Dirty Little Secret

"How did it go!?" Logan gushed from the other line. I was still in my car, but Mr. Styles was gone. I was still smiling like a goon thinking about that amazing kiss. It was so wrong but it was just sooo right!

"Logan it was amazing! We talked for hours and he also brought me there and back in his car. Then..." I paused for suspense. I could hear Logan shuffling around on the other side. "What? What is it Belle!?" She asked intensely.

"You have to promise that you won't tell ANYONE. Logan, I mean anyone. Not even Cece." I said. "I promise, I promise."

I took a deep breath. "I kissed Mr. Styles before I got out of the car and he kissed me back and asked if he could see me again tomorrow." I said it fast, hoping that she would get it the first time. The line was quiet before an ear piercing scream ripped through. I held the phone away from my ear and laughed as Logan freaked out on the other side.

"Belle! That's so amazing! Not to mention it's so adorable that he wants to see you again. You don't need to worry. I'll keep your secret safe with me." Logan reassured. I smiled and squealed, tapping my hand on the wheel. "Okay Logan, I gotta go so I'll talk to you later. Love ya hoe." I said. "Love ya too, Mrs. Styles." And the line went dead.

I could feel my cheeks heat up when she joked. I was definitely excited to see Mr. Styles, I just had to find a way to get out of family plans tomorrow. I shoved the key into my ignition and drove home, I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss though. It was different than any other kiss I had, probably because he was older and more experienced.

His lips were softer than any boyfriend I had, and the way he moved them wasn't sloppy and untasteful.

When I pulled into my driveway, my mom was just getting out of her car with a bag of groceries. I got out and greeted my mom. "Hey mom, do you need any help?" I asked. "Oh no. I’m okay Hun. How was your tutor meeting?" She asked as she walked up the stairs. "It was good, I have my first tutored kid tomorrow. I don't know how long I'll be though, that's the thing." I told her. I was so glad that I made up that lie. It was something that made complete sense which was a plus.

"That's fine sweetheart. You're helping someone, take as long as you need." She said, unlocking the door and walking in. I closed the door behind me and followed her into the kitchen. "I didn't make any dinner tonight, so go ahead and fix yourself something. I'll be working out if you need anything." She said with a kiss to my head. "Okay mom. Have fun." I said as she walked away.

I decided to just make myself a sandwich, not really hungry for anything. I went up stairs and changed into my pajamas and fired up my laptop. There wasn't anything exciting happening on my social networking sites, making it boring just to stare at the screen. So I decided to put Netflix on my TV.

I fell asleep watching an episode of Breaking Bad.


**


I woke up to my phone vibrating the bed. I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and looked at the illuminated screen. Mr. Styles' name appeared on the screen with his text. I smiled as I opened up the text.

Meet me at my apartment in two hours. I'm going to take you on a lunch date.

I couldn't contain my smile when I read the text, I was legitimately giddy reading that text. I hopped up from the bed and went down stairs to get my breakfast. Mom was sitting at the breakfast table reading the newspaper and sipping orange juice from a glass.

"Good morning mom!" I chirped. She gave me a warm smile. "Hello dear. You're awfully bright and cheery this morning. Everything alright?" She asked from her seat.

If only I could tell her the truth. "I'm just happy to be helping someone in French. That's all." Mom smiled and got up from her seat and came over to me, giving me a tight hug and a kiss to my head.

"I'm so proud of you Hun. I'm going to be going out with some friends today. You're brother is going to his friends house so don't be expected anytime soon. If I don't see you before you leave, have fun honey. I love you!" My mom said as she walked upstairs.

I don't think my luck could get any better. When my mom was out of ear range, I started dancing around the kitchen. My excitement was through the roof.

I scarfed down my toast and jelly and ran upstairs to get ready. I took the quickest shower ever recorded and blow dried my hair just as fast.

I wouldn't have thought that my teacher would be a romantic interest in my life. Yeah it's weird but I'm happy. Nobody has to know either.

I pulled on the different clothes and packed my purse with things I would need. I called up to my mom to say goodbye and grabbed my keys from the key bowl.

I jammed to my music on the way to Mr. Styles' apartment. It was just on the outskirts of town, maybe a ten minute drive.

When I pulled up, I sent him a quick text and he told me to come right up. I sprayed a little bit of perfume on me and grabbed my purse from the passenger seat.

I made my way up the two flights of stairs to see Mr. Styles leaning against a doorframe. A smile erupted on my face and I walked just a little bit faster.

"Hey!" He said as I walked to him. "Hi." I said back, smiling like an idiot. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight.

I was blushing major and I think he saw it. He pecked my lips lightly and opened up the door for me, it wasn't helping the whole blushing situation.

I looked around his apartment, completely furnished and looking so sophisticated. It was bright and cheery in the room.

"I love your apartment." I said to Harry. He smiled and placed his hand on the small of my back. "Thank you, but please, call me Harry."

Harry was his real name, huh? I like the name. "Okay Harry."

The word was foreign in my mouth, never really calling and of my teachers by their first name. Let alone being in their apartment after kissing them.

He walked over to his little kitchen area and opened up the fridge. "Would you like anything to drink? I have soda and water and juice."

"Soda please." I said and sat on his bar stool. He handed me a can and cracked one himself. He smirked at me before he brought the can to his lips.

"So where are we going for lunch?" I asked. He leaned on his elbows on the counter and looked at me. "Where ever you would like to go."

I thought for a second, and bit my lip thinking about my favorite place in the world. "How about we go to that dock side restaurant where we ran into."

A smile took form on his perfectly dimpled mouth before he walked around the island and stood in front of me. He leaned against the counter and looked at me. "Do you like me?" He asked bluntly.

I bit my lip and looked at him. "I think I should be asking you that." I retorted. He left out a breath laugh and got even closer to me. His hand made its way to my cheek as his thumb brushed against m cheekbone.

"Does this answer your question?" He said before closing the distance between us and connecting our lips. His other hand found its place on my hip and held me to him as our hips moved in harmony.

I was in pure bliss when he touched me, making my body erupt in little electric shots. He gave me one last peck before putting his forehead on mine.

"I think that's a yes." I giggled. He kissed me one more time before taking my hand and leading me to the door. "Let's go then."


**


We were seated at a table outside, not many people around us. He gave me a smile as the waiter handed us our menus. I gave him a smile as he walked away.

"Get whatever you like. There are no limits." Harry said, giving my foot a light tap. I blushed and flipped through the pages of the menu.

To fit along with the theme of "new" I desided to do something different with my choice of food. I decided on ordering seafood and a side salad. Nothing better.

"Alright, I'm all set." I said, setting my menu down. Harry smiled at me and set his down. "Well then, I guess I'll have what you're having."

He sent me into a giggle, blushing and looking down at my laugh. He grabbed my hand from across the table and rubbed his thumb across my thumb.

"Belle, I'm glad that you agreed to come out with me. Since the first day of school I've had my eye on you. I know it's not exactly right what we're doing, but I want you to know that I'll do anything to make sure that you're happy when you're with me." He said looking in my eyes.

"Harry, I like you too." I confessed. He smiled and intertwined his fingers with mine. "Belle, I want to have more dates with you. I want this to actually work." He said.

I bit my lip thinking. "Harry I want this too. But your job is at risk and your life as well. You can be thrown in jail if anyone was to know about us. If it happens I won't be able to live with myself. I d-" he cut me off. "Then I'll quit my job and find something else. I'll go into daycare and I'll teach younger kids." He said trying to comfort me.

We were interrupted by our waiter approaching the table. He asked us for our orders and us both out them in quickly. The waiter nodded and made his way back to the kitchen.

"But Harry, you love what you do. I can't let you do that." I said, my hand retracting from his. He frowned slightly and leaned forward. "Well maybe it's too soon to try and take this a step further." He said solemnly.

I looked up at him, my body now limp with guilt. He grabbed my hand and brought to his lips, bringing my attention back up to him. "Don't take this as 'I'm giving up on us' because it most certainly isn't. Like I said, making you happy is my number one priority."

I blushed more and watches as have my hand one more kiss and set it down on the table.

Eventually, our meals came and we made more small talk for the rest of dinner. After dinner, we took a nice walk down the lake front, nobody around to bother us. It wasn't unusual either because normally nobody hung out around here.

We found a nice place by a rock and say down, me between his legs and his arms around my waist. The sun was at its peak and the waters waves were crashing along the shore. The breeze blew my hair away from my neck, leaving my neck open for light kisses from Harry's plump lips.

I smiled and squeezed his hands as they trailed from the base of my neck to my shoulder. "You're so beautiful" he whispered into my ear. I blushed and leaned my head back on his shoulder. He turned to me and gave my lips a light peck.

We stayed like that for what seems an eternity, and I didn't mind one bit. I was complete content staying here. Harry checked his phone and it read 5:26. He looked down at me and asked, "What do you want to do?"

I bit my lip and looked at the ocean. My spontaneous confidence making another appearance.

I jumped up from my spot and began taking my clothes off, leaving my bra and underwear on. In the light of the sunset, Harry starred at me with a confused look. It wasn't until I started to run into the water that he caught on.

Harry stood up and began to take his clothes off as I stood in the water laughing. He ran towards me, splashing water as he got closer. His arms clasped around my waist as he picked me up effortlessly and twirled me around. I couldn't contain my fits of laughter now. When he put me down, I pushed him into the water, getting away as fast as I could without getting caught by him.

I wasn't fast enough. In one swoop, he pulled me down into the water with him, getting every inch of me covered in water. We popped up, both breathing heavily as we recovered from our laughing.

He swam over, wrapping his muscular arms around my waist and letting his large hands settle on the small of my back. I'm pressed my forehead to his, giving his nose a sweet Eskimo kiss before planting my lips on his.

We stood there kissing in the water like you would see in a chick flick. I can understand why they did that, I was so happy.

After splashing around for who knows how long, it got dark out, and we both decided to head back to the shore. We slipped out clothes on and walked back hand in hand to his car, where he drove back to his apartment.

We sang and laughed as we drove home, not caring about the looks we got from outsiders. This was our moment where nobody but us mattered. I was the happiest I had ever been.

When we rolled up in front of Harry's apartment, I decided that it was time for me to venture back to my house before my mom got suspicious.

We got out of his car and we walked to my car parked in the alley. I got my keys out of my purse and walked over to the driver’s side. I leaned up against the side and Harry got close to me. His hand found the familiar place on my hips and the other one found my cheek.

"When can is see you again?" He asked. I bit my lip thinking. "Monday." I said blankly. He frowned but smiled again kissing my forehead. "I'll wait as long as I need." Harry said, finally connecting my lips with his.

He kisses me softly, pecking a few times. It made my heart flutter when his hand rubbed along my side. "Text me when you get home, okay?" He said in his low husky voice.

"Of course" I replied and give his lips one more peck before he turned with a smile and walked away. I watched the beautiful man walk back into his apartment before climbing into my car.


**


My hair hung in a loose braid down my back as I logged into my computer. I started a group conversation with Logan and Cece after texting Harry that I was home. They both wanted to hang out tomorrow and go shopping at the mall.

I checked all my web pages and reblogged a few posts before going downstairs. Mom was still out, which meant that I would be home by myself for the rest of the night. I didn't mind it. I loved it when mom went out with friends. She was always working to provide such a nice house for Troy and I. When she enjoyed herself, it made both of us happy.

I grabbed a bag of chips and went upstairs to my room. I turned Breaking Bad back on, and fell asleep with a cheeto hanging from my mouth.

Notes

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