Remember When?
Freshman Year/X-Factor
Freshman year was interesting. Living in the city was amazing but I still felt lost. I missed Niall a lot. Ellie and Perrie said their audition went great and that they were on the show. Which was good. I was super glad. We were both doing what we planned. Except I think both of our plans included each other. It was nice to have Lilly and Nicole with me though. The football team was a blast. We kicked butt. All of us were starters. The team was really supportive. And my mom came over to watch so that was nice. I did miss Ireland though. I went back for winter and spring breaks. Lilly and I hung out with Ellie and Perrie mostly. Since the rest of the guys were busy off in London making music. I texted Haz quite often though and Liam too because well it was Liam. However, Niall was another story. He tried to reach out to me but I couldn't bring myself to answer him. I still have some of his messages saved...just to play when I miss his voice. I so miss him but what if we got back together and then had the same stupid fight? I just didn't want that. I liked how I was living. Of course no guy will ever compare to Niall. But that's fine. I just need more time to get over him. Then I will be fine.
Niall:
All our hard work paid off. We made it on X-Factor. Of course we didn't win but Uncle Simon still signed us on. Which was kick ass. All this stuff helped me be distracted. But anytime we had some time by ourselves my mine wandered to Clary. I wondered what she was doing right then. How she was doing with football over in New York. Hoping she was liking it…but not too much. I don't want some other guy trying to get with her. I also wondering if she was keeping up with us on the show. She sometimes favorites my stuff on twitter but she actually talks to the others. I know that Haz has been messaging her nonstop since she left. Liam too. But me…nope not even a response saying for me to leave her alone. Just silence. Sometimes I would call her just to hear her voice. I would get her voicemail message and start to tear up. I stopped leaving messages since she never replied. I know pathetic but I can't help it. I love her so fucking much. But I lost her…I was the reason she is no longer mine. Hopefully with time she will come back to me. Hopefully.
Notes
First chapter of the sequel my lovelies!!! Hope you like it! :)) Love you all
~A xxx
@redheadedbeauty
Yeah he is ... I wanted to save the picture that's why i asked but thanks
4/11/15