On The Cross

I pulled on a pair of jeans and tied my messy hair into a rough pony tail. I was running late for lunch with Lisa, I could hear my phone buzzing quietly, “were did I put it?” I mumbled to myself as I searched frantically through my locker at the studio, I found it in my trainer. “I’m running late, I won’t be long I promise!” I said to Lisa as I pulled on a pair of wedges, I should really learn to put my shoes on while sitting down as I almost fell over. “Hello, is that Holly Lawson?” an unfamiliar voice said down the phone, I looked at my caller ID, it said unknown; I assumed it was Lisa wondering where I was. “Um yes, may I ask who’s calling?” I asked, “this is a representative for the Telegraph, we were wanting a comment on the recent story about your recent venture into the BDSM community…” I cut him off quickly, “no I am not prepared to comment, how did you get my number?” I asked annoyed, “we will assume that it’s true then” the guy on the other end of the phone said, “what no! I didn’t say that! You can’t just write a load of crap about me….” he cut me off “ah but you see Miss Lawson you’re in the public eye now so we can write things about you….but it is not crap because we have a very reliable source….” It was my turn to cut him off “reliable source my arse! You can’t believe anything an ex-boyfriend says, if you don’t mind I’m actually busy and don’t have time to talk shit with an idiot like you!” I shouted as I hung up the phone. Shit maybe I shouldn’t have said that….I may have just added fuel to the fire now.

I threw my phone into my handbag and hurried out of the studio, I was already late, now I’m even later now! As soon as I opened the door, loads of camera flashes went off, there were several paparazzi’s blocking the exit. Are they fucking kidding me? I shut the door quickly; ok clearly I wasn’t going to meet Lisa for lunch.

Holly: sorry hun but got trapped at the studio by paparazzi, fuck sake! Will have to take a rain check xx

Lisa: don’t worry about it babe, we will definitely have a rain check xxx

I dumped my stuff down and stripped off my jacket. Now I know how the guys feel. Well I have the studio to myself and I’m clearly not going anywhere…perfect time to practice a few new dance moves. I pulled off my jeans and t-shirt (I normally dance in hot pants and tank top but I can’t be arsed to change….my underwear is just as good!) we had recently got pole’s installed in the studio…I know what you’re thinking ‘pole dancing how slutty’ but pole dancing is bloody hard and totally addictive. I cranked up the music to ‘Halo’ by Beyoncé. As the music started I approached the pole and let the music take me. I took pole dancing for three years whilst I was at college and fell in love with it, I haven’t done it in a while but it was like riding a bike again.

I moved my body sensually to match the beat of the music; I climbed into inverts and spins effortlessly. Pole dancing was the one type of dances you could get away with being sexy but done in the right way can look sensual and not slutty.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdrAFYOZATo (the pole dance)

Liam’s POV

Lisa let Harry know that Holly was stuck at the studio; Harry was busy in an interview so asked me to go get her. I have never been to the studio before but Holly had obviously worked really hard to get where she was, she wasn’t one to ride off the success of someone else, I think that’s why we all like her so much. I pushed my way through the paparazzi and made my way into the studio, I locked the door behind me to stop any of the media following me. I heard ‘halo’ start up behind the doors just to my left, I slowly and quietly pushed open the door….maybe I would finally get my chance to see Holly dance, apparently she was pretty damn good.

Holly was clearly too engaged in the dance as she didn’t hear me enter. I was kind of shocked by what I saw, but she looked so beautiful. Holly was stripped down to her underwear and was pole dancing, but not in a dirty stripper type way, she looked sensual and made it look like an art form. I could tell that she had a lot of strength and control in her body as she effortlessly lifted herself onto the pole and wrapped her body around it. Holly moved slowly and damn sexily, she rolled her body with ease and arched her back that ended up emphasising her gentle curves. Damn I wish I was Harry! Holly created momentum with her body and spun around the pole gracefully to end in the splits, she was clearly very flexible; Holly effortlessly rolled out of the splits and caressed her body as she lay on the floor. Holly had her back to me as she arched her back and pushed her pert arse into the air, I had a full view of her sexy behind as she rolled her body and ran her hands sexily and seductively up her stomach and over her chest…god I wanted to do that so much! I stood awkwardly just staring at Holly in awe, she was intelligent, funny, sexy and independently successful, I wanted her so much! I’m not a complete arsehole though I know Holly and Harry are happy together, I don’t want to ruin that….I wouldn’t say no to having a threesome with Holly again though….maybe just us two this time, she would scream my name as I thrust into her, her body would shake as she orgasmed, knowing Holly she’d be quickly ready again for round two...three…what am I thinking!

Suddenly the music stopped, Holly screamed, “fuck Liam you scared me!” she said as she got up to stop the music. “What are you doing here?” she asked, she stood in front of me still just wearing her skimpy underwear, for some reason the fact that her underwear didn’t match made it so much sexier. I think Holly must have noticed that I was staring as she grabbed her t-shirt and threw it on; she must have left her jeans somewhere else though, thankfully the t-shirt was short so it didn’t cover her sexy arse.

Holly’s POV

Why is Liam staring at me? “Lisa told Harry that you were stuck here because of the media, he’s in an interview so asked me to come and get you…that was really beautiful” he said, Liam thought that was beautiful? Surely most guys would have said sexy or something. “Thanks, it’s been a while since I have done that though…I have missed it” I said cheerfully, Liam was really sweet sometimes. “You know most guys would have said it was hot or sexy” I laughed, “well it was, but you make it look so effortless and beautiful though, you’re an amazing dancer Holly, what can’t you do?” he said seriously. I laughed nervously as Liam stepped closer to me, I had just realised that I had no trousers on, “I can’t eat a sandwich while standing on my head” I joked, Liam laughed genuinely. “I bet if you put your mind to it you probably could…” he said as he stepped even closer to me, I could feel his warm breath set my skin ablaze. “I can’t….” I started “you can’t what Holly….” He said as he lightly sucked on my collarbone, I could feel myself immediately gravitate towards his body, Liam’s large strong hands pulled me closer to him, his hand lightly brushed my arse. “…I can’t do this, I’m with Harry, I love Harry” I said as I pulled away slightly. “I know” he said as he let me go, “I respect that Holly, believe me I do….it’s just so hard not to want you” he said. “You have already had me Liam, or have you forgotten that?” I said nervously. “No of course I haven’t forgotten that, I never will. It’s not just about sex Holly, I want you…all of you, I want you to wake up in my arms, I want to care for you, I want to make you feel pleasure you have never felt before….I want all of you” Liam said as he approached me again, he grabbed me gently and pulled me into a passionate kiss, oddly I kissed him back. Liam slipped his tongue into my mouth and caressed my back with his free hand; I wanted him badly as well. I’m with Harry…I’m not a cheat! I pulled away sadly, “I’m sorry Liam but I can’t, it’s different if Harry is ok with it…like last time…..but this feels like cheating, I don’t want to hurt him….I don’t want to hurt either of you!” I sighed. He kissed me again, this time sweetly, “I know, I don’t want to hurt him either, he deserves you. I’ll always be here for you though Holly…even if it’s just as a friend” he said kindly. “Let’s get going Holly, the paparazzi’s have most likely left by now” he said as he led me out of the studio after I gathered the rest of my clothes and belongings. Why are things so complicated? It took me ages to find a nice guy for a change, now I have found two who both want me!

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Watch the pole dancing clip...she was amazing, I took pole dancing for two years and what she did is bloody hard lol. It took me a year just to be able to go upside down lol