I wake up to the smells of waffles. yum. I get up and get dressed. Its been two weeks since ive talked to or seen Harry. I walk down the hall and see Panda cooking. "Morning, Eff! Want some waffles?" She said as she turns to me. "Sure!" I hop up on the counter and cross my legs. She hands me a plate of waffles. "Cass still asleep?" She turns around and give me a funny face. "Ahh, with Niall?" We laugh. I tried to keep my mind off of him. I didnt even allow myself to talk to Louis, or any of the boys. Whenever i saw any of them in the hallway, id just keep my head down.
"Are you excited?" I look up at Panda. I smile. "Yeah! Tony gets to come back. And we get to go home. Are you sure you want to stay here? Cass is hardly ever here." Panda looks at me and smiles. "Yeah! Ill be fine. Theres only a month left anyway" I smile and jump down. "Im gonna shower, wanna go out or something today? I should get some stuff for Tony. I bet hes starving for real food!"
I go to my room and start the shower.
When I get out, i put some clean clothes on, and brush my teeth.
I walk out to the living room and I see Louis sitting on the couch. Great. I was able to avoid him for the past 2 weeks, but now what? "Eff." He stands up and hugs me. "Hey Lou. I've missed you." I know ive been avoiding him, but i still missed him. He smiles and sits back down. "Did you need something? I was just on my way out actually.." I slip some flats on. "Yeah, actually." Louis starts to speak. "I know that you're going to be leaving soon, and i just didnt want you to leave without saying one last goodbye." I look up. "Of course not, id never leave without saying bye. Our plane leaves tomorrow. Ill come by to say bye before we leave, promise." He smiles and walks out the door with me. Dare i ask about Harry? "So, how are things?" I say as we walk down the hall way. "Harry went back home." He knew exactly what i was talking about. "Really?" I was a little shocked. I mean, i know that ive been ignoring him, but he hasnt even been here?!
"Yeah, he say that he wants to stay there until touring begins." We get up to Louis room.
"Ill see you tomorrow, love." Louis kisses my cheek, and goes into his room.

I drive down to the hospital to check on Tony.
"Hey, Eff!" As i walk into the room i see Tony walking around with a nurse. "Look! Im aliiiveeeee!!" He says in a creepy voice. I laugh and sit down. "Are you ready? Were leavinng tomorrow!" I look at Tony.
"Hell yeah. I cant wait to get out of here!" I couldn blame him. He's been in here for almost a month now.
We sit and chat for a while. "So, hows Harry?" Blah. Ive been avoiding this topic for days. "Look, i brought you some snacks for tomorrow. I figure you'll want-" "Effy. Damn it. Just... talk to me. I know you guys arent together anymore. Why wont you just talk about it?"
"Because i dont want too! I loved him and he broke my heart. Im done talking about it. Im dont wasting time on it. On him! its over." Its silent. "I just want you to be happy, sis." He finally says after awhile. "I know." I sit up, "And i will be when we get the hell out of here"

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