My Life...ღ
Chapter 10 ღ
I can't believe she had the guts to say it. Now were in the last round of spin the bottle. "I'll spin for Nivek" Louis said and He spinned. It landed on me. "Truth and uhmm every night ever since I met you guys, I was jealous. Everyone is so beautiful and then theres me. I'm a potato. So I started uhmm welll I started cutting and I still do." I said and everyone looked at me also in shock. "MARIANNA, please tell me who did this to you." Harry asked. "Harry. You know I am insecure." I said and I ran up to Join Nivek.
When I got up she was crying on her bed and Niall was comforting her by rubbing her back while she sob in her Pillow. "Why are you crying?" Niall asked me. "You told them?" Nivek asked gently sitting up trying to not get herself out of her comfortable position. "Told what?" Niall asked still confused. "I cut." I blurted out and Nivek ran up to me and we started hugging eachother while Crying. "I will just leave you guys here to talk about it." Niall said slowly walking out to go tell the boys whats going on here
Nivek and I rushed to the bathroom and I took out a knife. "Marianna don't." Nivek told me. "No." I said. "Marianna STOP." She said now yelling. "WHATS THE POINT?" I said yelling back. "REMEMBER WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID? HE SAID YOU COULD DIE IF YOU DO THIS AGAIN. I DON'T WANT YOU TO FUCKING DIE. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND. I NEED YOU. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. EVERYONE TELLS YOU THIS BIT YOU ARE JUST TO INSECURE. YOU HAVE A FAMILY OF YOUR OWN MARIANNA. Doesn't that tell you something?" Nivek said yelling and crying at the same tim and at the end it was almost a whisper. "It does." I said and we hugged
When I got up she was crying on her bed and Niall was comforting her by rubbing her back while she sob in her Pillow. "Why are you crying?" Niall asked me. "You told them?" Nivek asked gently sitting up trying to not get herself out of her comfortable position. "Told what?" Niall asked still confused. "I cut." I blurted out and Nivek ran up to me and we started hugging eachother while Crying. "I will just leave you guys here to talk about it." Niall said slowly walking out to go tell the boys whats going on here
Nivek and I rushed to the bathroom and I took out a knife. "Marianna don't." Nivek told me. "No." I said. "Marianna STOP." She said now yelling. "WHATS THE POINT?" I said yelling back. "REMEMBER WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID? HE SAID YOU COULD DIE IF YOU DO THIS AGAIN. I DON'T WANT YOU TO FUCKING DIE. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND. I NEED YOU. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. EVERYONE TELLS YOU THIS BIT YOU ARE JUST TO INSECURE. YOU HAVE A FAMILY OF YOUR OWN MARIANNA. Doesn't that tell you something?" Nivek said yelling and crying at the same tim and at the end it was almost a whisper. "It does." I said and we hugged
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