TIA chapter 12


"No no no!" Harry protested when Paul tried to lift him up from me. "I wanna stay I'm so comfy!" Harry yelled and desperately held onto my shirt for support.

"You're squeezing her to death Styles! We can't have the opening act dead!" Paul warned Harry and tried to pull him off again.

"She doesn't mind," Harry grinned at me with his dimples on full display. "She likes laying under me doesn't she?" Harry cheekily asked and my cheeks flustered I tried to push him off harder but he refused and hovered over me. "You know you love it," he added before kissing my lips. The whole room, or should I say bus, went quiet.

"Really Harry? Subtle much?" I scoffed and he blushed. Harry now realized he just kissed me in front of everyone. He rolled off the bunk and scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

"Uhm, surprise?" He offered sheepish and I rolled my eyes. I slapped his thigh when I sat up and he shot me a glare. He sat down on the bunk and pulled me on his lap in one smooth move. I squealed and slapped his arm. "What? The cats out of the bag now anyway," he said. "Ha, cat," he grinned and I rolled my eyes.

"Well this isn't entirely the way I had imagined it, but now you know I guess. Harry and I are together, but secretly," I said and blushed heavily. I looked around and saw all the boys looking at me with a knowing look on their faces.

"We figured honey, look how cute she's blushing!" Niall cooed and pinched my cheeks. I swatted his hand away and he winked at me. Louis and Niall smiled at us and Zayn also tried to smile a small smile for me.

"And now, we'll introduce you to the wonders of a tour bus." Louis said and offered me his arm. I pulled myself up and hooked my arm through his. "The tour is staring in two minutes," the other boys made a movement to follow us and check it out them self but Louis held out his hand.

"Why can't we come? I haven't seen it yet. Did you?" Harry asked and the other boys shook their heads. They looked at Louis questionably but he ignored them.

"You can check it out later, ally and I need to discuss who's going to sleep where and when I get to use the bathroom, since ally is the most grown up from you all," Louis said and pushed them out the door. They mumbled a few things but they were rejected by Louis.

"I have a feeling we aren't going to talk about who sleeps where, right?" I asked nervously when Louis turned around with a determined look on his face. He almost looked like he was mad at me.

"Yes we are, we can't go out there if we don't have a good schedule, that would be suspicious." Louis pointed out. He walked towards me and swung an arm around my shoulder. "I have already thought about it so we have all the time in the world to talk," Louis told me and had a devilish smile on his face.

"Okay talk, but you are going to show me around are you?" I asked and mentally prepared myself for what was coming.

"Sure," Louis shrugged his shoulder. I looked around the bus properly for the first time and noticed it was all red and black. "So this is like, the hall or something," he said and pointed at the place where we had walked in. I could see the drivers seat at front with a curtain to separate from the madness I guess. There was a long path through the whole buss but in the middle of the bus was a door.

"There's the couch and a couple of comfy chairs with a tv," he said when we walked further through the buss. "And there is also the kitchen," we had reached to door by now. Louis opened it and we stepped though. "And this is where we'll be sleeping," there were bunks on each side of the path. We passed two bunks, which means four places to sleep since there are two above each other. We passed another two and I raised my eyebrows.

"Eight places to sleep, why so many?" I asked Louis who shrugged his shoulders.

"I think they will be useful when Eleanor or Danielle will come over to stay with us for a while," Louis said and I nodded my head. I remembered Liam calling me when he and Danielle had decided to give things another go, he can be so sweet about his relationship.

"So what exactly do you want to talk about?" I asked silently. I had a feeling this wouldn't be a pleasant conversation. Louis walked to one of the bunks and took a seat before looking up and speaking to me.

"I just want to make sure you aren't going to hurt Harry again. Harry is my best friend and I have to look out for him. I'm holding you responsible for the pain and misery you put him through when you decided to be a coward and run off." Louis said to me and his eyes were full of anger.

"You know I didn't have a choice, what was I supposed to do? Break up with Zayn and get together with Harry while I still had feelings for Zayn and Zayn for me? Not to mention my crazy stalker who had the easiest job in the world finding me?" I asked Louis with a look of disbelieve on my face. I always thought Louis was on my side, that he had agreed with me.

"I think you could've at least stayed in touch with him. You didn't see him, but I did. I had to go through his drinking problems, never getting out of bed and shutting everyone out because of you," Louis said and raised his voice. He pointed his finger
at me as he stood up and walked closer with the second.

"Maybe I wasn't there to see him, but you weren't there to see me. Do you think I had a fun time? I didn't leave my bed for two fucking weeks and I literally have scars from pressing my fingernails into my own flesh to distract me from the pain in my heart," I yelled at Louis and I'm sure it could be heard outside, but Louis had locked the door so nobody came in.

"Oh yeah? And what evidence do you have for that? Who knows you're just some lying bitch out here to break his heart," he yelled back.

"Are you questioning my love for Harry?" I asked silently now. The people outside the buss had heard enough from our conversation.

"Yes I am," Louis said with a dead serious look on his face. I turned away quickly and let my hair swipe I'm Louis face. I walked towards the entrance of the buss as fast as I could and when I pulled the door open I saw Harry standing in front of it with the keys in his hand, ready to open the door himself.

"What did he do to you?" Harry growled and I shook my head. Harry's eyes shot daggers at the person who was now behind me. I pushed past Harry and Liam to make my way back inside but Harry wouldn't let me. He repeated his question.

"Ask him," I hissed before yanking my arm away and running towards the building. Harry was to busy dealing with Louis so he didn't came after me. I made my way upstairs and ignore the staring looks I got from people. I walked into my own room and let myself fall onto the bed. When I reached for my phone I felt it buzzing with twitter notifications.

Louis had posted the photo of my laying underneath the boys. They all looked up to grin at the camera and I could see my own face, gasping for air. It was a cool picture and some of the fans agreed with me, but most of them didn't. I tried to tell myself I shouldn't look at the reactions but I failed. I just had to do it.

I looked through all the messages of hate and read all of them, not missing a single one. I was in such a bad mood and I could only think of one person to cheer me up, Noah. I dialed my dad's phone number and told him to bring Noah back to the apartment. He didn't ask me why because he knew I didn't want to talk about it.

Fifteen minutes later, Noah and my dad arrived at the apartment and I greeted them both with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Noah bounced into the room and I immediately felt better.

"Dad, did you seriously hear us yesterday morning?" I stammered with a blush on my cheeks. His smirk gave me the answer and I blushed even more. "Why did you leave to give us privacy? Any other dad-"

"I'm not any other dad," he cut me of with a big grin on his face. I face palmed myself and he laughed at me. "It's okay honey, I was young to remember?" He said and patted my head. I rolled my eyes.

"Movie! Bee!" Noah squealed and waved the movie disc of Bee Movie for my head. His cheeks were pink like usual and so was his nose because of the cold.

"Sure honey," I told him and he grinned at me. He bounced up and down and left me wondering where he got his energy from. It's eleven in the morning for Christ sake. Ever since we had enough money to buy DVDs and a DVD player, Noah had been watching a lot of them.

I laid down on my back on the couch and faced the tv. My dad helped Noah put the DVD in and I closed my eyes for a few seconds. I suddenly felt a pair of knees in my stomach. I gasped for air and saw Noah sitting on my stomach.

"Cuddle," he told me but Noah isn't really one to cuddle. Noah's form of cuddling was laying on top of me and wiggling around all the time. Eventually he laid still but every time something funny happened he laughed and sat up straight and laid down again.

"Yellow black, yellow black, yellow black, ah black and yellow! Lets shake it up a little!" Me and my father spoke along with the cartoon on the television. Yes I know, we can talk along with a children's movie, don't judge please.

"Okay I'm going to tell you a joke, to cheer you up or something," my father said and tapped his chin when he was thinking about a good joke. "What's the name of hair salon next to the graveyard?"

"I have no idea,"

"Curl up and dye," he said with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and tried to suppress my laugh but it didn't work. I laughed along with my father and felt happy. "The worst thing is that I laugh the hardest at my own joke,"

"What time is it?" I asked when I had stopped laughing. He checked his watch and told me the time. I figured I'd have to go to the arena soon because it's already twelve o'clock and the boys are already there for an hour.

"Do you want me to drive you? We can steal one of Harry's cars right?" My father offered and I nodded my head. We stopped the movie under loud protest of Noah but my father promised him he could come with us and watch tonight show so he calmed down a little.

"That would be fine right? If we watch from the side tonight?" He asked and I nodded my head. "Awesome," he grinned at me and high fived me. I really wonder sometimes if my father is mentally stuck at his twenties.

"If you two can behave!" I warned him and he nodded his head but had a devilish smile on his face. I shook my head and tried not to think about what he had planned.

"Don't spoil my fun," he said and shrugged his jacket on. "Okay let's go! Lets steal a car of curly," he said and wiggled his eyebrows. He searched for a key and found the key of the Audi R8 Coupe. He grinned at me and excitedly and made a run to the car. I rolled my eyes and took care of Noah since my dad had totally forgotten about him.

"Come here honey," I told him and took his hand. He walked faster than me and pulled me forwards. When we came downstairs my father was already in the car with a big grin on his face. Noah took the backseat and I the passengers seat.

"Hold on tight, it's going to be a bumpy rideeee," my father said quoting Harry potter. He drove way faster than allowed and got us to the arena in no time. He had a big smile on his face the whole way there. Boys and theirs toys, I'll never understand.

He parked around the corner and we entered through the back entrance. There were already waiting a lot f girls and I immediately felt more nervous. What if they don't like me?

We got escorted by Paul and he led us to my changing room. It wasn't big but it did the job. I had a few more minutes to spare before I need to get changed. I decided to look around for a minute. It was so big I almost got lost but I eventually found my way to the stage. I popped my head around the corner and saw an empty stage. The fans weren't allowed into the venue yet. A few man were working on the stage and it looked amazing. I turned around and accidentally bumped into someone.

"Oh I'm so sorry," I said with a blush on my cheeks. I looked up to see who I had bothered with my clumsiness and was surprised to see josh. "Oh hey josh!" I smiled at him.

"Hello Allison," he smiled back at me. He was holding his drumsticks in his hand and it looked like he was going to rehearse a few songs. He was dressed in sweats and a t-shirt which made me think he hadn’t changed into his performance outfit yet. “are you excited for tonight’s show?” he asked me and I shook my head.

“Not really, but I don’t really have a choice now do I?” I laughed and he shook his head.

“It’ll be alright, I’m sure. I’ve heard you sing before and I know you can do it. The first night is always the worse, It’ll be easier once you’ve done it a few times,” he assured me. “Oh and by the way, Harry is looking for you. He’s really stressed out, he thinks you are mad at him and aren’t coming tonight. Please go see him, he’s a mess,”

“Do you know where he is?” I asked and felt guilty for ignoring Harry and not letting him know I had arrived. Josh was already halfway on the stage and called over his shoulder.

“Dressing room!” he yelled and I nodded my head. I turned around a corner and tried to find the dressing room. I saw a couple of signs with directions and quickly found my way to the right room. I knocked on the door and waited for it to open. If it’s Louis I’m going to run away. Harry opened the door and let out a sigh.

“Oh god Allison, I thought you weren’t going to come!” harry exclaimed and threw his arms around me. He was wearing a black pants and a white plaid shirt, which was unbuttoned. I felt the warm skin of his bare chest against me. “I’m so sorry, Louis had absolutely no right to do that at all!” Harry said and I noticed he already had his make-up done. His eye wasn’t blue anymore and even his nose didn’t look swollen anymore.

“It’s fine harry, really. I have forgotten about it, the only on my mind right now is tonight’s performance,” I promised him and he looked relieved. “I need to get ready now, I’ll see you tonight okay?” I asked him and he nodded his head.

“Can I get a goodbye kiss?” he cheekily asked with a big grin on his face and I rolled my eyes at me. “One tiny kiss? Nobody will see,” he said but a staff member walked past us at the same time.

“It isn’t save harry,” I whispered. “I don’t trust those people. How do you think your album leaked? It has to be a staff member who did it. we need to be careful, save it for tonight alright?” I told him and looked around the hallway.

“Good thing I have a private dressing room than,” he smirked at me and in one smooth movement he pulled me in his room and span me around so I was pressed against the now closed door. his body pinned me against the door and I had nowhere to go. He kissed my lips lightly and then pressed down harder. That was until someone coughed.

“It’s not exactly private when you have to share it with four other band members,” Liam awkwardly said as he stood at the back of the room. “It’s just me, but I would recommend you proceed this action somewhere else,” Liam laughed and I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.

“No it’s fine, I have to go anyways. I’m going to get ready, I think I’m expected to be in room 3a in five minutes,” I said quickly before walking out and closing the door. well that was emberassing. Again, I found the right room pretty fast and was right on time.

“uhm hello, is anybody here?” I asked when I pushed the door open softly. I looked around the small room and saw two girls sitting on my couch. I awkwardly waved at them and the smiled when they noticed me.

“Hello, You must be Allison. My name is Lou and this is Cheyenne. I’m dressing you for tonight and Cheyenne will do your make-up. It’s a pleasure to meet you after the boys told me so much about you,” The blonde girl chirped and she seemed like a really nice person. She was very bubbly and had an amazing style.

“indeed I am. It’s a pleasure meeting you both and I’m looking forward in working with you,” I told them and smiled when Lou walked to over to me to give me a hug. Her blonde hair was up in a messy bun and she wore an over-seized sweater. The other girl – Cheyenne- had a tanned skin and beautiful dark brown hair. Her make-up was flawless.

Lou showed me a few outfits first and then asked me to try two on. The first one was a black dress which was short on the front and long and flowy on the back. I really liked it but it wasn’t comfortable to dance in. The second one was a jeans short with a short blue shirt and a leather jacket. It was way more comfortable and easier to dance in. we decided I would wear this outfit so I took place in a chair where Cheyenne would be doing my make-up.

“This is so much fun, It’s so good to finally be able to dress up a girl instead of those sweaty boys. This is way cooler, plus you don’t complain like they do,” Lou said as she was reading a magazine and giving Cheyenne tips every now and then.

“I know right, and we finally get to talk about girls stuff. Not videogames and football and stuff,” Cheyenne added and pulled a face when she mentioned football. We continued to chat about clothes and other girly stuff while Cheyenne finished my make-up.

“tada! All done for tonight’s show!”

Notes

My old account is still not working so I'm continuing to post on this one