On The Cross

I still can’t get over the fact that Harry wasn’t upset with what I told him the other day. I at least thought he’s be pissed off when I told him I maybe had feelings for Liam. Liam is like one of my best friends…I guess it is no wonder I like him. Harry must think I’m stupid though, I know he only said he was ok with it to keep me happy, I wasn’t after permission, I just don’t like to lie to the people I care about…over the years I have had enough crappy boyfriends lie to me. There is no way I intended to ‘hook up’ with Liam; I’m with Harry 100%. I want both Liam and Harry to know this! My life felt simple and normal a few months ago…how things change!

The guys were at rehearsals for their upcoming stadium tour, I sent Harry a quick text.

Holly: hope rehearsals are going well :) I have actually thought about what you said the other day…I’m not stupid Harry, I know you would never be ok with it! And I don’t want you to be! I will never stop caring for Liam (as a friend) and I hope things aren’t awkward, you said it yourself I’m a one man kind of girl, that won’t change! I wasn’t telling you to hurt you or to get your permission, I have had enough shitty boyfriends lie to me and I know how it feels, I respect you and care for you too much to lie to you! I’m rambling now! I’ll see you tonight. Love you xxx

Harry’s POV

Just as we were taking a break from rehearsals I received a text from Holly. I read it. It’s a good job Holly knows me too well, she was right, I never would be ok with it, I just didn’t want to lose her. Me and Liam had discussed it, he said he would never go after Holly as longs as she was with me, Liam is a great friend and we weren’t going to let this change anything. I don’t really know what to do though….we have the tour coming up in a few weeks and we would be away for several months, I think I’d go crazy without the company of Holly, I think sometimes she keeps me sane. I know most people would take a bump in the relationship as a sign…but I think that we needed this slight complication; things were a little too perfect before, if me and Holly can continue to be together after this then the relationship is a keeper.

Notes

I took people's comments on board :) #TeamHarry lol

Everyone needs a bump in their relationship, Liam helped provide that ;)

As the saying goes...what doesn't kill you makes you stronger haha