair, and tanned skin. But his eyes…are Perrie's. I already know that this boy will be breaking hearts left and right. The rest of their family comes and we all say goodbye to him and Perrie, promising to stop by later when they go home.

We get home really late. I get in and almost trip and die on Cosmo. He was laying right on the front door rug. He gets up and jumps on me. I, of course, hug him and kiss him. He licks me then jumps at Niall, who just pushes him away. "You know that's teaching him bad manners…letting him jump on you. Plus he's like a billion pounds." I laugh and then climb up the stairs. I take off my pants and crawl into bed. Niall and Cosmo soon follow. Niall cuddles into me. I play with his hair. "I want one Clary…so badly…I want to see you carrying my child." I stop playing with his hair and look at him. His eyes search my face, then fall on my lips. He leans in, eyes fluttering closed. He kisses me, but this kiss is different than any kiss we've any shared. It was soft, tender, loving, slow. He breaks it off and goes back to cuddling.
"I want that too…more and more everyday Ni." I feel him smile and he gives me another kiss. It was breath-taking. Then soon he's snoring and I'm still up, picturing Niall holding a baby girl, like Zayn was. I can see it so clearly… I look at my sleeping husband. I quickly kiss his lips and whisper, "I love you." Then I feel his arms tighten around me. I smile then let sleep wash over me.

Notes

Wow this is a really long chapter...lol SORRY!! But I hope you all enjoy this! Betcha didn't see it coming though...I had to have a bit of a twist...can't have it all be gumdrops and rainbows. ;) Anyways...ONLY 4 MORE CHAPTERS AFTER THIS!! *wailing sounds off in the distance*

So I updated because I'm procrastinating on my paper that's due Friday...yepp so that's the main reason I updated...and GUYS you got me on page 4 on the popular pages...LOVE YOU ALL *cheek kisses* So just thanks for that. I would love some more votes though... *cough cough*

Hope you all have a lovely night!! Or morning...idk where some of y'all are. But love you all bunches.
~Annie Xxxx