"Because She's My Best Friend..."
The Grey Sky
THE flight back to LA that night seems to be longer than ever. I tried so hard to hold my tears but I failed. I can't stop regretting and blaming myself for not reading that note earlier. We arrived in LA after 10 hours and 40 minutes flight. It felt like 24 hours though. I couldn't help myself so Harry helped to carry my luggage. I called Cher, to pick us up. After five minutes of roaming around the airport looking for Cher, she ran towards me. "So glad you're back!", she half-screamed. She hugged Kate and frozen when she saw Harry. "Oh my gosh... Is this Styles?", she asked. "Long story. Let's not waste anytime", I said. Cher likes One Direction. Her favourite member is Harry, of course. After a while, Cher gave Harry a light hug before she starts to fan girl. Even though its not physically obvious, but I know.
Cher drove back to my house so we can just dropped our luggage and show Kate and Harry their room. I simply grabbed my car key from my parents' room. Harry decided to drive my car instead of letting me to drive. I sat next to Harry while Cher and Kate are in the back seat. I can see both of them are talking and laughing through the reflection mirror. They get along very well though.
We arrived at the hospital after half an hour drive. I walked to the receptionist, asking the nurse in charge where is Sam's suite. They showed me the way and I stopped in front of the door. I can see Sam's body being attached to many kind of wires and machines. I couldn't help myself but crying in the inside. I don't want Sam to know that I'm crying because of him and I don't want my parents to see me crying. I opened the door and Mum was quite surprised to see me standing there. She started to cry, hugging me, tight. "What happened?", I struggled to calm myself down. "He.. had a sudden heart-ache", Dad explained. "The doctor said he won't wake up now but soon", he continued. "But...", I paused. I sat on the chair placed next to the bed that Sam's laying on. He looks very relax, as always. He tattoos seems to glow. I can see the new tattoo that he has shown me the other day during our face time.
"Its my fault, Sam. I know its literally mine. I shouldn't do this. I should've read the note. I should've checked out the dress!", I half-shouted and began to cry. Harry placed his hands on my shoulder trying to calm myself. "Its not your fault babe. It happened already. Its fate", he said. "But haz, if I read the note at the first place, this won't happened", I replied. For the next few hours, Mum and Dad excused themselves so they can go back home for a little while. Cher joined them, excluding Kate, Harry and I. The three of us stayed there, to take care of Sam.
I sat at the corner of the hospital's suite, looking through some articles online through my phone. Harry went outside to answer a call. Kate sat next to me, scrolling through her ipad. Sam, he's still there. laying down there, breathing, without even bothering the environment around him. "Let's just pray for the best, babe", Kate said.
After about an hour, Harry entered the suite and being followed some people. Its his band mates. I stood up. "Why are you guys here?", I asked, curiously. "We arrived in LA yesterday, right after our dinner. We had some emergency meetings but Harry refused to go", Louis explained and stepped forward to me giving a light hug, followed by the others. "Thanks for coming", I said. "Its not a big deal. We've known Sam for so long", Niall responded. Liam asked Kate what happened so Kate told him eveything.
"Be strong, babe", Zayn sat next to me, wrapping his right arm around my shoulder. I nodded, trying to hold my tears. Realizing its been almost 24 hours, arriving in LA, I remembered about the graduation day. Its coming. Too soon. So soon. Soon. Very soon. Kate and I sat on the couch in the suite with Zayn and Niall while Liam, Harry and Louis stood up talking about something at the balcony of the suite.
The next day, in the afternoon, Mum and Dad came back. "Hey, we'll see you during your graduation day alrigt?", Liam said. "Yeah- sure- Haz, you should go with them. You look tired", I said. "Are you sure you're fine?", he asked. "Yes I'm fine. I'll drive back home later with Kate. You can bring the boys back at my house if you want to, right Mum?", I glanced at Mum. "Yes, Harry. We've known you for so long. Here's the key", Mum said handing Harry the house key. "I'll be back later, okay?- Thanks, Mrs Alden", he said. Mum and Dad has known Harry ever since both of us became best friends. Harry's Mum is Dad's old friend. Even though Mum has always reminded him just to call her by her name, he's used to calling Mum by our family name. Harry gave me a light kiss and excused himself.
Sam, you need to wake up soon. My graduation day is coming. You need to be there to witness it with me. I can't lose Sam. My life seems to be dark wihout his bad boy jokes. Wihout him teasing me. I miss everything... He's my brother. My world. My best friend. My everything. He's the only place that I can release my stress and tell him my problems. I need you, Samuel.
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm (The Beatles, 1965, Help!)
Cher drove back to my house so we can just dropped our luggage and show Kate and Harry their room. I simply grabbed my car key from my parents' room. Harry decided to drive my car instead of letting me to drive. I sat next to Harry while Cher and Kate are in the back seat. I can see both of them are talking and laughing through the reflection mirror. They get along very well though.
We arrived at the hospital after half an hour drive. I walked to the receptionist, asking the nurse in charge where is Sam's suite. They showed me the way and I stopped in front of the door. I can see Sam's body being attached to many kind of wires and machines. I couldn't help myself but crying in the inside. I don't want Sam to know that I'm crying because of him and I don't want my parents to see me crying. I opened the door and Mum was quite surprised to see me standing there. She started to cry, hugging me, tight. "What happened?", I struggled to calm myself down. "He.. had a sudden heart-ache", Dad explained. "The doctor said he won't wake up now but soon", he continued. "But...", I paused. I sat on the chair placed next to the bed that Sam's laying on. He looks very relax, as always. He tattoos seems to glow. I can see the new tattoo that he has shown me the other day during our face time.
"Its my fault, Sam. I know its literally mine. I shouldn't do this. I should've read the note. I should've checked out the dress!", I half-shouted and began to cry. Harry placed his hands on my shoulder trying to calm myself. "Its not your fault babe. It happened already. Its fate", he said. "But haz, if I read the note at the first place, this won't happened", I replied. For the next few hours, Mum and Dad excused themselves so they can go back home for a little while. Cher joined them, excluding Kate, Harry and I. The three of us stayed there, to take care of Sam.
I sat at the corner of the hospital's suite, looking through some articles online through my phone. Harry went outside to answer a call. Kate sat next to me, scrolling through her ipad. Sam, he's still there. laying down there, breathing, without even bothering the environment around him. "Let's just pray for the best, babe", Kate said.
After about an hour, Harry entered the suite and being followed some people. Its his band mates. I stood up. "Why are you guys here?", I asked, curiously. "We arrived in LA yesterday, right after our dinner. We had some emergency meetings but Harry refused to go", Louis explained and stepped forward to me giving a light hug, followed by the others. "Thanks for coming", I said. "Its not a big deal. We've known Sam for so long", Niall responded. Liam asked Kate what happened so Kate told him eveything.
"Be strong, babe", Zayn sat next to me, wrapping his right arm around my shoulder. I nodded, trying to hold my tears. Realizing its been almost 24 hours, arriving in LA, I remembered about the graduation day. Its coming. Too soon. So soon. Soon. Very soon. Kate and I sat on the couch in the suite with Zayn and Niall while Liam, Harry and Louis stood up talking about something at the balcony of the suite.
The next day, in the afternoon, Mum and Dad came back. "Hey, we'll see you during your graduation day alrigt?", Liam said. "Yeah- sure- Haz, you should go with them. You look tired", I said. "Are you sure you're fine?", he asked. "Yes I'm fine. I'll drive back home later with Kate. You can bring the boys back at my house if you want to, right Mum?", I glanced at Mum. "Yes, Harry. We've known you for so long. Here's the key", Mum said handing Harry the house key. "I'll be back later, okay?- Thanks, Mrs Alden", he said. Mum and Dad has known Harry ever since both of us became best friends. Harry's Mum is Dad's old friend. Even though Mum has always reminded him just to call her by her name, he's used to calling Mum by our family name. Harry gave me a light kiss and excused himself.
Sam, you need to wake up soon. My graduation day is coming. You need to be there to witness it with me. I can't lose Sam. My life seems to be dark wihout his bad boy jokes. Wihout him teasing me. I miss everything... He's my brother. My world. My best friend. My everything. He's the only place that I can release my stress and tell him my problems. I need you, Samuel.
Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm (The Beatles, 1965, Help!)
Notes
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4/20/13