I wake up the next morning. Blah, what was i going to do? I almost forgot about my mom and Tony and Harry. I wish it was all a bad dream. But sadly...
I turn over and look at the back of Hayy's head. I loved him. What would i do without him? I know that if i leave now, our relationship will fall apart and we'll drift.
I decide to get up and get some food. I go out into the living room and everyone is still asleep where they laid last night. I go into the kitchen and try to find some food.
"Oh hey Effy, i didnt know you were awake" I turn and see Louis smiling at me. "Yeah, sorry if i woke you. Im starving!" I kinda laugh. "Its no problem at all, im actually starving myself!" he walks over and grabs some food to make. I sit at the counter.
"Is there anything wrong?" I look up and Louis is looking right at me. I look back down at the counter top.
"Its my mom. Shes making me come home in a few weeks. Sooner if Tony gets better sooner, which the nurse said he'll probably be able to walk within the next week or so. At least enough to travle." Ugh. Talking about it was making me upset. "Im so happy that Tony's better. Im so happy. I love him. Its just.. If i leave now, i know ill never see Harry again. Theres no way. You guys will be leaving for tour in a little over 2 months and after i leave, and you guys leave.. Thats it for us. Our relationship. I feel like it just started, and its already coming to an end so quickly.." I cant help but cry. So much was happening at once. Louis comes over and hugs me. "Its alright, love. Things will work out. Harry really likes you. Its obvious." I really wanted to believe him, but i just couldnt.
Harry walks in, in only his boxers and a t shirt. "Whats going on?" Harry says as he rubs his eyes from just waking up. Louis pulls away and i whip the tears from my eyes and smile. "Nothing. Just talking to Louis about everything." Louis smiles and walks back to making food. Harry walks over and wraps an arm around me. "How are you feeling? Im sorry i feel asleep last night. We never got to talk much." He walks over and nudges Louis out of the way. They laugh as they mess around.

I never wanted to leave. I didnt want to leave this. I love all of these boys. They were becoming my best friends. What was going to happen? Harry, Louis and I ate some food and laughed and joked around. It felt so normal.
"I better go wake Panda and Cassie. I should get to the hospital and check up on Tony." I kiss Harry on the cheek and go into the living room. "Panda. Panda! Wake up, dear. We should go now. Its also 1" Panda opens her eyes. "Woah. What happened?" She looks up at me. "You drank a little tooo much. Thats what happened!" I laughed. "Where's Cass?" I look around but i cant seem to find her.
"WOAH!" I hear Harry and Louis yell from down the hall. Panda and I go down to see what was happeneing. We walk into a bedroom and see Cass and Niall in bed together. Harry and Louis are laughing and i cant help but laugh too. "Cass!" I yell. Niall and Cassie begin to wake up and soon realize whats happening. "You and Cass?" Louis asks. Niall just smiles and looks at her. They both smile and look down. "I knew it! I knew something was going on with you two!" I say as i throw Cassies shirt at her. "C'mon! put your clothes on! We're going to go see Tony and get some lunch maybe?" I know i just ate, but it felt like it had been days since i was out and i needed an excuse to just get some fresh air.

Harry and Louis joins us to lunch. Panda, Cassie and Louis are having their own conversation. I look at Harry. He smiles and kisses my cheek. I smile back. "Whats going to happen?" I finally ask. He makes a weird face. I make a weird face back. "Whats that for?" I start to laugh. "No matter what happens, we'll be together. You know that right? I dont want to leave you. It'll be tough, but i dont want anything bad to happen." I look up at him. "You're right, Harry." We keep eating and chat for a while longer. We leave to go check up on Tony about an hour later.

The nurses tell me that Tony's doing so well. "Thats wonderful!" I look over at Tony and he just smirks. "So, when can i go home, doll?" Tony says to his nurse. That flirt. She smiles. "Well, you'll need to be in a wheel chair, but it looks like you can leave next week! We've been in contact with your mother and shes setting up air fair for you." My heart drops. Next week?! I mean, i knew it was soon, but next week?! I force a smile onto my face. I kiss Tony on the forehead. "Its getting late, we're going to head back to the hotel. Do you need anything?" Panda, Cass and Harry were waiting in the waiting room for me to return. "Nah dont worry about me. Im just glad i get to leave this place soon!" I say bye and leave.

We head back to the hotel and Panda and Cass go to hang out with the boys, and Harry and I go back to my room. We sit on the couch for a while in silence.
"Eff?" Harry breaks the silence. "Yeah?" He doesnt say anything. I get up from laying my head on his chest and look at him. He looks upset. "I... I dont want you to leave." A single tear falls form his face. He quickly rubs it away. "I dont want to leave either! Im afraid of what will happen to our relationship. I dont know if its strong enough to handle it." Im trying to hard to hold back my tears. "I know that we can always visit and it'll be easy, but im leaving for tour in 2 months and i wont be able to see you for a really long time. And i just.." He pauses and looks down. Whats going on? He sounds.. weird. I sit up and look at him. "I just, maybe its not worth it.." That was it. My heart... broken. I sat there not knowing what to say. He doesnt look up from his lap. The tears start to fall from my face. He looks up at me. "Eff..." I get up and run out the door.
"EFF! Where are you-" WHat was i doing? I was running down the hall towards the elevator. I couldnt get his words out of my head.
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