You & I

"Bree, I don't want you sleeping on the couch." Harry mumbled between the kisses on my wrist.

"Then where do I sleep?" I ask lacing my fingers with his.

"In my bed." I can feel his smirk against my wrist. I smile, and nod "Fine, only until, we get me a bed."

He chuckles, "Fine. Now lets order some Chinese!" He says getting the phone.

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Cuddling. That is exactly what we are doing. I really like this. A lot. I grab my phone, and start scrolling on my twitter. Then instagram. The usual. Although, this time, I see something odd. I see a picture of Ashton, KISSING another girl. ON THE LIPS. Not on the cheek! I look closer. Kendall. Kendall Jenner.

The caption says: "Party time!! (;"

He cheated on me. And this time there is proof. I take a screenshot, and feel vulnerable. This is overwhelming. I really do love Ashton, that's the thing. It's hard being in love with Ashton, and Harry.

This makes me feel super shitty. I look at my wrist. Harry is sleeping. I get up, trying not to move, and leave him by himself. I walk to my luggage, and get my book. That's where I hide my razors.

I grab the razor, and hear Harry. "Bree, what's going on?" He asks in his raspy voice, that I live for.

"I started my period. Just getting a pad." I say, grabbing a pad, hiding the razor.

"Do you need any medicine?" He asks.

"No, but thank you, Harry." I smile.

I walk to the bathroom, and lock the door. I throw away the pad, and sit on the toilet. I start crying hysterically, and this time I can't do anything. Nothing is stopping me. I start cutting. All the places you could imagine. Then I finally black out.

Harry's POV

Bree, has been gone for 15 minutes. I go to the bathroom, and knock. "Bree." I say. No answer. "Bree." Still no answer. I'm getting freaked out now. I jiggle the door knob, and the door is locked. I grab the key, and open the door. I see Bree, in her own puddle of blood. I'm crying.

I grab my phone and call 911. The usual, I tell them to hurry the fuck up. And yes, they came 3 minutes later.

Bree's POV

I'm in a black room. Seems familiar. I walk around, and I see stuff. On each different wall, there's a memory.

On one wall there's a video of Taylor, Bradley, and I at the lake. The door says "Good Vibes." I laugh cause why on Earth, would it say good vibes? But I don't think this is Earth. I open the door, and I see random memories.

Me and Ashton watching Safe Haven

Me singing at Mia's Cafe

Me and Taylor shopping for dresses.

Me.

I continue to walk around, and I see me with my dad. I was 13. Well, my thirteenth birthday. My dad was laughing, and I think I am crying. I hadn't heard that laugh in forever. I remember that day, like if it was yesterday.

*Flashback*

Dad is taking me to my first rounders game. They call it baseball in America, and it's super popular. But not here. I want to try out for softball, but Harry and Chelsea said that is for people like them. So, I'm not sure if I want to.

"Dad, is it possible, for a lady to get pregnant by an animal?" I ask laughing.

"Now, Bree. Why would you ask me that?" He laughs

"I don't know, Dad. Eleanor said it was but I just wanted to classify it." I smile.

"Eleanor is stupid," He laughs, his phone starts to ring. "Oh, its Sophie." He groans, and answers with "What do you want now?"

I giggle, and look away. Sophie is Baron's mom. I've meet her a few times, and she isn't really fond of me. She kinda hates me. Cause she still wants my dad. But it's weird cause my mom loves Baron. I don't know.

"Baron is coming in a few weeks." He smiles at me and opens his beer.

"That's good." I smile.

And that was it.

*End of Flashback.*

I leave that room, and to the right there's a door that says "Bad Vibes." I open that door, and see fear. I see events that have scarred me forever.

Finding out my dad died.

When Harry left me.

Me crying, when I found out I couldn't go to the Lana Del Rey concert.

I walk around, as well, and I see one that looked very unfamiliar. I touch it, and something weird happens. It's like I'm in the event watching it.

*Flashback*

I'm in a hospital, and Ashton comes in with a rose.

"Ashton, what happened?" I ask.

"You tried killing yourself, Bree." He says slowly. He lifts up his sleeve, "It's okay, I cut myself too." He smiles.

"My god, we're a mess." I laugh.

"Ashton. I really don't want you hurting yourself anymore. Okay? Please, for me?" I beg him.

"Only, if you'll do the same." He says.

"I promise, I will never hurt myself again."

"Bree, I really like you. Like a lot. I know we've been friends for like a year, and stuff, but I when I found out, you almost killed yourself, I was sad. Sad, because I thought you would never know I liked you." He says looking down.

"I like you too, Ashton." I smiled.

*End of Flashback.*

This doesn't make sense. I want Harry to know that I love him. I leave that room, and walk down the endless hall. Until I see a light, and I think.

This is when I die.

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