yesterday i found out that im not pregnant, which is good but sad, i wanted liam's baby, but i still wanted harry. like more than liam right now. liam went home to spend time with his mom and dad for the holiday. i stayed here with my sister and harry's family, i had forgotten that harry and gemma looked so much alike. i sat on the couch in short jean shorts and floral striped flowy shirt my knees touched my chest and my arms wrapped around them. i didnt know what to expect, but when harry was laughing with his sister and mom i wished it was me, i wanted so much to be the reason for that smile. gemma sat on harry's lap and he wrapped his arms around her waist to hold her there. kelsie ran in with her cup and looked at me and handed it to me.

"the baby needs a drink" she smiled

"kelsie honey your not a baby anymore your going on 4" i told her

"im talking about the one in your tummy sissy" she smiled and and handed me the glass of kool-aid, i looked at harry and he looked so pissed of gemma looked scared and anne droped her glass of water.

"kelsie im not pregnant" i told her.

"but the doctor said mrs.duitch your going to be haveing a baby" she smiled and giggled

"no baby the doctor said i wont be having a baby" i said

"but i want you to" kelsie said

"kelsie no" i said a little fustrated i got up and stormed out this time harry was the one to follow but instead of stoping i kept walking.

"kallie wait" he sounded so pissed off

"no!" i yelled and stormed across the yard. his hand caught my arm and held it softly. stoping me as the tear striped down my cheeks. i fell to my knees.

"kallie talk to me i want to know what kelsie was talking about" harry said kneeling down behind me.

"nothing im a week late so i thought i might have been pregnant because 2 weeks before the condom broke" i cried "i didnt want you to know" i said

"why" he asked

"because i wanted to be with you"i said

"then be with me" he said

"harry its not that easy" i turned to look at him and he pushed his lips to mine, when they connected it felt like HEAVEN i pulled him closer. he was my life and i knew that. when he pulled back he whipped my tears away.

"listen we will be together" he said asssuringly. instead of talking i leaned in and kissed him again, feeling those super soft lips against mine. we found ourselfs wound around each other. he kissed me soo.. softtly and tickled my waist. " tommorow anne is taking gemma and kelsie to the theme park, so well be together all day tomorow" he smiled

"im looking forward to it" i said and played with the hem of his aero shirt. he lefted me up and he entwined fingers with me.

"i love you baby and i will forever and ever" harry said and kissed my hand,

"i love you too" i smiled and walked back in with harry. kelsie had gone to bed and i was sitting alone again. in deep though, when i looked at the clock it read 12:30. i didnt wannt to leave and go home but i needed to. i needed to think i needed to reason with myself.

"im gonna go home" i said and harry looked up

"do you want me to go with you? no one will be there you'll be alone" he said

"no ill be okay,bbye harry gemma and anne" i said and went out the front door when i got inside my house. i threw on some pj's and called liam, but he didnt answer, so called again no answer. maybe hes sleeping, i gave up and went to bed