Louis POV
when i got the phone call from cassie i instantly regretted not going home with haz and alex when i find nathan i'm going to make sure he pays when i burst into the hospital the nurses wouldn't let us through i got really mad and when i turned around sitting there was haz cassie and nialler they all looked horrible red puffy eyes i probly looked like that too i went and joined them sitting in silence until the nurse told us we have to leave we didnt want to leave but we didnt want to argue while we were about to get up we heard a machine flatline we all looked at eachother cassie screamed "no this cant be happening she cant be dead she had her whole life ahead of her it cant just end like this" niall went to comfort cassie and when haz heard the word dead he went crazy he started to rage and he punched a metal doorframe "lets think positive thoughts lads maybe it wasnt her" liam said "its all my fault" haz mumbled zayn tried to comfort him "no it isnt haz" zayn wispered "oh really zayn my girlfriend is dead because some guy was hitting on her she tried to push him away and when she did he pinned her agains the wall dug his nails into her wrist backhanded her so she fell into the wall and got a concussion and then pulled her up by her hair and when he saw me he told me it was my fault because i should have protected her. He was right zayn i should have been with her and when nathan saw who i was he told her he would have done worse if he knew i was her boyfriend so zayn if you think its not my fault your fucked up" harry half screamed at zayn "wait nathan did this? As in nathan from the wanted?" Niall asked i just nodded
" just wait till i find that fucking freak he is going to pay for this" niall mumbled "haz this is not your fault its that freaks fault and we dont know if that was her i dont think it was" i told harry i looked deep into his eyes they didnt light up like how they usually do around alex they looked dark and full of pure hate "we can hope and pray" el said and the girls nodded as we took a moment to pray the nurse came back and said "goid news and bad news" i looked and she said "good news is two of you can stay with alex bad news is she is in very sereous condition so no interaction" we all nodded as we decided cassie and haz will stay but when haz has to go for interviews el can come we all said our goodbyes and i really didnt want to leave it would tear me apart if somthing happened and i wasnt there if she died the last words i said to her were "we should go clubbing" it was my stupid idea for wanting to go clubbing if she was gone it would all be on me