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Remember When?

But I Can't Remember

Niall's POV
We are at Harry's getting ready to leave. It was fun night to be honest. Clary was is true form…most of the night. There was one time where she screamed for me when Harry tried to pick her up and carry her back to the living room. She ran to me and said that some guy tried to touch her and it wasn't me and she didn't know where she was. I tried to calm her down, while Harry walked away looking broken. Then she resurfaced after a few minutes and apologized to Harry. "I had fun tonight! Thanks for having us Haz!" Clary flung her arms around him. He hugged back after a few seconds.
"Sure thing Clary…you and Niall have a safe drive okay?" She nods then hugs everyone else. Finally she gets back to me and I put my arm around her waist and we head out. We out to the car and hop in. "Back to my place." Clary leans her head on my shoulder and sighs. It is pretty late and I know that Clary gets tired a lot easier now since the accident. "Tired baby?" She lifts her head up and looks at me.
"Yea…but I had fun…I still feel awful about--" I cut her off knowing what she was going to say.
"Its not your fault Clary…Harry knows that too." She nods then looks out the window, staring at the building zooming past us. Or maybe the night sky. I never know what she does but that's okay…everyday is an adventure with her. We get to my place and my driver parks the car. We go up to my flat…which maybe one day will be our flat. Clary takes off her shoes and puts her purse and scarf on the counter then follows me upstairs. I close the door behind us and walk up behind her, pinning her back to my chest. I kiss her neck and then whisper, "Now where were we before Penny so rudely interrupted?" I know she's smiling at me. She turns around and starts to take off my shirt. She kisses my chest and my eyes close. "I think someplace around here." I smile then moan when she kisses the end of my happy trail. She kisses her way back up. I start to unbutton her blouse while she undoes my belt. I take off her shirt and throw it somewhere. I kiss her and hold her close to me. Her hands fly to my hair while I swipe my tongue across her lip. She opens her mouth and I dart my tongue in, savoring every moment. She lets out a little moan and that really gets me going. I love that I can have this effect on her so easily. Of course she is like a drug for me. I never can have enough. I pull down her skirt and she steps out of it. Our lips have yet to break apart. Her hands move down, very slowly, towards my waist. She is currently just in a bra and tights. I pick her up and plop her down on the bed. Then I practically rip off my pants and socks. I crawl on top of her and play with the hem of the tights. She's panting and watching my every movement with her deep green lust filled eyes. I'm sure mine are darker too. I kiss her stomach and then the inside of her thigh. She whimpers at me and I know she wants me to take off the tights but she will have to wait. I kiss her other thigh as well. Then I slide my fingers up, getting very close to her core. "Niall please…" She whines and moves, desperate for some relief I'm sure.
"Patience baby…patience." I murmur into her neck right before I kiss and suck on her sweet spot. Her whole body arches into me as she moans. Then suddenly she's on top. Her hands splayed on my chest. She has a wicked smile on. Clary slowly grinds her hips against mine. Good lord…a moan escapes my lips. I grip her hips begging her to stop. She bends over and kisses my chest and moves her way down until her pretty little mouth is at the band of my boxers. "Clary…" I know what she is going to do…I don't want her to but my body is pulsing, craving for her touch. Craving for some sort of relief down there. Slowly she slides my boxers off until they join the rest of our clothes on the floor. She looks up at me as she takes me into her delicate hand. I hiss and fist the sheets when I feel her mouth on my tip. I feel her tongue circle around my length. Then she takes all of me inside her mouth. Gently sucking and applying pressure with her teeth. Holy shit I forgot how skilled she is with that pretty little mouth of hers. "Claryy!" I thrust involuntarily, her hands are on my hips now and she continues to torture me. Then she takes my whole length in and starts to bob her head up and down, sucking harder and harder. My moaning is out of control and so is my thrusting. "Shit…Clarissa…baby I’m going to--" She stops and puts me all the way in again…and swallows. I come into her mouth and moan her name. She licks her lips and grins at me. She crawls on top and kisses me, sliding her tongue into my mouth. I taste myself and let her tongue explore while I work up some energy to finish her off. I flip us around so I'm back on top. I take off her bra and kiss one of her breasts while massaging the other one with my hand. She moans and arches her back, pressing her chest into my hand more. Her moan sets my drive on fire again. God she has a spell over me. I tease the other breast with my mouth while taking off her tights and thong. Jesus she was wearing this the whole day?! Her lacy thong matched the black lace bra she was wearing. I quickly put on a condom then position myself at her entrance but I don't go in. Instead I just put my tip in and move a bit. She wiggles and moans. "Niall…please…I want you." And that was all my ego needed to hear. I thrust into her and she digs her nails into my back. I thrust in again and her head goes back, moaning. I thrust in slowly and pull out. This time she meets me and that catches me off guard so I moan. I just thrust deeper and faster each time. "Niall…I'm…Oh shit." Then I feel her wall clench up around me. And it's like fireworks going off. I kiss her hard and she wraps her arms around my neck pulling me in close. I feel her warmth starting to leak and I finish off with a few more sloppy thrusts. She arches her back, digging her nails into my back again, moaning my name. I unload and we climax together. I collapse on top of her. We are both panting, I don't want to pull out though. I want to stay in her. I roll over so she's sprawled out on top of me. I stroke her back and kiss her head. She tilts her head up and kisses me, it’s a slow loving kiss. She whispers, "I love you Niall." Then her eyes flutter closed.
"I love you too Clarissa." She smiles and snuggles into me more. Soon we were both asleep in each other's arms. At some point during the night I shifted and separated myself from Clary. So I half awake felt around for her and found her on the other side of the bed. So I moved over but not before taking off the condom and setting it on the night table. I snuggle close to her and pulled the sheets and comforter up so it covered the majority of our torsos and down. I soon fell back asleep. Then I hear a thud and the bed covers fly off of me. What the hell? I groan and slowly open my eyes to see Clary scrambling away from me. "Babe…come back to bed…" I pull on my boxers and move towards her and she moves away.
"Don't get any closer…" Okay. I'm awake now. I stop and look at her. Panic was written all over her face. Oh god this is not happening right now.
"Clary…what's the matter baby?" Her whole face scrunches up at my words.
"I am not your baby. Did you drug me so you could have sex with me?!" What the hell is going on? I feel like I'm in a bad dream or something.
"No…why would I drug my girlfriend for sex?" Then all the color drains from her face.
"I'm dating you? Niall Horan…I'm your girlfriend?" Oh Christ…my eyes widen at the fact that she doesn't remember me…this is so not how I wanted to wake up this morning. I run my hands through my hair and sit down on the bed.
"Yea we've been dating for almost two months…but we were high school sweethearts before we had our huge fight which lead to our break up before you went to college and I got famous. So we went four years without talking until you interviewed us…One Direction this past January. Then we started dating in February and yea. Here we are." I couldn't even look at her. Though I am shocked that this isn't hitting me harder…maybe because I know that my Clary will return to me soon. But this confused Clary looks at me and sits down next to me. She fiddles with the charms on her necklace. And its like some fog lifted or something because my Clary returned.
"Oh my god…Ni…I am so sorry…I just…I…I'm a mess." She starts bawling. I jump into action and scoop her up into my lap, rocking her back and forth.
"Shh…it's okay…I knew you would come back…its fine baby…please stop crying…" After about 10 minutes she finally falls asleep. I tuck her into bed after putting one of my shirts on her. I grab my phone and sneak out. It rings a few times before he picks up. "It's getting worse…her amnesia…"
"Mr. Horan…we can fit her in today at noon for an MRI. Make sure she is getting plenty of sleep. And try not to upset her in any way. We will see you then." I hang up and go back in. Hopefully the doctor that she sees for check ups will be able to solve what's happening. He's very good at what he does. So I hope he can help us. Because I don't think I'll like waking up to a girlfriend who momentarily forgets me.
Clary's POV
"When will the results get back?" Niall just shrugs at me. I just want to know what is wrong with my brain. I mean how could I forget that I'm dating Niall and our whole history together! Its seriously bothering me. And it's changed how Niall is treating me today. We've been sitting in this little room for 10 minutes waiting for my MRI scans back. "Clary calm down…I'm sure its nothing." Nothing?! Ha…that's funny. Its not nothing because I fucking forgot the love of my life and best friend. Finally the doctor comes back. "Well good news is that its not a tumor of any kind." I breath a sigh of relief then I wait for the bad news.
"So what's wrong with me then?" He just smiles at my question.
"Nothing. Amnesia is different for each case. For you I would suggest sleeping whenever you feel like you need to. Don't push yourself. You still have some minor swelling from the accident. Your body just needs time to heal that's all. I would also suggest maybe staying with Niall so he can keep an eye on you. No work of any kind right now. Just rest." That's it? Sleep more. I can do that. I get up and hug Dr. Young and thank him. Niall looks like he won the lottery because I am living with him until further notice. He calls up some of the other security guards and tell them to pack up my room and have it moved over to his place. I suppose I should call Penny. I tell Niall and he just nods then goes back to giving John instructions.
"Hey! Clary…how was last night? You know…did you…"
"Pennyyy! Oh my gosh yes we did. I'm not calling to talk about that though. My amnesia had gotten worse so we just got done at the doctor's."
"Oh my gosshh! Ginger you're okay right? Nothing traumatic…right?"
"Yes I'm fine. I just need more sleep…apparently I still have some extra brain fluid sloshing around causing my memory problems. So I've been ordered to rest and live with Niall so he can keep track of me. So some of his team will be packing up my things from my room. Don't worry its just temporary. Besides we will be roomies for the tour which is in a month."
"Clarissa…you won't want to move back though after the tour…you love him so much. I know that it was just a matter of time. Amnesia or not. Besides I already switched to get Ryan's old place. So looks like I'll be moving across the hall sooner than I thought. I just assumed after tour you would move in with him. I'll have to Lonnie that I'm moving over now. I'll need your key back and stuff."
"You know you suck sometimes with your know-it-all crap. Fine I'll text you Niall's address so I can give it to you. I feel awful…about leaving you. Today is not my day. First I forget Niall after a very passionate night and now I'm ditching you."
"I'm sorry you woke up this morning all freshly sexed up and didn't remember your hot Irish boyfriend?! Clarissa…that is hilarious."
"Shut up! I remembered eventually. Uh oh here he comes. I should go. I'll talk to you soon okay?"
"Yea tell him I say hi!" The call ended and Niall grabbed my hand and we went out to the car. Today is looking up though. I'm moving in with Niall…I know that there is nothing wrong I just have a perfect excuse to sleep more and be lazy. We get back to Niall's place and all my stuff is moved in. Weird they move fast. Niall orders me to nap while he unpacks my clothes. I do what he says because I am tired after today's early excitement.

Notes

Here you go! Another chapter....pretty heated huh? Clary is having a rough time huh? Poor girl...

Now no one has commented at all! I am very upset...not really but I want to see some more comments pleeeeaaase! :) Love you all so very much.
~Annie Xxx

Comments

@redheadedbeauty
Yeah he is ... I wanted to save the picture that's why i asked but thanks

@ashley_274
Chapter 46 is the chapter with the puppy link. ISN'T IT SO FREAKING CUTE?!

Can anyone please give me the chapter where the link given for the timber wolf / malamute hybrid please :) or anyone can just give me the link thank you :)

@breadboy101
Omg...you are just the best...for real. LOVE your comments. They always brighten my day. :) I'm glad you liked the story! I'm sad it's over too...haha. And I'll have to see if I want to post it...I might just put up the prologue just to see what people think. I hope you'll like it :)

@redheadedbeauty
U are an amazing writer!!! I can't believe that i haven't read this in 21 days- absolutely ridiculous !!
I love the names that you choose for the babies: Arabella, Kiara, Jackson, William they are all so unique:) i like how Arabella has taken a special interest in Xander- that is super cute!!:)
All of Clary and Niall's Remember When moments were freaking adorbs, I adore how much they love each other.... I'm really sad that its ending i feel like ive been reading this for a long time and don't want it too go away:(
I wanted to mention how i liked how One Direction were still touring at the end of the story, I hope in real life the boys never breakup the band
I can't wait for your next fanfic I personally don't think u should wait just because im so excited to read it:) ..... anyways i'm finally done with my killer long comment, bye xx