I held my face. He is the biggest basterd in the crule world. I already hate him. A face popped infront of be and she had tears in her eyes. " I'm so sorry I let this happen. Please forgive me." " I forgive you. But you can do me a favor and get me an ice pack please?" " No problem at all. Thank you so much for forgiving me. Anything else my dear?" I shook my head no and let her go. After she left, I locked the door. I changed into something more clean and wiped the blood that smeared my face. Yes. There was blood. Sadly ofcorse. I really hate my life. Please kill me. I start to think as I stared at my white wall. It remindes me of the cherry blossoms at my nearby park. I start to think about how I made a bestfriend a promise there. FLASH BACK: I was talking to Jake. Jeez how cute is he. As a friend Ofcourse. " I want you to make a promise." I say as I stare at our tree full of white flowers. " What would that be me lady?" " I want you to do a big thing along with sad if I die before you. I want you to carve our initials in our tree. I want you to take a bunch of flowers from the top of our tree and put it on the highest part of my house. I want this all to happen on my birthday." " I promise. But you have to do it for me to." "I promise." I smiled. I love him so much.END OF FLASHBACK. There will soon to be our initials in our tree. There will soon to be boat loads of flowers on my roof and soon to be cops all over my house because of the death of my parents and unfound body of a 20 year old in the house. I miss what I used to have. My parents were both only children. My gradparents died too. Yes all 4. This is just another reason to hate life and what comes to me with it. My thoughts were interrupted by Mrs. B coming in with an ice pack an a robe. " Thank you Mrs.B." "No promblem. What is your name?" " Amina. I don't have a last name any more." she looked at me like a sad puppy who just got kicked in the stomach multiple times already. " I'm going to take a shower. Just keep that basterd out of site from me please?" "No problem." I hopped in while taking the already-there shampoo in my hand. I heard a voice. " Do I scare you?" " No. Now leave. I don't want to see you. And I defiantly do not want you to see me. Leave." "I'm so sorry. I-" " Forgive and forget. Leave." This time he obeyed. I got out and grabed my robe.My life fucking sucked ass. So. Fuck it

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Sorry it has been a while i still lug you and I am so sorry if I did something @Diana_styles. Your still awesome. :)