No Passion

I throw My bag onto the floor and take out my phone.

" You ready!?" I say to Perrie over the phone.

" Yes! Arnt you excited! This is going to be fun. And this is just what you and Niall need. More time together!" she sounds extremely happy.

But she seems to forget that Niall and I are nothing like zayn and herself. And to be honest. Time together constantly is probably the last thing me and Niall needed.

" Yeah. I know. But I'm on my way to the air port see you there!" I hang up. I take another look around my hotel and remember when we firts moved in together. A year ago.

* flashback *

" it's not that small." Niall says. " you made it sound tiny." He laughs.

" Well it's not big babe. But it will work." I go over to him and wrap my arm around his waist.

" I'm so glad we get to share this. This is something we will always have that's just ours." He speaks softly.

He bends over a little and kisses my forehead." Let's make use of this bed eh?" he bites his bottom lip.

" NIALL!" I laugh pushing him off of me. " how about the boys are coming over tonight and I need to shower." I smile. He groans.

" Please babe. It will just be a quickie!" He's literally begging me for sex right now.

" Later. After dinner." I wink and retreat to the bathroom. He runs up behind me picking me up by my waste. I kick a little.

" PUT ME DOWN! Right now!" I shout laughing but trying to be serious.

" Never babe!" He tries to throw me onto the bed but I manage to get on top of him. I give him a kiss. It's very passionate and his fingers are rubbing through my hair. I pull away.

" Now you have something to look foward to." I say.

" Yeah yeah. Go do your thing. But later I promise. No more mr. Nice Irish. I'm going to play you harder than Stramps plays derby!" He winks and I crawl into the bathroom.

He was such a freak. I smile to myself as I turn on the water knowing my life was right where it was supposed to be.

* end of flashback *

I see perrie at the airport almost right away. She hugs me.

" I'm so freaking excited!" she yelps. I smile as we walk through the security check and whatnot.

" OH MY GOD! It's perrie! And Leah! Guys!" We hear a few girls scream. Fuck.

" Just be kind okay? " she says to me As a Few girls approach. This doesn't happen often but it's been happening more frequent than not.

" Perrie, Leah you guys are like the luckiest girls alive!" One says on the verge of tears. " sign my magazine please!" She says holding it out.

The other girls have there's too. We snap a few pictures with them.

" You all are amazing fans really. The boys are glad to have you." I say. I take the magazine and see a picture of me and Niall on the forint cover. Then I read what it says.

' Rough relationship finally coming to an end? Niall tells all.' I'm stunned but sign it anyway. After they have gone and we board the plane I sit down.

" What's up?" Perrie says catching my awkward activity.

" That magazine... Did you read what it said.." Is all I say.

" Yeah.. But don't worry. I don't think those are always truthful anyway love." she touches my shoulder.
" You and Niall will be fine. I promise."

I wish I could believe her but I just can't. I mean are relationship is rocky. It's come to a fatal stop and I don't think we are going to make it out of this one. All those little fights make one big fight and ugh. It's so aggravating! I decide maybe I should just call him before we take off.

" Hello?" He answers first ring.

" We are on the plane now." I say.

" Sweet. What time will you be out tomorrow?"

" I'm .. Not sure around three I think." I calculate in my head.

" Oh. Well I'm going to have Paul pick you up tomorrow okay? I want be able to make it out." He says quickly.

" What!? Why not... For real Niall?" I'm very dissapointed. I wanted him to pick me up.

" I'm sorry I really am. It's just we are caught up and I'll see you at the hotel that night though."

" Well Zayns making time to pick Perrie up and.. Just forget it. It's fine." I really don't see how fighting right now will solve anything.

" Don't even start Leah. At least I'm letting you come down with me. I'm sorry I can't be there but you can't get mad at me!" he says defensively.

" I'm not mad you! Damn it Niall I hate if when you say that. I just.. See like I said forget it. I don't want to fight with you." I shout. Perrie looks over to me worried.

She mouths at me if Im alright I nod.

" See this is exactly what happens when you don't keep your mouth shut." No he did not.

" Niall... Don't. I don't care like I said. Have Paul come and get me. I don't care. But you better be there before I'm asleep. Otherwise there's no point of me coming if I won't see you." I make my point clear.

" Okay.. Alright bye." He hangs up fast.

" That did sound too good." Perrie says.

" No.. It wasn't.. H- he is just.. I don't know." I fight my tears. I mean I knew this would happen. I don't.

Even know why I'm even going if he thinks our relationship is going nowhere like that magazine said. I put my phone in my pocket and close my eyes.

" It will be okay. Im here for you. Your the best thing that has happened to him. He won't let you go. Your just going through a rough patch. And that's typical. No relationship is perfect Hun." She sits back in her seat.

" Thank you. I'll just Nap it off and maybe when I wake we will be where they are." I say. A tear rolls down my cheek as I quickly wipe it away.

" Okay. If you need anything tell me. And if Niall needs his ass kicked tell me. I may be in little mix but it's a little mix of karate!" She jokes. I smile a little and doze off.

i don't ever want to wake.

because In my dreams...

Niall still loves me...

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