All I Want For Christmas Is You

Paul led us out of the dressing room to the audience seats. We sat front row and waited for the boys to appear. All we could hear was the roar of the excitement of teen girls from all angles around us. Val covered her ears. “Don’t worry Val. You will be fine,” I yelled. “Can I go back in the dressing room with Lux?” she yelled back and I rolled my eyes. “I’ll take her,” Paul said, as I let him lead her backstage again.
“I CANT BELIEVE WE ARE HERE RIGHT NOW THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER IM CRYING AND LAUGHING AND SCREAMING OH MY GOD IM FREAKING OUT ARENT YOU?!?!?!” “OF COURSE I AM!!!” I screamed back giving a fangirl move. I never thought I would become a fangirl, and now I got sucked into it. Thanks Karla.

The show began.

They opened with the song “Best Song Ever” and performed songs like “Kiss You” “Rock Me” and they also performed “Little Black Dress” for the first time live.

Let me just say, that was a thrilling experience.

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We went back into the dressing room after the show ended. Paul led us in there again. But right before we entered, Karla asked where the restroom was, and Paul showed her. “I’ll be right back,” she said to me as she skittered off. “Alright!” I said as Paul opened the dressing room door for me. I nodded at him in thanks and he closed it behind me. I looked and saw Valerie and Lux looking at a book together. “Well girlies, I guess you two are best friends now aren’t you?” I asked, bending down to their level. Lux gave me a big smile and Valerie nodded. I then bent back up and stretched out my arms a bit before looking around the room again. It was empty. “Lux, where’s your mommy?” Lux pointed at the door. Lou probably went out to do something. “I guess no one is here?” I asked in confusion, wondering why the boys weren’t in here yet. “I’m here,” I suddenly heard a voice say behind me. I recognized the voice from earlier. It was Harry.

“Hi again,” I shyly said as I turned to face him. He smiled cheekily at me. “Um… Where are the other boys?” I asked, not wanting to be alone with him. He almost made me feel self-conscious… I’ve never felt that way before. “They are coming soon. I just wanted a snack because I didn’t eat before the show,” he said, sticking one of Niall’s chips into his mouth. As soon as he realized I was staring at him, he giggled.
There was an awkward silence between us, all I could hear was Harry’s crunching on the chips. I walked over to Lux and Val and sat crisscross on the ground next to them. I picked up a lone orange crayon near Val’s side and picked up an unused coloring book. “Where can I color?” I asked them both. Lux turned quickly to me and flipped the pages to a black and white picture of a princess and a prince kissing. “That’s you and Harry,” she said looking at Harry who had just turned around since he heard his name. I rolled my eyes and just went along with it. I heard Harry’s footsteps come close behind me. “What do you mean it’s her and I?” he asked in his adorable high-pitched tone to Lux. Lux turned to him and giggled and Val copied her. “Because you are in love!” Lux answered, followed by more girly giggling. Harry chuckled and so did I, but I didn’t look at him the whole time, because I felt my face turning red.
“Cat and I are not in love,” Harry said, bending down to Lux. “YES you are!” she said, jumping on the ground. Harry laughed and grabbed Lux and swung her around. She squealed and Harry laughed as he set her back down. She continued to giggle, and then Val reached her arms up to Harry. “Oh, you want a turn to? Here, we gooo,” Harry said as he lifted Val from the floor and did exactly what he did to Lux to her. He set her back down, and I spoke up. “Harry, I’m sorry, Val isn’t normally demanding like that,” I said as I gave Val a reproving glare. “It’s fine,” he said smiling as he set his hand on top of my shoulder. I smiled back, still not making complete eye contact.
Harry bent back up and walked over to the rack of their outfits to choose from. He pretended to be interested in them as he flipped through, what appeared to be Zayn’s clothes and then he turned to me. “You see, we have to bring a lot of clothes … you know… so we can choose from them,” he said, hesitating on his word choice. He didn’t sound like he normally did. I nodded and giggled softly to myself. “And we have to only choose one outfit… to ... um… perform in, you know?” he finished. I could tell his attitude changed and he ran his fingers through the front of his hair, which was a bit messed up from performing. “Yeah. I know,” I told him, agreeing to his outfit conversation. He smiled shyly and walked backwards until he hit the end of the rack with Zayn’s shirts on it and it fell and I ran to catch it, but I fell along with it.
I ended up on the floor with the rack lying on the floor; shirts and jackets were thrown across the room. But when I tried to get up, I couldn’t move. You know why? Because Harry fell on top of me, his chest was on mine. I felt his heavy breathing, but he didn’t move. He smelled amazing. And his skin was so soft. I just wanted to bury my face in his warm neck, but you know… you can’t just do that to people. Especially world famous people… but he was lying on top of me!!!
That was when the door opened.

Lovely.

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