A life of Payne
I had only been back in London for around twelve hours and had slept nearly the whole time too.
But suddenly my stomach churned and I ran from my warm bed to the bathroom, groaning in pain as my body was stiff and still very sore.
My dad came stumbling into my room from one of the many guest rooms and was quick to hold back my hair for me so it wouldn't be in the way as I leant over the toilet.
"I see the morning sickness has finally kicked in." He muttered sadly as he used his free hand to rub my back softly.
I attempted to roll my eyes at his words but it didn't work as another wave of nausea hit me and my throat burned as I emptied out my stomach, I have barely eaten much since my mom told me the possibilities of me being pregnant were high yet my stomach still had enough in it for me to be sitting on the bathroom floor for a good twenty minutes.
"This isn't fair." I managed to croak out as I sat up against the wall and my dad tilted his head sideways as he stared at me.
"I was god damn careful!!! It was one time without protection and now I have to suffer the consequences my whole life?!"
"Actually I think it might have been twice unprotected..." He mumbled very quietly but I shook my head fast.
"No it was once. I know because I can still count the amount of times Calum and I have done that on one hand."
He continued to stare down at me as he bit his lip harshly much like I do when I'm having an internal battle with myself.
"What do you know that I don't?" I asked rather harshly and he backed away from me slightly as he opened his mouth like he was about to say something, but before he could get anything out the sound of the front door slamming open was heard making me jump and let out a small squeal.
"KATIE!" Liam's voice screamed at the top of his lungs and probably woke half the building in the process.
I whimpered at his harsh tone and clung to my dad's arm as he slowly stood us both up and walked us back into my bedroom at the same time as Liam came storming in.
"You can't just leave in the middle of the night and not tell me where you're fucking going! You need to communicate with me more!"
I pulled my lips into a tight line as I stared at him like a deer in head lights.
I'm so screwed.
"She was with me Liam." Dad pointed out as he rubbed my back soothingly again but it didn't work this time.
"I don't care!" Liam snapped as he quickly looked away from me and to our dad to deliver a glare.
Things went quiet as we all looked around at each other.
Liam was glaring at me, I was staring down at the ground and dad was glaring at Liam.
It was awkward and I was out numbered by men.
"I want mom." I blurted out and they both looked at me shocked.
"I can go get her for you sweetheart." My dad whispered and walked out into the lounge with both me and Liam hot on his heels.
"I want to come with you." I begged but Liam had other plans as he angrily gripped my upper arm.
"You're not going anywhere!" He snapped as he looked down at me still very fired up, I whimpered as I tried to pull my arm out of his grip but he just tightened it.
"Liam let go of your sister! And try to calm down." Dad stated sternly and waited by the front door until Liam threw my arm away from him which caused me to stumble a few feet.
The front door slammed closed once again as our dad walked out and I was left in the mess I had caused.
"Look at me Katie!" Liam ordered and against my better judgement I turned around and gulped when I finally noticed Louis, Harry and Zayn sitting on the couch in the middle of the room.
"Now I think you know why I'm pissed at you so much with what Calum came barging into my hotel room crying and telling me not to hate you or him for it. But I want to hear you say it yourself."
Everyone was looking at me, waiting for me to say something but I just shook my head and let a tear fall down my cheek.
I was so ashamed with myself right now.
Liam has never been this angry at me before and the fact that he actually hurt my arm in the process scares the living daylights out of me.
"Say it god damn it!" He yelled right at me and I let out a loud sob and shook my head again.
He finally sighed and slumped down onto the couch next to Harry who quickly rubbed his shoulder to calm him down.
"Fucking Calum and his dick caused this." He muttered under his breath but everyone including me heard him.
That's when Harry let out a bitter laugh and pulled his hand away from Liam.
"I can't take this any more!" He stood up fast and raked his hand through his hair before walking closer to me.
"Harry back the fuck away and shut up!" Liam snapped and I frowned up at Harry as he stared at me in concentration.
It was so quiet that you could hear a pin drop.
I was confused and pissed off.
Why do these guys always keep things from me?
I was about to push Harry for information when he blurted it out himself.
"Niall slept with you when you were drunk."
At that moment, I felt like my lungs had stopped working and I couldn't breath.
I wanted to disagree but I couldn't speak. I was in complete shock.
We all turned to the front door to see Niall walk in with a tray full of coffee's and a weird smile on his face.
"You!" I seethed as I spoke for the first time in this intense moment and narrowed my eyes at him.
"Good to see you too." He responded dryly and rolled his eyes at me.
"How could you! You bastard!" I yelled at him and his cocky attitude completely disappeared as he looked down at me worried.
"What's wrong Katie?" he asked as he put down the coffee and gripped both my shoulders.
I scoffed and pushed him away from me, not wanting to feel his touch.
That bastard took advantage of me!
"You look like you could use a coffee." He tried to ease the awkward tension by handing me a cup from the trap but I stumbled away from him.
"She can't drink coffee Niall." Liam grumbled as he rolled his eyes and stayed in his spot on the couch.
Niall tilted his head to the side in confusion.
I didn't know what to say to him, I was extremely scared to find out his reaction since he obviously hadn't heard about this yet.
Eventually Liam spoke as I was too angered to say anything.
"She's pregnant you jack ass. And she knows what you did."
Hearing it out loud made everyone gasp except me, I was finally coming to terms with it and now I have to go through the shock all over again with these boys and then Calum and his boys.
"Oh Katie I'm so sorry." Niall gasped again and stumbled closer to me and tried to reach out for my hand but I jerked away.
"Don't touch me!" I snapped as I swiftly turned away from him.
All the other boys were staring at me sadly but with a look in their eyes like they knew this all along.
"Y-you guys knew what Niall did all along didn't you?!" I snapped as I crossed my arms over my chest in a attempt to seem mad and not as upset as I actually was.
"I didn't." Zayn spoke up letting me know that everyone else in the room was quiet as a confirmation of knowing about this.
My chest rose and fell heavily as I tried to take in the fact that nearly everyone knew about this but hid it from me. I thought they cared about me but keeping this a secret just proves they don't.
"Is there any chance it could be mine?" Niall whispered.
The possibility was there but I didn't want t believe it, and especially not after I already told Calum about this.
"I don't want there to be." I spat as I walked over to Zayn, the only one I trust at this moment, and grabbed his wrist before I hauled him up off the couch and in the direction of my room.
Once my door was slammed closed, I chose to ignore all of Liam's yelling that I could hear and angrily stomped over to my closet to yank out a duffel bag. I continued to mutter under my breath and do my best to hold in my tears as I packed all the simple things I might need.
When I was nearly done, I felt Zayn place a hand on my shoulder making me jump and turn around to face him. His face was filled with pity and mine was filled with anger.
"You know Liam kept that from you to protect you, it's the same reason he's so mad about this..." He trailed off as he rubbed his hand over my flat stomach that was churning and making me feel like I was going to be sick again.
I ignored his initial words and carried on with my plan I had thought of in my head.
"Take me to Ashley." I didn't really ask him too. more like demanded.
He sighed heavily as I picked up my wallet and phone before shoving them into the large bag as well.
We walked as quietly as we could back down to the lounge but either way I wasn't leaving this house without getting yelled at some more.
"Where the hell do you think you're going?" Liam's voice was heard from behind me and I sighed before turning to face him.
"Zayn is taking me to Ashley." I stated and tried to open the front door but Liam was quick to walk over to me and slam the door closed in my face.
"Katie Payne. As long as you live under my roof, you will do as I say! And right now, what I'm saying is that no one is taking you anywhere!"
I gulped at the loud sound of his voice and desperately looked up at Zayn. He mouthed a quiet sorry to me before walking away. There goes my only hope.
My eyes darted to the table beside the front door, I was quick to grab my own car keys before Liam could stop me and pushed him away with all that I had in me.
"Don't you dare walk out that door! You are my sister god dammit can't you just let me protect you?!"
I bitterly laughed at his words before narrowing my eyes in his direction.
"No! Because all you are is a giant douche! I don't want any of you in my life any more and with how you're acting right now, you obviously don't want me either!"
And just like that I left.
Maybe even for good.
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