On The Cross

Holly’s POV

Me and Lisa finally went back downstairs to join the guys, when I walked in they all looked at me funny, I guess that had been talking about me again. “You know if you’re going to talk about me, you can just come straight to the source and ask me” I said as Lisa went to the toilet. “What makes you think we were talking about you?” Harry asked, “oh come on I’m not that stupid, every time I walk into a room you all just stare at me as if I’m some sort of anomaly” I said, Harry put his arm around me protectively, “well you kind of are, we haven’t met anyone like you before” he said, “what do you mean?” I asked, Harry looked around to make sure Lisa wasn’t back yet, “you’re not afraid to speak your mind, even if you know it will get you in trouble, but you also take to your role like a fish to water, me and Liam have been doing this a while and never have we come across someone who orgasms from spanking and who manages multiple orgasms, you even passed out from over stimulation. It’s rare, your truly unique” he said as he kissed me on my forehead, “well I’d like to think there is something you like about me other than the sexual stuff” I said, the guys laughed “we don’t care about the sexual stuff, and we love you” Niall said, “well thank you Niall”.

Harry pulled me into the kitchen. He sat me on the counter top and stood between my legs, he looked me straight into the eyes. “Do you really think that I’m only interested in your for the sex?” he asked seriously, “well no, but that is what the arrangement was, you were going to teach me how to be a sub, and you have, I know I have a long way to go yet but I’m confused. How do I know that you want me for my personality rather than the fact that I do what I’m told. I can’t help it Harry I have these strong feelings that I can’t understand, I don’t know whether I want to please you and make you happy because you’re my dom or whether it’s because I generally like you and want to make you happy. It’s really hard for me to get my head around. Everyone thinks that I’m just your friend but then behind doors you treat me like anything but a friend.” He looked at me and smiled, “yes you have got a long way to go with the training but you’re doing really well so far. I never do this, me and Liam only ever participate in BDSM at the club because we can find a girl and it will be a one-time thing, no emotions involved. As soon as I offered you the deal I broke my own rules, I knew there would be strong emotions on both our parts. Of course I want you for you, your funny, you’re not afraid to tell me exactly what you think, my friends love you. Being in a sub/dom relationship creates strong emotions, I have feelings for you that go way beyond you just being my sub, only you can decide what emotions you have though Holly, if all you see me as is your dom then fine, if you wanted to try the boyfriend girlfriend things out as well then I would totally be up for that.” He said.

“I don’t know Harry, I see you as way more than just the guy who is teaching me to be submissive. I like what we have though, I don’t want to say let’s be girlfriend and boyfriend and then that messes everything up. But I also don’t want to go on just thinking that I’m just some sort of fuck toy that you can boss around and then at the end of the day not actually care about me personally.” I said, “I would never see you as just a fuck toy! I could never not care about you as a person Holly, you are one of the few people that I have met in ages that I want to spend every minute of the day with, I’d happily spend time with you and not even have sex! If you wanted to try being my girlfriend that wouldn’t change anything, behind closed doors you would still my submissive like you are know, I would care for you and cherish you but I would also be firm with you and punish you when I see fit, I would also continue to push you to make you a better sub. Outside of closed doors and with company we would be boyfriend and girlfriend, I would cherish you and everyone would know that you were mine. If that’s something that you want you have to let me know Holly” he said. I sat for a few minutes, “ye that is what I want Harry, but if it doesn’t work out I don’t want to lose this” I said slightly worried, “ok how about we make a deal, we try boyfriend and girlfriend and if it doesn’t work out or one of us is not happy we go back to this friends who happen to be sub and dom?” Harry suggested, I smiled “ye ok, I’d like that”. “Good me too, now come on before the guys send out a search party” he laughed.

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