Behind Those Glasses

Have you ever felt alone? Tired? Helpless? Weak? Well, That is me.

My father abuses me, rapes me, and leaves me from time to time. After my mother had died, He started drinking and smoking, He let all the drugs and alcohol take over, I don't want to leave him, Because He is all that I have left. Even though he leaves me with bumps and bruises, I still Manage to try to pretend to be happy.. Do I have friends? Yes, but not every friend know everything about everyone. It's a secret, They think I am happy, But they know something is not right.

My mom died from a car accident 2 years ago, She died by a drunk driver, He was driving in the opposite lane texting and he didn't know that he was going in the wrong lane, and Then he just hit her. He died too, Sad night for families and friends. Especially his two kids in the back seat, They were only toddlers.

Well here I am now, In my unprotected house with my dangerous father who doesn't care about me or himself. So I have to be the one to keep things in shape around here with my job and little money that I have, Just because I am still a High school student. I just hope this year goes better than last year. This is going to be my last year, Because I am a senior.

Off to school, Lets see what happens....

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