I finally could embark on the journey of a lifetime. I was ready for the paparazzi, I was ready for hair and makeup, I was ready to sing my heart and soul out in front of a few million people. Leaving my mom and Jamie behind was for sure one of the hardest things in life, but I made my choice to go on this tour. I really hope that Jamie can take care of herself, I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to her. I promised to call her as many times as I could, even if my concert had just ended and it was already 4 oclock in the morning. I love Jamie dearly, but I had to let go at somepoint. Louis, Niall, Zayn, and Liam were waiting for me in our limo. I looked back at Jamie and my mom for the last time in 3 months. Nothing bad will happen in such little time, but people say that 3 months can cause quite a lot of damage.