No Regrets
18-I'll Try
Charlotte’s P.O.V
I turned around to see Niall’s face right next to mine and smiled. “It was AMAZING!!! You guys were FANTASTIC! But I can’t believe you made me go on stage!!!!” I said the first part in an excited voice and the second part in a jokingly mad voice.
“Thanks babe! And you know you loved it!” Lou yelled as he flung himself on top of me on the couch.
“Lou, get your skinny ass off me!!” Lou laughed before wriggling his butt.
“My skinny ass shall never move!” I laughed at his seriousness before swiftly kicking him off of me. He rubbed his butt as he looked at me.
“Rude.” Was all he said with a smile on his face. I stuck my tongue out at him. The rest of the guys were laughing. We spent the rest of the night having fun at Harry and Lou’s flat. At about 11:00 I decided I was gonna head home. I bid the guys goodnight and headed to my flat. Not five minutes later Zayn was knocking on my door. I let him in, knowing where this was going.
“Why?” Zayn stated simply, referring to what he and Lou had said on stage earlier. I sighed.
“Because I’m dying. I don’t want to have to put him through the pain of having me die on him. I know that by being friends with you all you will be in pain if I die, but it will be even more so if one of them is my boyfriend. I just don’t want to get his hopes up.” Zayn’s face was hard as rock as he registered what I was saying. He took a deep breath before opening his mouth.
“Listen to me. You are NOT going to die. I won’t let you. We are all going to be here for you, and I know Niall wants to get to know you better. If you would just let him in, and let him be there for you. I know Niall, and he would rather be your boyfriend and go through a lot of pain, than just a friend and go through a lot of pain. I know that he will go through the same amount of hell if you were to die if he was dating you or not. So let it happen, if it is something that feels right to you then go with it, because I know you feel something for him too.” Zayn finished his speech and I had tears in my eyes. Zayn really did care about me, and apparently so did Niall.
“Thank you.” I let a single tear fall down my cheek. Zayn reached up to wipe it away and then engulfed me in a hug. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he wrapped his arms around my waist. “Thank you.” I said again as he released me. “I’ll try.” Zayn nodded, smiled and left.
I turned around to see Niall’s face right next to mine and smiled. “It was AMAZING!!! You guys were FANTASTIC! But I can’t believe you made me go on stage!!!!” I said the first part in an excited voice and the second part in a jokingly mad voice.
“Thanks babe! And you know you loved it!” Lou yelled as he flung himself on top of me on the couch.
“Lou, get your skinny ass off me!!” Lou laughed before wriggling his butt.
“My skinny ass shall never move!” I laughed at his seriousness before swiftly kicking him off of me. He rubbed his butt as he looked at me.
“Rude.” Was all he said with a smile on his face. I stuck my tongue out at him. The rest of the guys were laughing. We spent the rest of the night having fun at Harry and Lou’s flat. At about 11:00 I decided I was gonna head home. I bid the guys goodnight and headed to my flat. Not five minutes later Zayn was knocking on my door. I let him in, knowing where this was going.
“Why?” Zayn stated simply, referring to what he and Lou had said on stage earlier. I sighed.
“Because I’m dying. I don’t want to have to put him through the pain of having me die on him. I know that by being friends with you all you will be in pain if I die, but it will be even more so if one of them is my boyfriend. I just don’t want to get his hopes up.” Zayn’s face was hard as rock as he registered what I was saying. He took a deep breath before opening his mouth.
“Listen to me. You are NOT going to die. I won’t let you. We are all going to be here for you, and I know Niall wants to get to know you better. If you would just let him in, and let him be there for you. I know Niall, and he would rather be your boyfriend and go through a lot of pain, than just a friend and go through a lot of pain. I know that he will go through the same amount of hell if you were to die if he was dating you or not. So let it happen, if it is something that feels right to you then go with it, because I know you feel something for him too.” Zayn finished his speech and I had tears in my eyes. Zayn really did care about me, and apparently so did Niall.
“Thank you.” I let a single tear fall down my cheek. Zayn reached up to wipe it away and then engulfed me in a hug. I wrapped my arms around his neck while he wrapped his arms around my waist. “Thank you.” I said again as he released me. “I’ll try.” Zayn nodded, smiled and left.
Notes
I know this is the shortest chapter I have ever written and for that I am truly sorry. I just wanted this to be its own part because of how emotional it is. But, to make up for its shortness I will have another chapter posted sometime late tonight. I had tears in my eyes while writing this so I hope you feel the emotion. Please tell me what you think!COMMENT~RATE~SUBSCRIBE
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7/21/13