No Passion

Leah's pov:

" Niall your not listening to me!" I shout.

" I clearly am! Have been for the last shix hours!" He yells back still packing his bags.

" I DONT WANT YOU TO GO!" I scream this time. He throws his stuff down and stomps over to me obviously angry.

" You relize that I was in this band before I met you right!!?" That hurts a little. I hold back the tears as they fight my eyes wanting to fall.

" Why would you say that!" I say.

" Because it's true!" He goes back and picks up his bags.

I didn't understand. All I asked him was not to leave today. He doesn't have a show for three days and he is suppose to leave tomorrow morning. And I wanted to spend the day with him. But no. This was what I should've have expected from him anyway. He has been avoiding me it feels like. I'm not clingy so he can't even use the I need space excuse. I have givin him so much freedom it's not even funny. But of course he wanted to leave early so he didn't miss a thing. No he wanted to leave early because he can't stand me. I know it.

" Niall please... Why do you not.. Love me anymore..?" I mutter quietly.

He stops what he's doing and runs his fingers through his hair which is flopped to one side. He sat down on the bed.

" Babe don't.." He says.

" Don't what..." Tears fall out of my eyes slowly. My bottom lip is quivering and it makes it hard to speak.

" Do that! You know I love you. Your my girlfriend."

" just because I'm your girlfriend doesn't mean you have to love me Niall." I spit out. " I mean we havnt had sex in months! So of course what am I suppose to think! Your getting it somewhere else .. From someone you actually... L-love.." I manage.

I hear him sigh and groan.

" Fine I'll stay with you." He says it like it's a punishment.

" No.. Just go. I don't want to make you do anything you don't want to." I stomp into the bathroom. " I'm sure Liam will gladly hang out with me." I remark.

" REALLY! Leah listen to yourself! Whatever." I hear him stomp around a little then a door slam.

I look in the mirror and notice what a complete wreck I am. Sure I was one of the lucky ones to be his girlfriend. But I didn't feel lucky. I feel used and mistreated. Tears are stinging my eyes but I wipe them away. I turn and grab my phone.

" Hello?" Liam says.

" Hi.. Liam it's Leah." I mutter.

" Oh hey! What's up?" He says almost to happy for my occasion.

" We fought again.." I sigh I got he phone.

" Awh.. Leah. God I'm.. I'm sorry. What happened?" He soothes me.

" he's leaving today already.. I- I think he's cheating on me.."

" no. Leah. No. Niall would never. I'm going to talk to him and figure out what's going on. Okay?" Liam shot back as i accused his best friend of cheating.

" He just.. Doesn't want to be with me anymore.."

" he does Leah. Trust me. I think he's just going through something right now." Liam says.

" Something that he can't tell me! His girlfriend...!" I sneer.

" just let me take care of it okay? I'll talk to him and let you know what's going on okay bug?" I loved it when he called me bug.

" Okay just please do something because I don't know how much longer I can wait for him to even say he loves me again, I mean he hasn't even kissed me ever since he's been back."

" I'm sorry really. But I have to go now. I love you and I'll text you later." Liam says.

" Love you to and don't forget bye." I hang up and throw my phone on the couch.okay was going to be like ever other day.

When I have to hang out with my self because my boyfriend won't be him for who knows how long. Could life get any worse!

Notes

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