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Keeping Hope

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Emma could already tell the blue and purple around Sam's eyes, and even though he probably deserves it she kind of felt bad for him.
She was watching him carefully as he waited for a reaction from the words he just spoke.

"I know," She answered him nonchalant.
"You know? Since when?" Sam was confused.
"For a while now, Harry told me,"
"And you believed him?" Sam inquired.
"Yes, I did," Emma snaps, not liking his tone of amazement.
"Why wouldn't I?"

"I guess you would, you weren't here when everything went down with the murder," Sam explains.
"What does that supposed to mean?" Emma was defensive about Harry, not liking when people bad mouthed him for no reason.
"Forget it," He dismisses her.

"Tell me how you got the diary," Emma decides to let it go for now.

"Ok.." Sam takes a deep breath.

Emma's POV

I could see he was in a lot of pain, and it made me uncomfortable, knowing my boyfriend had inflicted these injuries, but I had to get answers. We had to start putting things together so we can finally end this madness.

"The night Hope died.. Tyler came home all bloody, he was crying mumbling over and over again 'killer.. killer'. At first I was sure he is referring to Harry, since he claimed just before that Harry had pulled the trigger, wiping the handle and throwing the gun aside. He claimed to have picked it up so if Harry goes crazy again he won't be able to get access to it- you see that was how he explained not having Harry's fingerprints on the weapon," Sam stopped to watch my response.

"That makes no sense! If Harry would have fired the gun he would have had gun powder on his hands- but he hadn't- wasn't that checked?" I question, feeling I was missing something here.
"But that's the thing, he did," Sam's eyes were wide and glossy. I have a feeling he kept all this information locked inside for too long, relived to finally have a chance to let it all out.
"That can't be! Tyler killed her!" I exclaim.

"Yes," Sam agrees with me, and the panic rising inside me Subsides.

"So if Tyler managed to point a finger at Harry, how do you know that it was him?"

"At first I was positive like everyone else it was Harry, Tyler had nightmares, yelling out in his sleep, that he is sorry, and he didn't mean to, and I believed he meant he was sorry for not being able to save her.. I know he treated her badly, but they were together for quite some time, so I believed he did love her. However, Harry got out, and suddenly Tyler went all crazy, starting to yell in his sleep again, coming home more frequently, and I thought it was because he was dating Jen, until I heard him question her about Harry.. As if he was waiting for Harry to come after him, and his nightmares were back, and he said- he said he didn't mean to kill her," Tears were running down his face now, finally letting all of the emotions he kept trapped in for so long out. his story was slightly shaky, not making much sense to me, but I let it be for now, deciding to put the pieces of information together after.

"If you have then how come you didn't come clean? Why didn't you go to my dad?" I stand to my feet.

"It's not as simple," He wiped at his tears.

"Yes it is, we can go right now," I tell him.

"You can't, it's no use," He raised his voice.

"Why?" I shout at him.

"Because I've tried already! I went to my parents, and they waved me off, they said what's done is done, and I should leave it alone, I think they knew all along it was Tyler, and they still sent Harry away," He sobbed.

"No! You're lying! Who would do such a thing? Deafened a killer?" I am pained by the sickening thought that they sent Harry away knowing he is not to blame.
"A mother would do anything for her child, and my father is powerful, he can get away with anything," Sam mumbles.

"How did you get your hands on the diary?" I question coldly.

"I went snooping in Tyler's room, I found it under his mattress, with photos of Hope," He shrugs.

"You could have taken it to my dad, told him everything," I accuse him.

"And turn on my family?" He looks up at me.

"Yes! If it's the right thing to do!" I shout.
"I gave it to you didn't I? I was trying," He whispers.

"Why give it to Eleanor then? Why not give it straight to Harry?" I inquire.

"Because, at first I didn't want you to know it was me, and I had El's locker last year so I knew the combo," He explained.

It made sense, or at least started too.
"So why send me messages? What do I have to do with all this?" I push.

"Listen, Harry hasn't killed Hope, but he is messed up! And you coming here with him, and facing Tyler.. Remember the last time? This would have been much worse! You could end up just like Hope," He remarks.

"Harry would NEVER hurt me!" I snap, angry at him for even thinking such things about him.

"You don't know that, when he gets pissed he loses it- you're not safe around him in this situation," He tries to convince me.

"Sam, this is a load of shit! And you know it," I scold him.

"Yeah? Did you already forget he almost hit you today? Look what he has done to my face!" He points at himself.

"Well, he didn't! And he won't, thank for answering my questions, I think I had enough though," I say and walk out of the room without turning back.

Harry is stood outside the door waiting for me.

Harry's POV

The moment Emma notices me, she wraps her arms around my waist burying her face in my chest.

I know she will have questions for me, like why I had gun powder on my hands, there is a lot I have not yet told her, or wasn't planning on telling, but now I guess I must.
"I'm sorry you got blamed for Hope's death Harry! That is so unfair, I wish I could change it for you," She whispers, her voice pained, hurting for me.

"What's done is done, and after we get Tyler, it will all be over," I promise her.

"I know you would never hurt me!" She looks up at me, knowing I have heard the whole conversation.

"Good," I smile slightly, "Emma.. You know that I love you.. right?" I stutter.
"Oh Harry, I love you too," She smiles hugging me.
"No- I really truly love you, with all my heart," I needed her to know, to believe that it's true, that she is safe with me, no one will ever hurt her, not under my watch.

"I- I love you too," She tilts her head up at me, her eyes- that wonderful blue I loved from day one, sparkle at me.

I kiss her then softly on the lips, happy for us, for what we have, for starting to get some answers.

"I want to go home," She tells me once she shifts back.

"In the morning," I promise, and she nods.

We end up all sleeping together at the boys dorms, moving the girl's bags into our room.
Even though it was too many people in such a small room, I liked it. I liked having Emma so close. I liked snuggling up to her, wrapping my arms around her in a cuddle as we slept on the tiny uncomfortable bed.

In the morning, everyone got ready quietly collecting their things as fast as we could to get out of there and head home. We decided to stop for breakfast on the way, anything just to leave this campus.

Telling Emma I loved her was the best and smartest thing I could have done. She hasn't left my side for a moment since, mirroring every one of my movements, staying close and in reach, just like I want of her.

The drive home wasn't as quiet though, the people in the car changing form the drive up.
Emma was sitting in the front next to me, as Louis and Eleanor sat in the back. Niall drove with Dylan and Jennifer.

Eleanor asked over and over again about what Sam told Emma, and she went over the whole conversation, though she kept out the part of me having gun powder on my hands, and I knew we will have a long talk once we get home.
Truthfully I was a bit scared- no not scared. But unsettled.
I let Eleanor and Louis off at their houses, and then turn to our street.

"Harry.." She starts. Here it goes.

"The gun powder on my hands," I say and she nods looking at me with those huge eyes of hers. I park the car and sigh, ready to explain, when I notice him.


Emma follows Harry's gaze out of the window, and a gasp escapes her mouth.
The hooded man from her window was standing outside of Harry's house, talking to Anne.
When Anne and the hoodie notice Harry and Emma, they exchange looks, then Anne hurries towards the car.

"What the fuck is he doing here?" Harry demands slamming the car door after him.

"I thought I would get the chance to tell you before you got back," She says in a hushed voice.

"Like hell you were!" Harry barks.

Emma steps out of her seat, walking around to slide her hand into Harry's.
"It was you wasn't it?! At her window! Who the fuck do you think you are? to look into windows in the middle of the night?!" Harry spits at him, Anne's face was horrified by her son's language.

"Harry," She calls but he ignores her.
"Why the fuck would you let him back?!" Harry shouts at his mother, Emma cringing next to him by his harsh tone.

"Harry," She pulls on his hand slightly.
"It was him wasn't it?" Harry asks her, his voice slightly softer, but the red in his eyes was still much visible. Emma nods slightly.

"Who is it?" She was confused, knowing she is missing a big part of what was going on.

"This shitty piece of scum is my father,"

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Comments

@CyannaMichele
Oh darling.. I'm so sorry...
A mother teaches us everything-except how to live without her.. It is painful and sometimes the memories knock the wind out of us, and the feeling of lose comes in waves, but you're strong and wonderful because of her- and nothing is your fault! I am sure she is so very proud and full of joy with who you're growing up to be! SO cherish your memories and keep them close to your heart for they will make you smile and happy, and strong at moments of need ! Even though she is not right in front of you to touch and to hold, she is there with you- in your heart. And I truly believe you can talk to her and she will answer, you will feel it, and know what she would guide you to do.
Lots of love poppet- chin up xx

It's really sad that Emma lost her mom , I could relate to her though I lost my mom too and Miss her very much and I currently live with my dad . Not a day goes by that i don't think about her , sometimes thinking that it's my fault . If only i would have stayed up she probably wouldn't have died

@imapenguin2
Thank you gorgeous xx

I know I'm really late on this but you are an amazing writer, good job. This is on of the best stories I've read yet.

@dat.biotch
Thank you love!
I might write a short sequel.. Check out my short stories- it's called 'The notebook' and I upload there short storied and short sequels x