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No Regrets

44-Let Go

Niall’s P.O.V.
I flung the door back open, staring at her hand. Did it just move? It was still now and I was having a hard time believing I hadn’t imagined it. I walked back over to her bead and kept staring at her hand—it remained still. I stared for a good ten minutes before I sighed and looked away. I had imagined it; I was so desperate that I had imagined it. A fresh wave of tears threatened to spill loose. I needed to calm myself down again before I went out to see the doctor. So I grabbed my guitar, pulled it out of its case and started to play again.
I was playing Kiss Me and singing gently, this song just seemed to plague my thoughts in the best way because it reminded me of that night, when she was so healthy. I kept singing and allowed myself to look back at Char while I sang, trying to communicate my emotions through the words in the song.
I froze. Her hand just moved again. I stared intently at it, my hands no longer playing, but it didn’t move again. I pressed the pager button on the side of the bed and a nurse walked in 30 seconds later.
“Hello Mr. Horan, is there something you needed?” She asked politely.
“She just moved.” I said and the nurse’s eyes widened.
“Um, Mr. Horan, what part of her moved?” The nurse asked in a small doubtful voice.
“Her finger. I saw it move twice. I didn’t believe it the first time but I saw it again!” I looked at the nurse and she had pity in her eyes.
“Mr. Horan, the most logical answer is that you imagined it. Ms. Moren is too far gone. Her tests don’t show any improvement and she would definitely need to have improved to be able to move any part of her body, no matter how small.” She said in a kind voice but I didn’t believe that.
“No! She moved! Just wait, you’ll see! Last time she moved I was playing, maybe that will help.” I said determinedly and I began to play again. I was still playing Kiss Me and the nurse only stayed because she knew I was desperate. “Look, watch her hand.” I said and then began to sing. It was a long song and I was just about to the end and she still hadn’t moved yet. I was beginning to lose faith but I poured my heart out into the last stanza and the nurse just sat there watching.
We both gasped at the same time as Char’s finger moved, very clearly. It curled all the way in and then back out. “That’s impossible.” The nurse said, still shocked. I had stopped playing but was smiling wide.
“See! She’s getting better!” I said. “I’m so sorry Char, I believed in you the whole time Princess, please, come back to me.” I said, now on my knees, holding her hand and stroking the back of it. The nurse ran out of the room but quickly returned with another nurse and a doctor. They immediately checked all the machines around her and were murmuring. I didn’t pay them any attention and just kept holding her hand.
“Excuse us sir, but we have to ask you to leave.” The doctor said and my eyes snapped up to him.
“I’m not leaving this bedside.” I said in a harsher tone than I meant to. “She needs me right now.” I said.
“What she needs right now is privacy with her doctors so we can assess her. Unless you are family you must leave.” He said, very seriously and pointing towards the door.
“We are engaged.” I said. Anything to be able to stay with her.
“Sir if you lie to me again I will call security.” He said, raising his voice slightly.
“I wasn’t lying.” I lied again.
“That’s it! Security!” He yelled out the door and two muscly men walked through the door. “Take this man out of the room and into the waiting room. Keep an eye on him.” He said. My eyes widened as they started to walk towards me. I gave Char’s hand one last kiss and then willingly got up with them.
“Sorry Doctor.” I said on my way out and he nodded in understanding.
I was escorted to the waiting room where I sat in one of the chairs. The guards sat down by the door, keeping their distance but still watching me. I rubbed my neck in frustration and then grabbed my phone. I dialed Zayn’s number and he picked up after a few rings.
“Hey mate, you ready for us to pick you up?” He asks.
“No, I’m gonna be staying here for the night.” I said.
“What? Why?” He asked, surprised.
“She moved.” I said simply and I heard silence on the other line.
“We’ll be there in 10.” He said and I heard the click of the phone hanging up. I sighed and just laid back waiting for them to arrive, wondering what was happening to Char right now. Was she waking up? Was she alive? Would she wake up? Thousands of thoughts were racing through my mind as I waited for them to show up.
I was leaning back against the wall with my eyes closed when I heard a commotion.
“Where is he?”
“Is he in her room?”
“No, the door is closed.”
“I see him!”
“He’s in the waiting room!”
The door quickly opened, causing all eyes to immediately stare at eh group busting through the door. Harry and Zayn were in front and they just nodded awkwardly at everyone then quickly hurried over to me. Everyone else followed and crowded around me.
“What happened?” Harry said and I smiled a small smile.
“I was playing the guitar and then I had packed up and was ready to leave. I had been going to tell the doctors that it was time to let her go. I realized I was selfish to be keeping her alive when she wasn’t really here.” I said, looking down. Zayn slipped his arm around my shoulder and squeezed it. I looked up at him and he was giving me a sympathetic smile. “On my way out of the room I saw her finger move.” They all gasped and Harry and Louis even high fived. I smiled. “I ran back to her but she didn’t move again, so I thought I imagined it. I was really upset again because I thought she moved, so I got my guitar back out to calm myself down before I went to talk to the doctor. Right as I was finishing the song I saw her hand move again! So I called the nurse but she didn’t believe me, so I started playing again because that seemed like it was what caused her to move. Right at the end she moved again, but it wasn’t just a twitch; she curled her finger all the way up and down!” I said, gesturing and ending in excitement. They all had extremely excited looks on their faces and were all grinning like crazy. I knew they missed her almost as much as I did. Almost. “The doctors told me they would come talk to us if they had any news.” I said and they all nodded and went to find a seat.
We sat there.

And waited.


And waited.


And waited.




And waited.



Finally after four hours of worrying and questions flying through my head a doctor walked up to me. Everyone perked up but kept their distance, listening in.
“We have done all the necessary tests and it seems like she has improved greatly. Her lungs are stronger, her heart beat is stronger, and her kidneys are starting to function on their own again. We believe that she may wake up within the next hour or two.” My mouth dropped open and I almost screamed out in happiness. Everyone else was squealing and had tears in their eyes. “But, I must warn you Mr. Horan, we don’t know what damage will be done yet. There was a clot in her brain and we don’t know if it will leave any damage to her brain once she wakes up.” I nodded and he got up. I followed him but not after being bombarded with hugs and smiles from everyone. El, Dani and Perrie were there too and they had tears of joy on their faces.
I walked into her room and froze. She was on fewer machines then before. Her bed was in more of an upright position, and there was more color in her face. I rushed to her side and grabbed her hand, holding it to my lips.
I sat there staring at her for about an hour before I felt her hands clench and unclench in mine. My eyes widened in happiness as I saw her move her arms. She pulled her hand out of my grip and reached up to her face. Here eyelids fluttered and then she opened them. She blinked a lot and took in the ceiling. After a minute or two of me holding my breath she noticed me. She looked shocked to see me. I reached for her had again but she pulled it away. My smile faded in confusion.
“Who are you?”

Notes

OK, i know you guys all hate me right now, and I'm REALLY sorry!
First, for not updating for like a week. My sister is graduating this week so a bunch of my relatives have been flying out and i have been spending time with them and haven't had hardly ANY time to write, so if i'm not able to update for a while agian thats why.
Secondly for the cliffhanger. PLEASE don't hate me! :) It was the story line i wanted to go with but i promise there are sitll a few more chapters left! Keep commenting! I love to read them all and am sorry i don't get to reply to them all! I really Try!
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Comments

@livingmylifeUKbackup
Awesome!:) and I know exactly how you feel!=]
@Khloe Styles
Thanks!! I'm trying to writ some of it right now, I already have the whole thing planned out, it just takes so long to transfer the words from my head to a page!
@livingmylifeUKbackup
You should totally right a new one!:)
your a really great author and a lot of people would read it!:)
@Khloe Styles
I'm thinking about writing a new one, I already have the whole story line down, I just dont really have any motivation to actually write it down :/ but I will definetely let you know if I write a new one!! And whenever Carry On comes on I get very emotional too! I;m happy that you can relate things to my story!! You rock!
@HopelessDream
I am the author of this story, my account wont let me log in anymore so I had to make a new one.
This link has teh last few chapters on it. http://www.harrystylesfanfiction.com/Story/8931/No-Regrets-ORIGINAL-ACCOUNT-NOT-WORKING-WILL-BE-POSTING-LAST-TWO-CHAPTERS-HERE/
Hope you enjoy!