I finally gave in. Harry had been calling and texting, not only me but Kasi and Ana as well. I was so frustrated with him but I knew I had to move past this. After all I knew it was coming.

After a desperate call from Liam explaining that he had run out of an interview drunker than any of the guys have ever seen him, I sent him a text.

To Harry: meet me at Jana's around 7 tonight.

He tried calling after he saw the text but I ignored it. I just want to be face to face and have this discussion.

From Harry: babe please answer me I'm so sorry

To Harry: Jana's at 7

From Harry: ok see you then

Good he got the hint. I walked into Kasi's room and face planted into her bed.

"Spency, just go talk to him."

"I am. Jana's tonight." I sighed into the pillow. "I knew this was coming Kas! Why am I being so stupid!"

"You're not being stupid. You're boyfriend just confirmed the suspicions you had. You had a bomb dropped on you. He's famous Spenc. That's not an everyday thing."

"I just want a normal life. I thought I had that with Jeff. But no, then Harry came along and I'm over here thinking he's so great. Wrong again."

"Just because he's internationally known doesn't mean he can't be the one."

"I don't know anymore, I really liked him."

"You mean you really 'like' him. There's no past tense until you talk to him. Have an open mind about this, it could be the greatest decision you ever make."

"I guess so. I love you Kas, I'd be lost without you!" I rolled over placing a fat sloppy kiss on her cheek.

"Oh stop!" She laughed me off. "I get ready, you smell weird."

"Well thanks a lot!" I stuck my tongue out as I left her room.


After showering and getting ready, I left the apartment and headed to Jana's.

I was a couple minutes early but Harry was already seated inside. He had his head in his hands, and was twitching his legs up and down.

I took a deep breathe and stepped inside the cafe. I was instantly greeted by Jana.

"Spencer Spencer! I haven't seen you in while! Everything okay?"

"Yeah, no worries Jana, I've just been busy!"

"With new boyfriend. I told you so. Remember Jana know everything." She winked at me as she motioned over to Harry. I smiled back at her, she was just to precious. "Go go, don't keep him waiting!"

I walked over to the table, Harry's eyes never left me. I sat across from him as he sighed.

"Spencer listen, I'm sorry. I never meant to do any of this. I just wanted you to be safe. And I know..."

I cut him off by grabbing his hands across the table. "Harry, stop. I know why you did everything now. I was just being so childish. I'm not going to lie either, Kasi and Ana told me before you did. They saw us on some website. I didn't bring it up cause I needed you to be ready. I completely blew it out of proportion and I'm sorry too."

A small smile crossed his lips. He squeezed my hands tightly. "I don't want to lose you over this. It's not going to be easy but you're a strong girl. We can make it work."

As I was about to answer, Jana placed two mugs in front of us. "You two, so cute. Tea for Air-ree an coffee for Spencer, on house."

"Jana, seriously it's okay, we can pay!" I tried to reason.

"No no, I insist." With that she walked away.

"Let's make it work then. I'm in, all in." I smiled unsure of what I was really getting myself into.

"You have to be patient, it's going to take a lot of work, I'm glad you're giving this a shot." He gave my hand another reassuring squeeze.

With that being settled, we sat and talked at Jana's all night just like the first time we met. This boy is going to be the best death of me.

Notes

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